Chu Qing enjoyed this feeling very much.

He was a little obsessed with, immersed in the world he simulated, playing a depressed patient...

Of course, he didn't think he was schizophrenia or he was mentally ill. He felt that this was just a pursuit of acting skills and controlled the expression of every detail...

My performance should be normal, right?

However, Pei Tu's reaction made Chu Qing a little disappointed. Chu Qing could not see any sense of identity from Pei Tu. Instead, when Chu Qing saw Pei Tu again, Pei Tu looked at him with a hint of fear as if he had seen a ghost.

Yes, it's a sense of fear.

What's going on?

"Pei Tu, I think we need to talk about it..."

"Brother Qing... I'm sorry, I've changed the ward and will not stay in this ward in the future!"

"Change the ward? Where to change?"

"Well, it's in the intensive care unit next door... not far away..."

"Oh, then I'll change it too..."

"Don't, Brother Qing, don't change... You, it's great to stay here, I... I really have no blessing to accept your teachings! You can find someone else..."

“???”

Generally speaking, there should be a sense of harmony between patients with depression. After all, it is easy to find a sense of belonging when everyone is depressed, right? But Chu Qing looked at Pei Tu without any sense of identity. Not only did he not have any sense of identity, but Pei Tu looked away from the annoying expression that was as if he was the most terrifying demon.

This is a little strange...

The sense of identity I imagined does not exist at all...

Did you fail in your performance, or did not really grasp the core of a depressed patient? Isn’t the core of a depressed patient disappointed in life and then feel that you can’t do anything and despair?

After Pei Tu left, Chu Qing fell into deep thought, thinking about what went wrong with him during this period. Logically speaking, his relationship with Pei Tu should be getting better and better, and there will be more topics.

Why does Pei Tu feel like he is staying away from him?

After thinking for a long time, Chu Qing silently looked up at the center of the ceiling, his eyes slightly deeper...

What's wrong?

Where exactly is the problem?

etc!

Could it be that I have some deviation in my understanding of depression patients? The aura and expression of true depression are not like this?

After thinking of this reason, Chu Qing frowned and left the ward to find Jiao Liang.

"Qingzi, what did you do to Pei Tu?"

Jiao Liang's eyes were a little strange when he saw Chu Qing walking into the office. Before Chu Qing could ask, Jiao Liang stood up and asked first.

"Ah? I didn't do anything to Pei Tu, what's wrong?" Chu Qing scratched his head and couldn't figure out the situation.

"Pei Tu came to me just now and strongly asked to change the ward. He also complained to me that you have a serious tendency to commit suicide, and that you have a serious tendency to commit suicide, and your personality is split and self-abuse..." Jiao Liang looked up and down at Chu Qing. Chu Qing obviously looked normal now, why would Pei Tu say that to Chu Qing? Wait, when Chu Qing entered the hospital, he seemed to say that he wanted to study depression patients and think about his acting skills...

"What? He really said that to me?"

"Yes, oh, by the way, Xu Peng has also looked for me, and he told me some other things in a very solemn tone..."

"What did he tell you?"

"He said he suspected you were a psychopathic murderer...he felt insecure when he stayed with you..."

“…”

Chu Qing opened his mouth and wanted to say a lot, but at this moment he could not even say a fart at the edge of his throat.

A split personality, self-abuse, psychological pathology, murderer?

What is this and what? Is it so exaggerated?

"Qingzi... I don't know whether to say it or not?"

"Say it."

"Aoko, I think you're overworked or something? I know your acting skills are very good, but you might have played the wrong role? Or, the depressed patients you understand are not really depressed patients?"

"..." Chu Qing continued to open her mouth...

"But I can scare a patient with depression so much that he doesn't even dare to even commit suicide. Qingzi, you are invincible..." Jiao Liang hesitated for a long time, and finally took a deep look at Chu Qing and expressed his admiration for Chu Qing.

"..." Chu Qing...

He doesn't know how he is invincible...

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After thinking about it carefully, Chu Qing felt that she had indeed played the wrong role.

Zhang Fa in "Fu Tu" is indeed a depressed patient, but this kind of depression does not tend to be violent.

The depression patients I performed before were not too pure, and they were mixed with too many things that I took for granted for no reason, so it would not work.

Because of this, Pei Tu was shocked by herself.

I'm wrong...

After the performance was wrong, Chu Qing immediately adjusted his style. At first, he was about to contact Pei Tu, but when he entered Pei Tu's ward again, Pei Tu's eyes widened!

"Qingzi, my brother, I beg you... I suddenly don't want to die... I suddenly feel that my depression has improved... I really feel that this world is beautiful!"

Pei Tu was ruined by Chu Qing. Death was actually very simple, but the problem was that every time he thought of death, he would inexplicably think of the eyes and expressions of Chu Qing talking to him before, and then Pei Tu discovered...

He, damn he, don't want to die.

No matter how Chu Qing explains it, even Chu Qing pointed at her nose and said that she was a normal person. In fact, it was just to observe depression patients in mental hospitals to increase the expressiveness of some movie performances, but Pei Tu didn't believe it!

Not only did he not believe it, he even immediately pressed the alarm and called the police officer, shouting that Chu Qing was going to hurt him and other false things.

Pei Tu's expression was very frightened, as frightened as a frightened child. He only patted his chest and breathed a sigh of relief after the police came directly...

Chu Qing felt that it was very uncomfortable, and no one could chat properly...

He felt very sincere!

Isn’t it sincerity that I have told me about the purpose and reasons for going to the mental hospital? But it’s useless. No matter what I say, Pei Tu just doesn’t believe it. Not only does he not believe it, but he also doesn’t cooperate with Chu Qing at all.

This made Chu Qing feel that his work could not be carried out.

Then Chu Qing returned to the original ward and found Xu Peng. He thought Xu Peng was pretty good...

Xu Peng was still taciturn at first and looked at the newspaper without much change. After Chu Qing entered the ward, hello to Xu Peng...

"Hello…"

“…”

Xu Peng looked up, his eyes still calm and despair.

Then Xu Peng pressed the sirens calmly, and then the medical police rushed in again...

"Doctor, doctor...I don't think the rampant patient can live with me, otherwise I will be in danger of my life at any time..."

“…”

When Chu Qing heard Xu Peng's words, Chu Qing suddenly felt a deep sense of despair.

He felt that he seemed to understand depression a lot...

Because, he was almost depressed.
Chapter completed!