Chapter 398: Schizophrenia Sent)
When many big stars in the entertainment industry talk about Chu Qing, their tone and eyes are a little bit complicated.
If the entertainment industry is a huge pit, then Chu Qing is a messing stick.
There is no doubt that after Chu Qing, a messenger, emerged in the Chinese entertainment industry, it seems that half of the sky in the entire entertainment industry will never have peace. He is the headline.
This makes people feel very uncomfortable.
Many celebrities try their best to make a wave of presence and headlines every day, but Chu Qing makes a lot of headlines without any effort. And they can't make it from now on as soon as they make it, and they dominate the headlines for more than a year in a row.
Every day when they wake up and see the headlines, they will be brainwashed by the word Chu Qing.
Sometimes Chu Qing’s song sales are very popular, sometimes Chu Qing’s TV series is very popular, sometimes movies are very popular, and sometimes novels are very crazy...
This kind of fire makes them feel a little numb.
Many artists even secretly complain that Chu Qing simply changed his name.
Called Chu Qing?
No, no, no, don’t call it Chu Qing, just call it “Chu Dahuo” or “Chu Toutiao” and “Chu brainwashing”.
They endured Chu Qing's headlines, after all, they were used to it, but now Chu Qing is crazy about the rankings...
After seeing Chu Qing on these lists, all the artists who are concerned about the entertainment industry suddenly missed the days when Chu Qing was banned after he confronted Magnolia some time ago.
In those days, there was no Chu Qing in the entertainment industry's headlines, no Chu Qing in the news, no Chu Qing in the video, no Chu Qing in the music rankings, and no Chu Qing on the major rankings. I feel that the entertainment industry is starting to have a little bit of Qingming flavor.
But the misunderstanding was resolved without long.
When the ban is officially lifted...
Damn Chuqing seemed to double the things that were pressed down before, but he exploded at once.
Headlines?
Chu Qing!
Ranking list?
Chu Qing.
E-sports channel?
Chu Qing.
Variety show?
Chu Qing...
Music, movies, latest news?
It’s all the fucking Chu Qing!
How do other people get mixed up?
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No matter how others think of Chu Qing, no matter how gritted his teeth at Chu Qing, he would not let Chu Qing lose half of his hair.
May passed in a hurry and time passed like a flash of flowers. June came in a blink of an eye.
In early summer of June, cicadas began to sing on the big trees outside Yinghui Media, and the sound became louder and louder day by day.
The summer is getting deeper and the weather is getting worse.
Chu Qing's almost salty fish-like good days did not last long before they were broken again.
The crew of "Futu" has almost been prepared, and everything that should be prepared is ready, so the filming will start.
The crew's start time is set on Wednesday, June 10. Of course, before that, Chu Qing will stay in Yanjing Mental Hospital for a while and observe the behavior of depressed patients, and understand the world outlook and life situation.
Although Chu Qing thinks that his acting skills are good, he plays a mentally ill person after all, and many things are different.
If you want to really play this role well, then you must first integrate into this role. This is what a real good actor should do.
"Brother Qing, are you sure you want to stay with these depressed patients for ten days?"
“Yeah, yes.”
"These people are full of negative emotions and tend to commit suicide. Although they only stay for ten days, Brother Qing, I'm afraid you will be affected. If you get depression, it will be a little troublesome. This thing is not easy to treat."
"It's okay, I've only been there for ten days, not too long, and I have my own sense of responsibility."
When Chu Qing came to Yanjing Mental Hospital and agreed with the relevant staff, Chu Qing officially changed into mental clothes and then entered the ward of the depressed patient and stayed with several seriously ill patients.
Jiang Xiaoyu was very worried about Chu Qing. Before Chu Qing entered the ward, she even repeatedly advised Chu Qing to give up this approach. At worst, "Fu Tu" would not be filmed. She felt that Chu Qing didn't need to torture her like this, but Chu Qing didn't care.
Chu Qing maintains a pious attitude towards the movie from beginning to end, and other things can be careless, but in terms of acting and performance, Chu Qing always feels that he cannot be careless, not only can he not be careless, but also must control everything he can control.
Well, this is a perfectionism that Chu Qing himself cannot describe...
The ward that Chu Qing entered was Ward No. 305. There were two patients with severe depression living in the ward. One of them was 41 years old and the other was about 25 years old and named Pei Tu. Although they were in the same ward, the two were separated by a piece of glass. The glass had a door. The door would automatically open at a fixed time. After it was opened automatically, the patients could communicate with each other, but most of the time they were basically doing their own things.
There are many types of depression patients, one has the tendency to hurt others, while the other is always thinking about hurting negative emotions.
Before Chu Qing entered the ward, the hospital told Chu Qing that except for the tendency to commit suicide, the rest were normal.
Unlike ordinary wards, there is only one bed and several essential daily necessities that are not threatening. More importantly, the walls are also covered with a thick layer of cotton to prevent these patients from suddenly not thinking about it and committing suicide by hitting the wall with their heads. There are rows of alarm detectors under the bed. As long as there is a slight violent sound, the alarm will suddenly sound.
"Are you here?" Xu Peng tilted his head and looked at Chu Qing with a grey look after seeing him entering the door.
"Hello." Chu Qing read Xu Peng's information.
Xu Peng's depression is acquired. It is probably because of a failure in business. His wife cuckolded him. His son, who had been raising him for more than ten years, was not his. Moreover, he had a very painful disease that could not be killed but could not be cured. The villagers looked at him with high ground all day long, and then a series of blows that ordinary people could not persevere followed...
In short, Xu Peng's information shows that Xu Peng is in a miserable life, has poor psychological adjustment ability and is not good at speaking, so he has been under pressure.
After all, a person's ability to bear is limited. As the pressure gradually increases, Xu Peng finally broke out and found an extreme day. Of course, when his suicide was about to succeed, he was stopped by his parents in time and sent to a mental hospital. After a series of treatments, his condition did not improve but deepened a lot. Almost every day, he was immersed in the darkness of this world and could not survive...
I have been relying on drugs to suppress the negative emotions of the explosion recently.
"..." Xu Peng stopped looking at Chu Qing after looking at him, but continued to stare at the newspaper.
"What are you looking at?" Chu Qing came to Xu Peng and asked.
"..." Xu Peng continued to read the newspaper as if he couldn't hear Chu Qing's words.
"Don't talk to him when he is reading the newspaper, he can't hear it." Another patient named Pei Tu took the initiative to greet Chu Qing, and showed a sincere smile.
"oh oh."
"I've seen you, um, I've seen you on TV. You're Qingzi, why are you here too? You have depression, right?"
"Yeah, a little bit." Chu Qing naturally wouldn't say that he came to observe depression. After all, it's really impolite to say that, right?
"Depression is actually no big deal. Everyone has a little more or less, especially a big star like you, who has a lot of pressure in life, fast pace, and not smooth sailing, which is normal." If Xu Peng gives Chu Qing autism, then Pei Tu gives Chu Qing a very cheerful and good-talking feeling. At least when chatting with Pei Tu, it is hard to believe that Pei Tu is a patient with severe depression.
Pei Tu and Chu Qing talked freely, but did not think that depression was terrible. They even talked with Chu Qing about depression and analyzed what depression is, how to regulate and face it.=
The more Chu Qing talks with Pei Tu, the more he feels something is wrong.
Is this person really a severely ill patient with depression who committed suicide for more than 30 attempts?
Chu Qing began to doubt it. When chatting with Pei Tu, Chu Qing got another important news, that is, Pei Tu is a college student, and a college student majoring in psychology...
A person who studies psychology and talks very happily and everything seems very normal will be a patient with severe depression?
Is this fake?
Chu Qing found it incredible.
Since Pei Tu gave Chu Qing a normal feeling, Chu Qing did not observe much Pei Tu but observed Xu Peng very seriously. He felt that Xu Peng was in line with his understanding of depression.
Of course, Chu Qing realized that everything was not the case during dinner...
Pei Tu looks very normal during the day, exactly like an ordinary person, and can't even tell what's wrong, but at night, Pei Tu starts to become strange and even makes a little confused.
Very strange!
It's like a different person.
"Qingzi... Actually, let me tell you this. People have no meaning to live... They have nothing to do when they are born, and they don't take anything away when they are gone. What's the point of life? People have no meaning to live, at least I feel nothing to do with them."
"Aoizi... Every day when I close my eyes, I see darkness, negative emotions are overwhelming, and I can't control my emotions. Sometimes... I know I'm depressed, but I can't help it. I don't even believe in the doctors here."
"Hey... Qingzi, maybe there is really another world after people die? It's so tiring to live in this world, really tiring!"
"There is no direction, no meaning. People are so hypocritical, they all include masks, not real at all, hey..."
"It's boring, it's really meaningless."
"Let's leave this world together, at least there is a companion on the road. I made an appointment with Lao Xu next to me to choose a day and go on the road together."
On the first night, when Pei Tu looked at Chu Qing and said these inexplicable words like a ghost, Chu Qing was shocked.
Pei Tu's eyes were red, his face was pale, and his pupils were gray as if he could not see any hope in this world.
It seems that suicide tendencies are very serious.
At the same time, Xu Peng also sighed deeply.
Schizophrenia?
Chapter completed!