After we came out of the zoo, we watched the sky slowly getting dark. It was true that day passed too fast. I felt like I hadn't lived much, and this day passed. Although I was very happy in this kind of life, to be honest, I was also very panicked. I couldn't just pass by like this for the rest of my life. What is this?

Although I am so old, I am not married yet. This is definitely incomplete for people at home. I need to find a similar person to form a family with me. To be honest, this is a big problem. Because the good and bad of a wife affect a family. So I also need to find a better wife no matter what.

But this can be done, but it is really not that easy to find, because there are too many older leftover men and women in China now.

Besides, when others hear my conditions, I may say that I have high requirements. But that was the me in the past, and now my requirements have been reduced very much. Because I know that people cannot be perfect, unless they are a dead person or a Buddha. Anyone has one or another defects, whether it is personality, heart, or physical. So to be honest, it is harder than climbing to heaven. This is not even necessary to think about it.

Then again, people's ideas are often very beautiful, but reality is also very cruel. What should we do? It takes the collision between ideas and reality. Over time, people may become more realistic.

If a person is unrealistic, it means that he hits a wall relatively less often, or he spends a relatively short time going out to explore society. This is such a simple truth that anyone can understand, and this is what it means.

Now since I learned and since I learned, I know that my requirements were too high before, and I couldn't achieve my ideal, that is, why I haven't found someone I like yet, but more of the reason why I used to be messed up, having * with this woman and that woman.

How could a scumbag like me find someone who is satisfied with me? If I really find it, it would be hard tolerate. I have also explained or repented about these things in this or that way.

So since then, the specific thing is that after I paid homage to Master Jingkong, my life began to change. After that, the sins I committed before were so serious. Fortunately, my ancestors accumulated a lot of virtue, which allowed me to meet Master Jingkong, a great monk of the Pure Land Sect.

"What are you thinking alone?" Jiang Cong saw that I was stunned and asked.

I smiled and said, "It's okay, just eat whatever you want, don't worry about me."

Jiang Cong's question suddenly interrupted my thinking. I knew this child was for my own good, but I think this is not a time, and he should not follow my ideas. So next time I want to think about something, or when I want to write something, I must leave her far away. The subject, a famous contemporary writer, Jia Pingwa's novel, said that when he wrote novels, he liked to lock himself in the house alone, and wanted to pull three floors of curtains on the house, the windows inside.

I agree very much with his words, it is true. If I was thinking about something and others don’t want to interrupt you, you have to start from scratch. That would be very troublesome. Look at what I said, people who don’t like may not understand it. If you are also a writer and I am just a writer who loves writing, you must understand what I said and deeply.

I remember that a Chinese philosopher, Socrates, once asked his teacher Aristotle about such a question.

Socrates asked, what is love? Of course, Aristotle was so great that a great philosopher, who would definitely not directly answer Socrates's question. So Ashtod said to Socrates, "You go now, go to this corn field, bring a big corn. Remember what I said, you must break the largest one in the corn field." But there is one thing that cannot be turned back."

According to Aristotle, Socrates went to the cornfield. His idea was the same as ours, and he still wanted to find the largest corn in the cornfield, so he walked forward for so long. I felt that giving him corn should not be the largest in the local area, so he threw down the corn in his hand. At the end of the world, he didn't have a single corn in his hand.

When Aristotle saw this garbage, she couldn't go back empty-handed and laughed. So she told him, "This time you go find the biggest one."

Remember the first lesson, Socrates knew that if you want to find the largest corn, you can only feel that it is the largest. There is no need to compare it with the next corn. So this time he found another corn that he felt was about the same and came out. He told his teacher that this is the largest corn in the cornfield.

His teacher Aristotle laughed and said, "This time I know, why didn't you reach the largest corn you think? Because you always think that there must be a bigger corn in the corn field than you hold. This kind of luck mentality, so you finally get nothing. The first failure tonight was a little bit conscience the second time, so you can find the largest corn you think, but is the largest corn you think the largest corn you think? To put it bluntly, it may not be necessary.

But these are nothing important. What is this? What is important is that you have a contented heart. We all know that contentment is always happy. In that case, the answer to the question you just asked me is revealed. The first time is love. The second time is marriage.

Besides, this is why I? The reason why I haven’t found a suitable person to marry me at such an old age is because I am so picky. So I have chosen one after another and I have chosen older young people.

Of course, the main reason I think should be related to my previous sexual misconduct. I want to remember it, and it should be said to be in my mind.

I want to repeat what is sexual misconduct. That is, except for the accidents of regular spouses, all ambiguous behaviors of men and women are sexual misconduct. For example, *, unmarried cohabitation, *, sexual misconduct, homosexuality, etc.

Today, as a veteran, I will share my experience with you and treat me as a negative teaching material. Don’t learn from me. If you don’t believe it, I believe that I will be you next.
Chapter completed!