345 Chapter 345 The future will be discussed later
"I don't care what you can give."
When I said this, I felt a burst of pain in my chest, and his eyes flashed violently, and a crack appeared on the face that was as strong as a rock carving.
It turns out that hurting someone is like this.
It turns out that it feels like to hurt a person who is so close to you.
"What are I can't give?"
"I don't want it anymore."
He looked at me, and in the dark he could hardly tell whether the emotions in those eyes were joy or anger. But after a long silence, he slowly lowered his head and kissed my eyes with his hot lips.
There was a leisurely smell of calmness in his breath. I closed my eyes and endured the kiss, but I was also fumigated by that smell. I slowly became confused and finally fell asleep quietly in his arms.
The next morning, before the people woke up, they first heard Shui Xiu and the others pushing the door carefully. I wanted to open my eyes, but I was dizzy. I only heard them slowly walking to the bedside and whisper: "Shh, Cairen hasn't woken up yet-oh!"
She woke me up with a scream. When she opened her eyes, she saw her running to the bed: "Talented man, you cough up blood again!"
Coughing blood?
I frowned slightly, subconsciously licked my lips, and sure enough, I tasted a salty smell on the tip of my tongue.
Madam Wu and Xiaoyu also ran in when they heard her voice and asked with concern. When I looked in the mirror, I found a faint trace of blood on the corner of my lips, which was almost impossible to detect, but there was a strong smell of blood in my mouth.
Madam Wu said worriedly: "Didn't the imperial doctor say it's better? Why did you still cough up blood at night?" As she said that, she turned around and scolded Xiaoyu: "What happened to you last night? You don't know if you cough up blood. Have you gone to hold the corpse?"
"I, I really didn't hear it..."
At this time, I suddenly realized something and quickly turned around and looked at the bed, but the other end of the bed was empty and there was nothing, only me.
"Xiaoyu," I said a little dumbly: "Is anyone here last night?"
"No, I don't know." Xiaoyu said this, and Madam Wu glared at her fiercely, and said carefully: "I really didn't hear anything. I slept very peacefully, and there was no sound at night."
Seeing that she was so aggrieved that she was about to cry, I waved my hand gently: "Forget it, it's okay."
Last night, was it a dream?
I vaguely remember the feeling of him holding me, and I also said to an emperor something he might not accept the most. It turned out that it was all a dream. Thinking about it, if it weren't for a dream, that sentence would have been unimaginable for him.
I leaned against the head of the bed. Shui Xiu and the others had already washed the towel for me and wiped the corners of my mouth. Madam Wu had already called Xiaoyu to invite the imperial physician. The imperial physician came and treated her pulse again, but she didn't see anything. She only said that this miscarriage hurts the vitality. Because of too much blood loss that night, the body was covered with cold stagnation. My body was already weak and I dared not take medicine that was too hot and too heavy, so I could only use warm and tonic medicines and ingredients to slowly nourish my body.
As soon as the imperial doctor left, Shui Xiu threw the towel into the basin and cursed: "Every time I come, I say these things, and I haven't seen any talented people. I'm just a quack doctor!"
"Okay, the disease comes like a mountain of falling, and the disease goes like a thread. They are not quack doctors or gods."
Madam Wu said helplessly. After serving me to wash up, she brought a bowl of milky white soup, which was filled with a strong rice fragrance. She said, "Talented man, drink some of this."
I looked down and frowned slightly: "Rice soup?"
"You know the talented people, too." She smiled: "This thing is not expensive, but it nourishes people. Drinking a bowl every day is the most nourishing of the spleen and stomach. The spleen and stomach are better, and it is only useful to eat diet and medicinal materials. You can drink it."
I looked at the bowl of rice soup in shock. The last time I smelled this faint fragrance seemed to be in my previous life. Moreover, this rice soup was regarded as something that only poor people would eat. Only the people in Sichuan and Shu did not taboo, and even the rich people used it for health preservation. Madam Wu has been serving in the palace, but she didn't expect that she would do such things.
She brought the bowl to my mouth and was about to feed me drinks when Xiaoyu ran over and said, "Talented man, 6 Shuyi and the others are here."
Upon hearing this, Shui Xiu and the others' faces changed first. Madam Wu glanced at my pale but expressionless face, turned around and walked out. It happened that Shen Rou and the others had arrived at the door. She knelt down and bowed: "I pay homage to Shuyi--"
"Where are your talented people?"
"She feels a little uncomfortable, so-"
Before Madam Wu finished speaking, 6 Shuyi had already walked over to her, lifted the curtain, looked at me leaning against the head of the bed, and said, "Who said Yue Cairen is uncomfortable and in good spirits?"
I looked at them lightly.
If you ask them why they come, there is no need to do what they come for. They may not necessarily offend anyone in the harem. As long as they are left with one end, they will give others enough reasons to step on.
Seeing me sitting quietly at the head of the bed with a bowl next to me, Zhu Wanyi walked over and took a look, and immediately said with a sharp voice: "Hey, what is this?"
6 Shuyi also walked up to take a look, and immediately covered her mouth and smiled, "I heard that this is rice soup, something that the poor drink."
As she said that, she turned to look at me again and said, "What's wrong with Yue Cairen? Didn't there be a Royal Seal for the day to make supplements every day? Why are you starting to drink rice soup now? Didn't the Royal Seal for the Royal Seal give you some supplements?"
"Sister Shuyi, you are confused. Now all the precious things in the imperial kitchen are sent to Jingren Palace, so where is it the turn of others?"
"Oh, that's true. Xu Cairen is now the emperor's heart. Now, the emperor has finished the morning court early in the morning and went to see her."
"Others can't envy this kind of blessing."
6 Shuyi said again: "But, Yue Cairen, don't be sad. Who made this child unlucky to be reborn in this imperial city?"
Before she could finish her words, a very quiet voice suddenly came from the door-
"It may not be a blessing to be reborn in the imperial city."
They were both proud at first, but when they heard this sound, they were stunned. When they looked back, they saw a blue-gray figure slowly walking in at the door.
"Ta——The Queen Mother."
The two of them thumped down and knelt down.
The figure who walked slowly over was really the empress dowager. I was a little surprised for a moment - she had not always been practicing the pagoda in the water, and even the emperor could not invite her out. Why would she leave the pagoda and come to my Fangcao Tang in person?
Just as she was thinking, Madam Gui had already helped her into the inner room, and Shuyi and the others looked a little ugly, and she reluctantly smiled and said, "The Queen Mother Wan Fu Jin'an. I wonder why the Queen Mother came here?"
"I heard that something happened to Yue Cairen, Ai's family will come and have a look."
She said lightly, looking at them with the corner of her eyes: "What are you doing again?"
"I, I'm also here to visit Yue Cairen."
"Have you finished reading?"
"I've finished reading."
"Since I've finished reading it, I won't step down."
"……yes."
The two of them kowtowed repeatedly, stood up and walked out in shame. As soon as they reached the door, the queen mother winked at Madam Gui, and Madam Gui said, "The queen mother visited Yue Cairen and liked quietness. Don't let irrelevant people come in in the future."
Shui Xiu and Xiaoyu immediately responded loudly, "I know."
The two women walked to the door, both tripped by the high threshold, and ran away stumbled.
Shui Xiu and Xiaoyu were laughing and hurried over to greet the queen mother. She was still indifferent and waved her hand to Madam Gui and said, "You all go down."
"yes."
Madam Gui nodded, turned around and walked to Madam Wu. The two of them looked at each other, but they didn't say anything, and walked out quietly.
As soon as they left, only the old lady and me were left in the room.
I didn't want to talk, and she was not a person who talked a lot. The room immediately became quiet. She slowly walked to the bed and sat down, looking at me quietly for a while. A trace of undetectable sadness flashed in her eyes, which were always covered with frost, and said, "Are you better?"
"Empress Dowager, why did you come?"
Speaking of which, she and I are the only people in the harem who can get closer, but I don’t think she will take the initiative to care about me, and if I really suffer, I will not choose to cry in her arms.
She said calmly: "You think the Ai family is willing to take care of your business."
I was stunned and looked up at her.
She sighed softly again and said, "This child was not reborn in the imperial city, which may not be his blessing. If you are really smart, you should be able to think about it."
A sour feeling suddenly surged into my heart.
Of course I know, and I have always told myself that if I want to be open-minded, this child may not be happy even if he is born. There is no human relationship in the imperial city. The prince of the Tian family was born with a majestic crown and a brilliant python robe. But what else is left besides these?
Nothing.
But no matter how I convince myself, this child is my flesh and blood and my deepest expectation.
When I thought of this, tears gushed out from my dry eyes.
The Queen Mother looked at me and was silent for a moment, as if she was a little reluctant to speak. After a while, she finally said slowly: "He is not feeling well."
This sentence is very short, so short that you will miss it when you lose your mind. I raised my tears and blurred eyes, but I couldn't see the expression of the queen mother at this moment. I always thought she was indifferent to Pei Yuanhao, but how much affection is in this indifference is far from what I, an outsider, can see clearly, just this sentence...
I shook my head gently, and tears fell.
The Queen Mother didn't say anything else, reached out and pinched my cold fingers, and said, "You are hurt, take good care of yourself."
“…”
"I'll talk about the future."
The empress dowager lowered her head and accidentally saw the bowl of rice soup placed beside the bed. She was stunned for a moment, and her expression on her face became a little strange. She stared at the bowl tightly, as if she was about to pop a hole in the bowl.
Chapter completed!