318, sinking heart
318, calm down
Zhang Jinsong came to Mujinhua to report his work today. The purpose was not to self-criticize, but to be a polite person. He also wanted to see what his leader thinks about his work in Anqing. However, the situation was beyond his expectations. Mujinhua did not show his likes and dislikes, and the topic happened to be here. Even if he did not have such a deep understanding of his work in Anqing, he must have a correct attitude to have a deep understanding.
I have to say that Zhang Jinsong's attitude was indeed quite correct, and he talked about his feelings during the period when he reached An Qing. After this speech, he realized many things that he had not cared about before or even felt at all. In the past, he could basically distinguish between the conflicts and contradictions he encountered in the past, regardless of big or small matters, with a cause and effect. However, this time, the situation came fiercely, but the result was so calm and light. What made him even more unhappy was that this was not his cause and effect, but he was trapped in it.
In the past few days, he felt uncomfortable and had never thought about this. However, when he talked to Mu Jihua, he suddenly thought about these things and thought about them again. Not everything is full of passion, and not at work, big things happen at all times. Some things are very big and difficult to solve, but if they really need to solve them, they are often so easy that people can't believe it.
After understanding this principle, his depression suddenly faded a lot. Then he felt that after he arrived in Anqing, he did not calm down and did not really go deep into the grassroots. He was still relatively relaxed and immersed in the great success of the development zone and the Tourism Bureau. He was still thinking about how to achieve the same achievements as he was in Anqing County as he was in the Tourism Bureau. This proud mentality that he could not easily detect invisibly affects what he did in Anqing, making him subconsciously always think about showing off and always want others to surround him.
It was precisely based on this self-centered mentality that when he arrived at An Qing, he directly took the lead and rubbed the Civil Affairs Director, without giving him any face to the county party committee organization director Zou Huaiyi. Later, with Xu Qian's momentum, he forced Zuo Zheng to the wall without any mercy. In this way, his reputation was indeed established, but when it was established, he was regarded as an alien in Anqing County and regarded as a thorn in his side. Among the county leaders, more than 90% of people disliked him, and he would take advantage of him whenever he had the chance, and would take advantage of his jokes.
He just thought that he would achieve his grades and become famous as soon as possible, but in the complex political environment of the county, the result of this was counterproductive and forced himself to the opposite of everyone.
Zhang Jinsong really didn't realize these things before, but this time, when Zhang Jinsong was reporting to Mujihua, he suddenly understood the truth as he said. Then, his tone and voice changed slightly, and even his expression brought deeper shame.
Mu Jihua saw Zhang Jinsong's subtle changes. He listened to his words and nodded in his heart. This kid was not too stupid and finally knew his shortcomings. It is rare that such a smooth young man can reflect on himself after being setbacks and find the fundamental crux of the problem. He is indeed a talent for making a living.
"Being able to have this understanding means that you have seriously reflected on it." Mu Jihua's tone was still so calm, but her eyes at Zhang Jinsong were much more complicated than before. After a brief pause, she still showed her love for this subordinate and said directly, "What are your ideas in your future work?"
Zhang Jinsong was silent for a moment, frowned slightly, then unfolded, looked at the hibiscus flower, and said solemnly: "It's the end of the year now, let's summarize all aspects of work. I will also try to go to the townships and the countryside to take a look, laying a solid foundation for next year's work."
Zhang Jinsong had also visited towns and towns before, but now he thinks about it, it is really a surprise. At that time, he had the intention of field research, but in fact, the kind of research was still superficial. Now he said this to Hibiscus, which is to decide to actually go to the countryside to take a look, look at it carefully, and even stay for a few days. It is necessary to understand the situation in depth before making a targeted work plan, rather than being as floating and imagining as it is now.
When doing work, you must be down-to-earth!
Mujihua felt that Zhang Jinsong's answer was quite steady, so she nodded with satisfaction and said, "Well, you can only do good things if you calm down. Jinsong, I would like to remind you one thing, work cannot be done well by one person, you must work together with your comrades..."
One of Zhang Jinsong's big shortcomings is that he did not unite with his comrades. He himself realized this, but he was still a little bit unable to make a turn. Besides, he was not suitable for himself to say such shortcomings. He had to leave them to the leader and then humbly accept criticism. That is the attitude that a qualified subordinate should have - if you realize all the shortcomings yourself, what else should the leader do? Isn't that higher than the leader's ideological awareness?
On Saturday, Zhang Jinsong went to Baizhang to spend the weekend with Xu Qian. Xu Qian was very happy with his arrival, but occasionally inadvertently, he still showed a little depressed look. Zhang Jinsong asked twice, but she said it was okay.
When he returned to Anqing, Zhang Jinsong did not stay in the office for too long. Since he had realized that his work ideas were wrong, he would not continue to make mistakes. Comrade Tuanjie cannot be done in a moment, and he should take it slowly. Instead of sitting in the office and stumble on life, it is better to take advantage of the time before the New Year to have a deep understanding of the situation of the townships in Anqing County to prescribe the right medicine. Of course, he is not only in charge of agricultural and rural work, and it is impossible for him to stay in towns every day. He also has to care about the work of other departments.
During this period, he also thought about calling Wu Ling, but when he thought of this, he held back and felt that he and Wu Ling were from two different worlds. So what if he called? Moreover, he still had a grudge in his heart about the incident in the Huaxin Dongbao.
Chapter completed!