Chapter 2: Love in the Netherworld

"Then..." Feng Yuxian took out a piece of letter paper and said, "I suggest that I write a letter first, just to be in case? Forge this letter..."

"Wait first, let's see." Li Yin looked at the window opposite and said, "If you haven't replied to it in an hour and a half, then you can say it."

He was staring at Murong Shen at this moment. This perverted forensic doctor was so interested in ghosts. Who can guarantee that he would not run to the basement and open the door and release the ghost? Ordinary people cannot understand the perverted thinking. To be honest, when Li Yin learned that he would perform blood instructions with this guy, he was very worried.

Therefore, it is very important to monitor him at all times.

"And..." Li Yin said again: "I'm going down there now, no one can guarantee whether that ghost is likely to write another letter."

If the ghost takes the letter out of the window and no one picks it up, it is considered "not accepting the letter", then all three of them will be done.

Li Yin walked out of the room and hurried downstairs. Although he felt that the ghost would not write another letter in such a short time, he still thought it would be better to be careful.

Although this room is still so dark, Li Yin didn't feel anything anymore. It has been nearly two years since he entered the apartment. After experiencing so much, he has been numb for a long time. Anyway, there will be ghosts in the environment that appear at all times, so he feels nothing. If people stay in a comfortable environment for a long time, they will naturally be afraid in danger. However, if they are in a dangerous area for a long time, their fearful nerves will not be so sensitive.

To survive, you must adapt to this apartment.

No matter how sad, painful, or desperate it is, this apartment will not give them any slightest mercy. Only through the blood-speaking instructions can you find vitality.

Because, the moment he entered the apartment, Li Yin knew that he had embarked on a road of no return.

There is no other choice. Since that is the case, it is better to try your best to find hope for survival in this hellish life!

When he arrived at the basement, Li Yin took a deep breath in front of the iron door, sat on the steps, and looked at the iron door in front of him.

In fact, it is said that it is a forged reply, but that is only a last resort. Once a forged reply is discovered, you can think of any consequences.

However, Li Yin also felt a little sympathetic to these two ghosts. Although they fell in love during their lifetime, they were blocked and unable to be together. Even after their death, they were bound here by the apartment and had no way to get freedom.

What is the reason that prevents them from being together? Is it also the influence exerted by the apartment? How many people's lives have this apartment directly and indirectly affected?

At this time, it would be great if... Midnight was by my side.

Although he could talk to Midye by calling, he still didn't plan to do that. He didn't want Midye to see his weak side. He wanted to protect her and make her think that she was a person worth relying on. He must not let her down, and even for her, he must live strongly.

Live...

At this time, he suddenly heard the sound of footsteps. He was shocked and quickly turned around, but Feng Yuxian walked down the stairs.

"You are here, Director Li Tower." Feng Yuxian came to Li Yin's side, sat down, and said, "I think, why not come to accompany you. Sitting here alone must be very depressing, right? Even if you can't come out, you will be very scared, right?"

"Murong Shen..."

"It's on the second floor. Anyway, Miss Ying Ziye will send us a text message. Well, on the second floor just now, I still look out into the sea in the distance. The air in Kongmingshan is really fresh, and it also brings waves of sea breeze, which is worthy of being a resort."

"Do you still have this idea?" Li Yin admired this man very much. At this time, he still had the leisure to appreciate the sea?

"I..." Feng Yuxian supported his knees with both hands and held his chin, saying, "I originally planned to commit suicide. Before entering this apartment."

Li Yin was stunned.

Suicide? Is this why he said he was happy to enter the apartment? But even if he committed suicide, there was no need to choose to be tortured to death in the blood-word instructions? Could it be that this person is masochist?

"My wife is dead."

Suddenly, Feng Yuxian's voice seemed extremely lonely. The loneliness and sorrow that was more than the pain of death in his body made Li Yin feel it deeply.

Feng Yuxian suddenly took out a photo from his pocket and handed it to Li Yin. On it was a photo of him and a young long-haired woman. The long-haired woman had a beautiful face and was very beautiful and dignified. At first glance, she felt like a very well-educated and polite girl."

"Her name is Luo Ying. We met in college. At that time, we recognized each other as soon as we met. In this troubled world, we met like that. This is a miracle of hundreds of millions. We can meet someone we truly love, and then... I feel that I seem to be the luckiest person in the world."

"Mr. Feng...you..."

"Chief Li, can you understand my mood? I heard that you also have the feeling of falling in love with Miss Ying at first sight. That kind of thing, when you meet, you believe that the other person is the person you want to love? I am the same. Ying is two years younger than me. At that time, we were all studying psychology, exchanging common interests and hobbies with each other, sharing all memories with each other, and…"

Speaking of this, he lowered his head slightly.

"After we graduated from college, we got married. At that time, we swear that no matter what we encounter in the future, as long as we are together, we can overcome anything."

Li Yin was able to understand his mood. The lover he truly loved and cherished most in life just disappeared in life. Without that person in this world, it seemed as if his heart had collapsed. The sky was still the same, and the earth was still the same, but there was a person that no longer existed.

People in modern society have a sneering attitude towards true love because they have never experienced true love. When a person occupies all corners in his heart, even if this person is not perfect, he is unique in his heart.

To Li Yin, Midnight is such a person.

Even if in the eyes of others, his love for her was like a whim, it was definitely not the case for Li Yin.

True love can definitely not be exchanged and measured with anything, nor can it be easily destroyed by the environment and time. If you fall in love, you fall in love with it. If you lose it, you will... lose it.

"How did she die?" Li Yin asked carefully and tentatively.

“She likes the rain very much.”

Feng Yuxian's answer seemed to be inconsistent with the question. However, Li Yin listened quietly.

"So we often date on rainy days. But it was also rainy days when we lost our children. It was the second year after marriage, when she was pregnant. Firefly and I felt very happy because the crystallization of our love and life with my blood was about to be born. However, that happiness soon broke in an instant."

"The child died shortly after he was born. She, who had given infinite hope to the child, fell into great pain, as if part of her soul had ceased to exist."

"I can only comfort her. I know how important it is to her. Although it can be reborn if you lose this child, the life that was once nurtured in the body cannot be easily replaced by the feelings for that life. I know her feelings very well. Therefore, I hope to protect her so that she will no longer be tortured by this pain in the future."

"The day when we gave birth to that child, it was raining heavily. It seemed as if we wanted to wash the world again, and on that day, we lost our children. From then on, fireflies no longer like rain."

"She wants to get a baby more than anyone else, she wants to be able to give birth to me, but for me, I don't want the child to bring so much pain and stress to her. In the years since, she has not become pregnant again, even though we have not taken contraceptive measures."

"Since then, the days on rainy days have always seemed so desolate and sad. Whenever it rained, she would look out the window foolishly. At that time, I knew that in fact, it was raining all the time. There was no stop at all."

"The long-term mental failure developed to the point of depression. In the following years, because she was not pregnant, her pain continued to intensify. I always wanted to share her pain, but for her, that was not something we could face together. She began to feel a strong sense of guilt. At the beginning, did she not pay much attention to nutrition during pregnancy, was she not good at choosing a hospital, was she because... these thoughts made her unable to live normally. She even made her wonder if she had become the executioner who killed her children."

"She has been stuck in a stubborn way. The shadow of that child cannot be erased and has become an eternal pain in her heart. Every rainy day, she mourns the child. At that time, I knew that it was unlikely that the rain would stop in her heart. I was already a psychologist, but I could not treat my wife's depression."

"A year ago, she needed to start living by taking nutritional injections. The depression became increasingly serious, making her thinner and her appetite continued to decline. Although I kept waiting for her and tried all kinds of ways to get her out of the shadow of melancholy and pain, it was still impossible. She always believed that it was God's punishment for her to kill her child and not get pregnant again. However, the death of the fetus was just an accident. There was no way to blame anyone, it was just an accident."

"When I saw that the police car and ambulance were parked at my doorstep, I was almost completely trapped in the darkness."

"She chose to go to another world to find that child. She didn't even leave me any letters and left. Although I kept taking care of her, I could never treat her. I then quit my job as a psychologist. At that time, I felt that my world had completely collapsed."

"I love her so much, want to protect her so much, as a psychologist... but I have put her on this path. In this world, the people I want to protect have disappeared. My parents have long passed away. After losing their careers, most of my relatives have stopped interacting with me."

"I think maybe I'm starting to suffer from depression myself. In this world, keep living, and whenever it rains, I think of everything. I can't calm myself down."

"So I decided to end my life. If there is really another world, I would like to see them in that world. Even if doing so seems to be not cherishing life in the eyes of others, it doesn't matter. I... can't forget everything. I can't make myself forget them and live."

"Then... when I entered that community and wanted to enter an empty alley and commit suicide by cutting my wrist, I suddenly found that my shadow had changed. Then, I came to this apartment. And I also knew that they had not left me completely. There are still ways to meet them in this world. After knowing this, I felt that I had regained my life. It might be difficult, but I think there will always be a way to meet her again. Even if it is different from humans and ghosts, I hope to meet her again..."

"So you're feeling very happy?"

Li Yin, who had been silent, finally spoke: "That is not your own pain. Losing the person you love is indeed unbearable, but that does not mean that you are qualified to cut off your life. And, do you know..."

“How eager are we to leave this apartment!”

"Day and night, every minute and every second, any resident hopes to escape from this apartment and avoid the ubiquitous and immortal evil spirits and ghosts. But you actually say that you are happy to be a resident in this apartment? This apartment cannot bring happiness to anyone, and no one wants to enter such an apartment!"

"Can you understand the pain of living in a world without her?" Feng Yuxian seemed excited: "You can't understand it at all, because you..."

"Since you love her, you should live even more. Even if you suffer, you should live even if you can't bear it. Because..." Li Yin became more and more excited: "Losing her pain and sorrow is evidence that you have loved her, and it is also the way you love her. Even if you live in a world without her, love will not be blocked or cut off. This is the so-called true love. Because you lose the person you love and want to seek death and seek the illusion of the underworld through this apartment, that is just your self-satisfaction."

"People who don't even have the courage to live are not worthy of talking about 'love'!"

When Li Yin said this, he suddenly thought of something and looked at the iron gate there. He felt that he seemed to have said a little too much. In any case, the priority is how to survive this bloody word, what if the words just now have caused some stimulation to the ghost.

"Forget it." Feng Yuxian shook his head: "You have no way to understand. I'll go up first."

After Feng Yuxian left, Li Yin stayed alone again.

Could it be that he was too harsh to him just now? However, Li Yin always felt that he had to say these words.

People can live to love someone, but they cannot give up their lives easily just to love someone. People who don’t even love themselves are not qualified to love others.

He just hoped that Feng Yu would understand this.

At this moment, midnight, who was waiting in the basement of the Yueying Museum, suddenly heard the sound opposite the gate in front of him.
Chapter completed!