Finally finished, sprinkle flowers~ sprinkle flowers~

A relatively old-fashioned happy ending, but it is the best ending for me and this book. I don’t like tragedy very much, nor do I want to write any tragedy or flaws. Every book is really hard work.

Since I have finished the book, I will also talk about the journey of this book and my own mental journey.

In fact, I had been frustrated for many years before I opened this book. I kept writing books but was confused and didn't even get into it. I gave up typing in the middle, just like an ordinary student, studying, graduation, and working.

Until later, I realized that this was not the life I wanted. The idea of ​​writing a book became more and more intense. In the end, I couldn't stand my previous work and resolutely quit my job and went home.

(Don't learn, really! Don't learn! Even if you really want to go this path, you have to write down your grades and then quit. You can't make a living by doing this as your interest at most.)

After resigning, I couldn't remember the time clearly, but I only remember one night, and I only spent one night, and I made up the initial ideas of this book in one breath.

I like Marvel, to be precise, I like Iron Man and the worldview of various black technologies. At the beginning, I wanted to write an original story similar to this worldview, but I found that my skills were not enough and I couldn't start, so I finally settled for the second best thing to write Marvel.

But there were a lot of Marvel at that time, and I wanted to do something different, so I added another theme, game that I really wanted to write, so I had the general idea of ​​this online game version of American comics (A lot of Marvel was named American comics at that time)

Of course, it is just a creative idea. If you have any ideas and creativity to write a book, you should lose your mind or creativity.

But perhaps it was my tireless "study hard" from childhood and my years of hard work and my hard work before, or maybe it was my inner unwillingness to lead to an sudden enlightenment. At that time, I really felt like I had broken the Ren and Du meridians and my understanding of online writing has risen slowly, and I easily completed the writing from a blind man who didn't know why to write with a goal and orderly manner, as if I had directly understood the true meaning of online writing. I still remember that feeling fresh.

After that, this article was presented. In fact, from the beginning of writing, it was already a thousand miles away from my original idea at the beginning. There was no plot outline at all, all relying on temporary deduction of the plot direction, but by chance, I found the most suitable plot context by relying on that state of sudden enlightenment.

With the advantages of fan themes themselves, it can be said that since the new book period, this book has been making rapid progress, with very gratifying results. I was impressed by the first subscription, more than 5,300, a number I once dared not think about. The general subscription data at that time seemed not as high as it is now. It seems that I saw it on a website that ranked this book in the first few science fiction subscriptions that year...

However, it was during the period when it was released that my "luck" was finally exhausted, and all kinds of evil consequences began to explode.

Due to my personality, the unthinkable results did not make me "float". Instead, they brought me great pressure and anxiety, fearing that I would not write well, the speed of typing became very slow. I rely solely on inspiration and epiphany, and on character deduction of the plot direction, it also tests my state. Under high pressure and anxiety, my state is becoming increasingly unstable.

The state is really two extremes. When I was writing the Batman plot, my mind was blank. I actually had no idea at all. I just stuffed the protagonist in and added a few temporary characters in it. I just used the character deduction to the plot direction and wrote the plot of Batman copy. Although it was not exquisite, the response from most people should be pretty good.

However, when it was bad, it was the plot of Skull Island. The week I wrote that plot was really exhausted and my mind was numb. I couldn't even watch it myself, and I suffered from the loss of inexperience. I thought it was the main line, but in fact, everyone wanted to watch Marvel. This kind of plot that was irrelevant and smelly and long was really too "water".

This is also an important turning point. From here, the pursuit of orders that were originally reduced due to slow updates began to collapse. My mentality also collapsed, stress, anxiety, and I couldn't write it out. Finally, I even subconsciously escaped writing. I felt guilty for you and even opened the author's backstage to take a look.

The next few efforts were made to "rejuvenate" and "repell the broken limbs", but I remember that there was a while later when the river crab beast came. Many authors were crying and grief everywhere, and various good news came frequently. This book seemed to have been struggling with the thunder. At that time, it was just about to write the plot of the Super Seminary... emmmmm.

There is another thing that most people may not know about. A little Lu plagiarized this book, copied and pasted the full text in large quantities, and even didn't bother to change the title of the chapter. Some of them were slightly modified or changed the pre and back order of the plot.

I was so angry that I was so angry that I had collected all the comparison screenshots to expose and report them, but the result really made me feel cold. I complained to xx online without any news. The forum where the authors gathered to expose some support words. Some people were used to it, so I looked for...

There is no way to ask for help!

At that time, I really felt disillusioned. What made me feel the most heartbroken was that the book was copied. Most readers who read the book even though they said it was plagiarism, they even praised the vampire who sucked my blood and the person who stole my "child".

At that time, I really made up my mind. No matter who could sue this mess and spit out the plagiarism income, I wouldn't give them all the money. I could get him to jail and pay for it. Maybe I made similar remarks on the book or social platform. I can't remember it very clearly. It seems that there is a company that specializes in helping people protect their rights and redistributes the income. Unfortunately, I didn't know it at the time, otherwise... forget it, you probably won't want to read these things, and it's not appropriate.

The final result was that I came to the editor of their website. Perhaps it was really effective or the plagiarism dog knew that I discovered it. Although the book was not sealed, it finally stopped updating. This matter was left unresolved. What else can I say, only the word "gratitude".

Later, my memory was blurred. In short, I was depressed for a long time. I wanted to finish the book several times but was powerless. I quietly opened a new book to confirm that the book's understanding still achieved gratifying results. Then I went through some old problems and recurred the old diseases... I really experienced too much in the middle, so I won't go into details.

Finally, the book is finished!!!

It happens to be National Day, is this considered a celebration of the whole world? (/Funny)

No matter what, this book may not give me much money or profit, or it may not be very fulfilling, but it is the real setting of my book writing, and it has truly given me a qualitative understanding of creation. It can be said that it carries my hard work, my passion and dreams for online literature.

Now that I have put a perfect end to it, it is worth it. I have never finished the countless money for the six-year prizes that I have lost.

Emmm, maybe in everyone's impression, I am already an old eunuch, but in the reader group, I actually said something that I am not considered a eunuch if I don't finish it. This is just a joke to everyone, and it is essentially a eunuch for all readers.

But for me, I haven't finished the book. In my heart, it has never ended. I have been thinking about finishing the book several times and even continuing to write it. Every time a reader joins the group or comes to me for inquiries, I feel this kind of shaken. I haven't finished the book because I am unwilling, unwilling, reluctant, and even more because of a strong sense of guilt.

It seems to be just the state of a book, but in fact it is related to interests. Not only the income of this book, but as long as this book is not completed, I will not get full attendance and half-year awards for the rest of the book, especially the latter is almost 20% or a little bit of the manuscript fee (I cried out loud if I didn’t get it).

This is probably a willful and stupid behavior, but my original intention of writing books was because of my liking. From physical newspapers and magazines to surprises in discovering online articles, from reading to trying to write, the pleasure and dreams of having sex with them, I just want to rely on him to survive. Some of the pursuits or the "literary and youthful diseases" that I don't know if I can't change, and I can't give up.

Perhaps what I value is what many people disdain and even trampled on, but he is still what I value.

This comment is very confusing. I just write wherever I think of it. In fact, it is not written for readers. It is just a review and record of my own. Maybe one day I can see that it is a shameful dark history.

For all readers, I only want to say two sentences.

One sentence is: Sorry.

One sentence is: Thank you for your support.

Let’s talk about Marvel at the end.

Marvel is not perfect. Even the unacceptable bugs in the movie are too many. The "Doctor" who injects genetically modified serum in the wild chicken, would rather put the reactor in his chest. The character makes me feel very charming, but the "target" is simply an insult to Thanos, who has an IQ, etc. Many, many, I was anxious about this kind of details in order to make up for the rationality of this book, and I spent a lot of effort. (I hope no one here criticizes me for the reason for my previous plot/funny)

But these did not prevent Marvel from being outstanding. The unlimited black technology and unique "science fiction" worldview have an indescribable attraction to me, so I wrote this book, trying my best to write it rationally, logically, and in line with its original style.

However, if I really want to talk about the characters I like, it is probably Iron Man. It is no exaggeration to say that I like Marvel because of Iron Man. I only watch movies with other characters because I want to supplement Iron Man's worldview or related to it.

In the past ten years of Marvel, it started with Iron Man and finally Iron Man. Tony Stark died, and the Marvel in my heart was also dead!

Especially recently, SAIC has been created, which is completely used to disgust people. Not to mention the disgusting trailer and the plot of killing the biological father and licking the rice father, casting alone is extremely outrageous.

I probably won’t write about Marvel fandoms in the future, but I may continue to try this similar special ‘science fiction’ style of black technology. Another book “My Items Can Upgrade” is actually a try, but it is still much worse than expected. In the future, I will strive to improve my strength to the right level. I hope that one day I can write a ‘science fiction’ in my heart.
Chapter completed!