Queen Mother, what would she do?

I turned around, slowly walked to the Queen Mother and squatted down, looking at her pale face and panic expression from bottom to top.

I have never seen such a queen mother. People who chant Buddha's name rarely feel helpless, because if you have faith in your heart, you can overcome difficulties with your faith and wisdom, and face setbacks with peace and peace. No matter what you encounter, you will have the last bit of persistence in your heart.

But in this way, she seemed to have lost her support, as if a piece of rootless and helpless floating duckweed was rising and falling in the vast world.

"The Queen Mother..."

I called her gently, and she also looked at me, but those eyes seemed empty and didn't see me. After a long silence, she slowly said, "You go out first."

"The Queen Mother."

"Ai family, I want to be alone and quiet."

“…”

"You go down."

At this time, maybe she really needs to be alone. When people need to make difficult choices, the choice is not the most painful. The painful thing is relative to the "giving up" of choice. I looked at the person on the bed again, stood up slowly, and quietly blessed her, then turned around and walked out.

.

As soon as the tent was released, a familiar figure was seen standing in front of him.

Yes, Liu Qinghan.

Looking at his appearance, he seemed to be waiting for me, but he did not look at the tent, but looked at the valley entrance in the distance with his back to me. The clouds there made the huge gap look like an ink painting, and you could still see some figures walking around. They were Sun Jingfei's people.

I couldn't see what his expression was on his face at this moment, but I just looked at his originally broad shoulders, drooping slightly, as if something heavy was pressing on him, but it was invisible and was about to crush him, but there was no way for people to see his pain and fatigue.

I obviously slapped so fiercely just now, but now when I saw this back, I couldn't help but feel a sense of sorrow in my heart.

And he seemed to feel me and slowly turned around.

As soon as I saw his face, it was as calm as the lake without a ripples, but there were faint red fingerprints. My heart twitched for a moment and became cramped again.

This time, it's a little different from before.

I slowly walked up to him, looked at his cheek, and finally couldn't help but reach out and gently stroked his dark cheek with my trembling fingertips. I don't know if it was because I was trembling violently or an illusion, but the moment I touched him, the skin under my fingertips also trembled.

I said softly, "Does it still hurt?"

He was silent for a long time, but when he spoke, his voice was so dull that he could hardly hear: "Where are you?"

"..." I was stunned for a moment.

When he said these two words, he seemed to have a pain, and turned his face to stop looking at me. I just felt a soreness in the tip of my nose and my eyes were a little blurred. I could only look at him with wide eyes and choked and said, "Qinghan."

“…”

"You stop."

“…”

"It's been gone long ago, I've forgotten." My hand slowly closed his cheek, making him turn his face to me: "What I care about is what kind of person you are."

If you are not a good person...

If you don't have the good qualities that made me once moved...

What do I love you?

I once clearly told him that everyone has painful memories, but when those pains are expressed, it is actually no longer painful, because they are all memories, and more importantly, people can meet better people who make them forget the painful memories of the past.

I once thought that he was the better person who could stand in the ashes of time and face everything in the future bravely.

But if he continues to sink like this, if he ignores the safety of his family and country and acts only based on his happiness and anger, then will he still be my "better person"?

"Qinghan, do you still remember Liu Saner?"

“…”

"Do you remember what kind of person he is?"

“…”

"When he was in the fishing village, it was so difficult and he never complained about the world. I hurt him like that, and he couldn't bear to let me get wet. He would rather commit to doing chores in brothels than attending the scene because he wanted to become a better person."

The more I said, the more his eyes flickered, and his whole body was trembling.

I stepped forward and looked up at his flashing eyes-

"You're going to a better place, why haven't you become a better person?"

He shivered violently and looked at me with wide eyes.

Why, you haven't become a better person?

This sentence seemed like a thunderous sound, and it sounded over his head. He was stunned and looked at me in shock. At this moment, a lot of light flashed in his eyes, as if there were many contradictions struggling to tear him. I looked at him in a daze and lost consciousness, and suddenly something was about to burst out from his eyes: "Light, I--"

"Mr. Liu."

Before he finished speaking, two soldiers suddenly walked out of the way and saluted him respectfully: "Master Taifu asked Lord Liu to go over and discuss matters."

Qinghan shook a lot, as if he suddenly woke up from a dream. He looked back at them, looked at me again, and his eyebrows furrowed together.

My heart also sank.

His face was instantly stained with frost as if he was flipping through a book, and even the waves rippling in his eyes condensed into ice in an instant. When he looked back at me, he smiled coldly without any warmth, "I am not a better person at all."

At this moment, I felt a little exhausted in my body and looked at his cold eyes: "Qinghan."

"Don't say it again."

“…”

"I'm afraid these words were taught to you by Fu Badai?"

“…”

I frowned when I heard this - Fu Badai? Why did he suddenly pull Fu Badai again?

He had turned around and walked towards Shin Gongyi's tent, took two steps, turned around and looked at me, and sneered: "Since you think that everything Fu Badai said is right, then listen to him."

After saying that, he had turned his head and ordered the two soldiers, and left without looking back.

I stood there, and for a moment I couldn't come back to my senses. I just looked at his back and disappeared in front of me quickly. The two soldiers had already come over and made a gesture to me politely: "Mr. Yue, please."

.

I didn't expect that he was so decisive. At this point, he could no longer listen to anything.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but bit my lower lip, trying hard to use the pain in my body to forget the pain in my chest, but from the very beginning, I knew that it didn't work at all, and I couldn't reduce the pain if it should be.

In this world, some people are ignorant, some are ignorant, slid into the abyss step by step, and such people make people feel pitiful; but I never thought that some people would be so awake and watch themselves sink.

Sober is hateful!

Thinking of this, I clenched my fists tightly and turned around and walked into the queen's tent.

They seemed to be still worried about me. Chang Qing sat next to the bed, gently caressing Nian Shen's head with one hand, and frowned slightly. When she saw me walking in, a light flashed across her dark face, and she hurriedly got up: "Qingying!"

"Empress."

"Are you okay? He-he doesn't make things difficult for you, right?"

When I heard her say this, I couldn't help but feel sad again and shook my head gently.

When I shook my head like this, Kou'er and Shui Xiu immediately felt relieved, but Chang Qing's eyebrows did not let go. Looking at the corners of my slightly red eyes, she thought for a while and ordered: "You guys go over there and get some hot tea."

As she said that, she held my hand and took me to the other side of the tent to sit down. I just stood beside her and did not sit down. She didn't force me to say, "What the hell is wrong?"

“…”

"What did he do to you?"

"..." I gritted my teeth and shook my head.

"Qingying..."

Looking at her concerned gaze and expression, I choked and said, "Empress, don't ask about him anymore."

Chang Qing looked at me, was silent for a while, and slowly said, "How can I not ask?"

“…”

"His business is not just yours."

"..." I raised my head slightly to look at her, looked at her clear eyes, but I also understood, swallowed my heart full of sorrow, and said, "Shen Gongyi, I have already drafted the edict of abdication."

"What?!" Chang Qing was shocked and stood up suddenly: "He really-"

"Yeah." I nodded.

"..." This time, she couldn't sit still. Her dignified and beautiful face was pale and bloodless for a moment. Her hands kept tearing her, making her fingers clatter. After a while, she gritted her teeth and said, "He is so brave!"

Speaking of this, I lowered my voice and said softly: "Empress, the emperor's jade seal..."

She turned her head and looked at me, immediately understood, but shook her head gently.

My heart also sank.

Pei Yuanhao really didn't hand over the jade seal to her.

Then, Shen Gongyi was really guessing correctly, the jade seal is really in the hands of the empress dowager?

If so, then—

My eyes slowly moved outside, and the thick tents around me surrounded them like layers, as if a night that could not be seen at the end was covered, covering the light in front of me. I don’t know when I could bypass the layers of night and reach the end of the night...
To be continued...