Chapter 289 Don't be too kind to others
If it were Xu Chenjun, he might not have said anything, but when he decided to apologize, the blame for them was undoubtedly a kind of embarrassment, and irritability filled his heart.
"Enough!" The irritable mood made him unable to bear it anymore, and he roared angrily.
Everyone was shocked by Xu Chenjun's roar in this life, and they never expected that he would have such a reaction.
Just as everyone was stunned, Xu Chenjun's voice suddenly showed a kind of indifference that kept people from thousands of miles away, "Okay, very good. Since you have all decided that it was my fault, I have nothing to say. Whatever you say is what you say."
"Hwang Mi-young XI, Kwon Yuri XI, Jung Soo-yeon XI, Lin Yoon-ah XI, the thing I didn't expect most was you four. Everyone doesn't believe me, I can't mind, why are you four? Hahaha, I am really stupid, I, Xu Chenjun, are so stupid, I think you will believe me, I actually think you will believe me, haha, I am really stupid." Xu Chenjun smiled bitterly and took a step back. Although he was laughing, his expression of Pani and the four of them could not see that he felt any joy, and some of them were just cold all over his body.
"Since you think Taeyeon is right and mine is wrong, then that's it! If you don't like my approach, break up, I won't stop you this time."
"I didn't expect that I would be so stupid that I believe you love me. This is your love for me? I'm really flattered! I'm still too naive."
As he said that, he turned around and left. After leaving a sentence, Xu Chenjun left directly. He was in a bad mood and now he just wanted to find a place to drink and relieve his worries after getting drunk. Since they all felt that it was their fault, then just treat it as their fault.
Everything was taken as his fault. When did Xu Chenjun need to explain something to others when he did things? At this moment, he seemed to go back to his previous life, and that helpless period when his parents were gone and no friend had no.
Xu Chenjun disappeared in front of everyone like a ghost. He didn't even have time to stop him. He had completely disappeared, as if he had never appeared before. He just fell three rings on the ground, and it seemed that they had been pinched into a ball at this moment. If the diamonds on it were not for the still shining, he would not have recognized that it was a ring.
"Is this your love for me?"
"Is this your love for me?"
This sentence has been circling in the minds of Pani and the other four. Now if they don’t know that Xu Chenjun is really angry this time, then they are really fools.
Pani and the other four were completely stunned after Xu Chenjun left, their eyes completely empty, and they didn't even know that the tears were falling, "Chenjun, what did he call me just now?"
Huang Meiying XI! Why?! He has never called her name since he was a child. She would rather hear Xu Chenjun scold her and call her stupid T-shirt, but why do these words come out in his mouth?
At this moment, Pani really believed that Xu Chenjun was really angry. Xu Chenjun has never been a saint, never was! He was just a human with his own temper, and a person would have normal joy, anger, sorrow, and joy.
Everyone has only seen Xu Chenjun's happy side, and has never realized that he will be angry and angry.
Maybe they were used to his gentleness, his care, and thought that everything he did was so proper. Gradually, they forgot that Xu Chenjun was doing something that was not his obligation, but was only caring for them and loving them, that's all!
Pani, Sika, Yoona and Yuri were completely stunned, especially Yuri. What she saw just now, Xu Chenjun actually looked at her people with the eyes of her enemies. That was not just indifferent, but a stagnant look.
The four of them fell to the ground powerlessly. Xu Chenjun's cold respectful words made them feel at a loss and could not believe that this was true. Thinking back on what they said just now, the four of them felt sad.
Yun'er looked at the direction where Xu Chenjun left, her eyes completely lost the focus, and she muttered, "Lin Yun'er, what did you say just now? OPPA doesn't want you anymore, your OPPA doesn't want you anymore!" The beautiful little deer eyes were no longer as bright as before, and tears fell down.
Maybe Xu Chenjun is so doting that they are a little too much. No matter what they are, they will follow their wishes, and even change their own ideas for their own reasons. Now he has gotten this fate, and even if he has a good temper, he will be angry.
There is a feeling that kindness is regarded as a donkey's liver and lungs. Many times, humans accidentally misunderstand themselves, imagine themselves as being too smart or not smart enough, and time always clarifies the misunderstandings slowly.
Xu Chenjun now feels that he has made this mistake and thinks that he is too smart and too good, but the facts prove that he is wrong.
People are always used to leaving the most tolerant appearance to others, but leave the most vicious and hurtful words to their closest people.
The treatment Xu Chenjun is now receiving is exactly like this. No one understands him. Everything he has done has been in exchange for such exclusion and blame. How can he bear it when he is arrogant?
After a long time, they have become accustomed to asking for, asking for material things, friendship, love from Xu Chenjun, but have forgotten to be grateful.
Take everything for granted. No one in this world has the obligation to treat you well. Even if you are the closest person, don’t take what others treat you well for granted.
Now Pani and the others are obviously making this mistake. They regard Xu Chenjun's kindness and tolerance to them as capital to bully him. Everything is too natural. The reason why Xu Chenjun treats them is because he really regards them as his most important people.
Love cannot be just about taking things without giving. You must remember that everyone will be tired. When they are tired and don’t want to be nice to you, it may be really too late for you. At that time, your regret may not be replaced.
Liu Yifei calmly helped Pani up, "Get up, hurry up and go find him, otherwise it will be too late and I will regret it for the rest of my life."
Just now, Liu Yifei looked at all this almost as a bystander and saw everything clearly. Xu Chenjun had been scolded for a long time before he could say a word, and was silently enduring it. From the beginning of silence, to frowning, to the outbreak of anger, she knew that Xu Chenjun's patience would also have a limit. If she didn't try to save it at this time, it would be too late.
At this time, Xika stood up firmly. Thinking of the past, she could only cry without any effect. When she realized her mistakes, she had to make up for it. Xika had already decided that except for Xu Chenjun, she would not love anyone, and she could not fall in love with anyone. He has always been to make himself happy. Now it is just a role change.
He can make himself happy, why can't I do it! Even if he is angry, even if he is impatient, he will stay by his side for the rest of his life! If possible, he will be dependent on him for the next life, in the next life, and will never leave!
Silently picked up the "ring" that Xu Chenjun left behind, which corresponds to the ring in his hand, and may not be called a ring now. Apart from diamonds, it is no longer obvious that it is a ring.
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Xu Chenjun called Liu Botian and Lu Han, but he didn't say anything, just drank and kept drinking. Now he just wanted to get drunk, and then forget everything, forget everything.
When Liu Botian and Lu Han saw Xu Chenjun's situation, they didn't ask what was going on. Liu Botian guessed the reason at once, while Lu Han believed in Xu Chenjun. Since he wanted to drink, he would drink with him. It was that simple. Friends, it was enough to have time to drink silently with him.
As the cup of white wine reached its stomach at a height of 100% and Xu Chenjun's consciousness gradually became confused. Perhaps because he was in a bad mood, he was still saying something that Lu Han couldn't quite understand.
"Don't be too good to others. If you are too good to someone, you will always be concerned about her and think about her in everything. You will gradually lose yourself and don't know yourself." This sentence suddenly appeared in Xu Chenjun's mouth.
"Don't be too good to others. If you are too good to someone, you will give without reservation, not seek a slight reward, forget yourself completely, and don't understand yourself."
"Don't be too good to others. If you are too good to someone, you will indulge her arrogance, ignore her hurt, and repeatedly cause trouble, and do not forgive yourself."
"I'm so nice to someone, she will gradually get used to your kindness to her and forget that your feelings also need to be cared for and cherished."
"I'm so nice to someone, she will gradually ignore your feelings and trample on your feelings like weeds on the roadside."
"It's so nice to a person that she will even secretly desecrate your most sincere and selfless feelings and think that you have any intentions for her."
Xu Chenjun could no longer remember who said this sentence to him. He only felt that this passage could best describe his current mood. Everything he had done had completely collapsed because of such a small thing, as if nothing had existed.
He even began to doubt the truth of their relationship, do they really love me? Then why are they just giving, but they can't even give the most basic trust? Is all the worthwhile?
He always told himself not to care too much about the gains and losses of life, not too much about other people's opinions, and only do what he wants to do according to his own trajectory. However, Xu Chenjun is not a saint, and he cannot remain indifferent to these things. However, he often smiles on weekdays, interprets all this with a smile, and conceals his fragility.
Chapter completed!