twenty one.

The meetings are always lengthy and boring. Everyone is like a play actor who is dressed up in their own position. They have exaggerated expressions, ups and downs, and full of emotions, but the performance traces are too heavy. It would be fine if they are in it, but once they are distracted, they will have an inexplicable sense of comicality.

Lu Yaozhi was playing with a pen, looking at the height below the table with a conscience.

The pen fell off and rolled aside.

Chen Ling, who was sitting behind her, picked up the pen at the right time. When some people's eyes swept over intentionally or unintentionally, she whispered and naturally reminded him, "Just just said that you will increase your workload next month, hoping to increase your exposure by more than three times, laying the foundation for your upcoming movie in early spring."

Lu Yaozhi put the pen into his fingers again, moved it slightly, turned the pen around, and then fell into his fingers as it was.

He looked up slightly and put on a suitable smile, "I have no objection, everyone has to worry."

The agent director smiled and nodded, "Then I will thank you for your hard work next." Then he turned to look at Chen Ling, "Thank you for your hard work, take good care of Yaozhi, don't let him be too tired."

Chen Ling bowed slightly, "It should be."

She has always done a good job, so she stayed with Lu Yaozhi for four years.

At the end of the meeting, Chen Ling followed him into the downhill elevator. She asked politely, "Are you thinking about Mengzhi just now?"

Lu Yaozhi lowered his mouth and said, "I heard that I cried sadly yesterday."

It's because I heard that Song Yi is in love.

His sister, who grew up so old, rarely cried because of anything.

That's why he was surprised.

She is a very casual person, not stubborn, can get whatever she wants, and won't be discouraged. She will be sad because of things that she can't understand, but she can quickly divert her attention to finding things that can make her happy.

Chen Ling smiled. Through the reflective wall of the elevator, she could clearly see her expression, revealing some compassion that arises from understanding. "Have Teacher Lu ever been in love?"

"No."

"I talked once and liked each other very much. I folded a thousand paper cranes and folded a large bottle of stars. I did a lot of stupid things that only little girls would do, but I felt very sweet. When I broke up, I felt that the world had collapsed."

Even though I know that love is impermanent and mysteries of fate, I still feel hysterical, go crazy, cry late at night, and cry pretentiously. After a long time, I still can't forget it. I still secretly read his news, pretend to be strangers to add his social account, and I feel quite annoying, but sometimes I just can't control myself. One day, I suddenly felt that I couldn't do this, so I completely deleted his account, burned the stars and paper cranes he returned, and threw the diary into the paper shredder, as if I had completed a ritual and cut off a piece of carrion. That day, two years have passed since the breakup.

It was a very long time.

In the process of endless confrontation with herself and emotions, she finally understands herself and the other party.

A love does not end at the moment of breaking up.

She smiled, "When thinking about it now, he seems not as good-looking as he remembers, and his temper is not very good. He occasionally shows his impatience and is very careless. He never sees me angry. I can tell you many of his shortcomings. But if I do it again, I will still fall in love with him. Although I am not together, whether they are fulfilling each other or slapping each other, it is a very precious memory."

She is a very inferior person. She lives in a family that favors boys over girls. Although her parents have never lacked anything, she always lacks a little care and warmth. She rarely gets affirmation and protection from others. She is too sensitive and is cautious and afraid of making mistakes. When she is in love, she always feels that she is not worthy of being liked. She works hard to cooperate with the other party and wants to maintain a relationship.

She remembered that he liked to kiss her hands, but her hands were so thin that the joints were clearly bulging and veins were ugly, so she always hid in discomfort. Once he asked her why she hid, and she said she was so ugly that she didn't want you to see it. He suddenly laughed, with a very cheerful and natural smile. He said no, I think it looks very good, and then kissed her again. The expression was without any perfunctory traces. The precious and heavy kiss made her feel satisfied with being wrapped in love.

She remembered a very small thing for a long time, probably because she suddenly gained a little confidence from his words, or a different understanding from the past.

Lu Yaozhi glanced at her.

She looked at the other party’s Qinggui’s face and almost couldn’t continue talking. After doing it for a long time, the other party was also a human and not a god, she dared to speak: “So I think Teacher Lu doesn’t have to worry too much. Being loved is easy, but learning to love others may take a long way. You can’t go for Mercy.”

Lu Yaozhi was silent for a moment and nodded slightly, "Maybe."

·

That day, Song Yi faced his gaze and said, "I admit that I am not worthy of mercy."

He thought this was right, but it made him doubled.

Even he would have something he couldn't afford, but since he knew he couldn't afford it, he shouldn't have thoughts that he shouldn't have to do it at the beginning. The behavior of hindsight was really annoying.

He silently put the removed boxing gloves back on his hands and asked him, "What?"

He thought the other party would answer, "I won't pester her anymore" or defend, "but there is no distinction between high and low in love."

He was ready to beat him up and vent his anger.

But Song Yi's answer was beyond his expectations.

"I never said such words before. I admit that I am conceited. I never think I am worthy of anything. I will find a way to hold what I want. But one day, I suddenly wondered what would happen if I marry Muzhi in the future..."

He has a six-figure deposit, which is enough for an ordinary college student. He also has a house. Although the location is not good, it can always guarantee that he can have a place in a city. He has a good mind, good academic performance, and good appearance. This can ensure that he is in the advantageous side in the future mutual choice of love.

But it seems that God joked for him that the people he liked have a good appearance, a shocking family background, a lot of money, and a bright future.

She lived in the Swan Castle that he had never imagined, and was a princess who could not be easily peeped at.

And everything he had was insignificant to her.

"If she married me, she might have to reduce her quality of life. She might have encountered troubles she would never have encountered before, worry about things she never had before, and all my property might not be able to buy a piano she likes. I am an egoist, and I think when I realize this, I should let go, but when I see her the next day, she smiled at me and I forgot everything. Give up her, or become evenly matched, it is even harder for the latter, but my mind is full of the latter."

At that time, he suddenly understood something.

"I think I like pity more than I imagined. Excluding impulse, desire, selfishness, and all external interference factors, I still like her, very clear and clear!"

"Besides, this is a matter between two people. Since I have considered it, I may have considered it. As a relatively weak party, I don't have to have a psychological burden. All the thoughts and thoughts for her are unilateral self-righteous. I am not her, so how can I know how to be considered for her? As long as she likes me for a day, I will not let go and die. I think this is the respect for her - the relationship between us."

After listening to his lengthy self-defense without interrupting it, Lu Yaozhi felt that he had given him enough patience.

What is even more intolerable is that he seems to be disturbed by the other party.

Sweet words, hateful!

He took a deep breath, "So is this the reason why you stayed at her?"

One hit.

The beating caught Song Yi off guard, "This...is me frivolous."

Lu Yaozhi nodded, "Just understand." He seemed to be saying that a game that was wrong from the beginning was wrong no matter how it went later. The explanation was useless, and this would only make him think it was whitewashing.

Song Yi nodded, but narrowed his eyes slightly and added: "But I don't regret it."

He only saw the person who was being beaten up in his life.

So he can't blame him for punching him.

Song Yi is a dog who can't change his shit, so he broke two of his ribs and his breathing hurts. When he was lying on the ground, he was still saying, "You can stop him, but as long as he doesn't speak, I won't let go."

"How about taking a step back? I don't interfere, but I don't think you and Mengzhi are in a rational state and considering each other's second half of their lives. Since that's the case, why not calm down. When you earn the first million in your life and have not given up on her, let's discuss the future!... Don't look at me with a strange look, forgive me for not having any good feelings or trust in someone who stayed with my sister for a few days... I don't believe in any letter of what you said... Why, do I have high requirements? I think I'm tolerant of you enough. One million is not even pocket money for Mengzhi."

Although the provocation method is old-fashioned, it is really useful.

He said, "Okay!"

·

Minzhi's eyes were swollen and single eyelids. He vented his anger at the doll early in the morning, and kicked it around like Song Yi.

Disgusting!

Big pig's hoof!

A big crape with flower heart!

Then he rubbed his hair randomly, why? He was right again. He hasn't been in contact for so long, so he still hopes that the other party will be single for the rest of his life?

But who said he would be nice to her for the rest of his life!

Who said she liked her so much!

Are you talking nonsense?

fraud!

Big liar!

Lu Yaozhi sent a video file, which was very big, and the screen of the mobile phone flashed and it was automatically downloaded.

While staring at the progress bar, Ms. was still ravaging the doll. She was so angry that she felt very sad.

When it was loaded to 100%, Mingzhi clicked on it casually.

It was when Lu Yaozhi met Song Yi that morning. Lu Yaozhi copied a copy, but he didn't expect it to be used in the end.

"Stop crying." Lu Yaozhi sent a message with the video, "You walk by yourself, but remember that your brother is behind you, don't be wronged."

After watching it, Minzhi cried even harder.

What are you doing! Making her like a fool.

·

Song Yi was absent from work and called the office and said that he would not come to the company this morning.

Zhou Qiao said "Ha" and felt that the sun was coming out from the west, "Why, are you sick? It sounds so angry, it doesn't look like it! Or are you planning to break up the couple and take away the love with a knife?" He suddenly remembered what happened that night, and always felt that it was some kind of unknown sign.

Song Yi slowly uttered a word, "Yes!"

He pulled the collar, put his hand on the guardrail, and stood at the door of the classroom... waiting for the rabbit.

I had professional courses this morning, and she never missed classes, so she will definitely arrive later.

There were already many people in the classroom, including those who ate breakfast, those who read books, and those who chatted, but their eyes were staring at people outside without any gaze. Song Yi was really so strong that he was the focus of his eyes.

In addition, the rumors about Tang Jiawen and him are rumored in the past two days, and his relationship with Minzhi, these things are entangled, making it difficult for people not to gossip.

This is the professional classroom of the Conservatory of Music. If he comes here, he will never be looking for Tang Jiawen.
To be continued...