PS: Perhaps, the book review area of ​​the author Jun is the one with the most negative reviews in the newly released books recently. Everyone thinks that this book is abused, and the protagonist is very cowardly, disgusting, and it is unacceptable... The author himself also reads these comments very seriously, and he has to delete dozens of comments every day. The author Jun is very tired, really tired, and he doesn't want to explain anything. Luo Bu Qingcai has his own preferences. He can understand some things, hope to understand, but he can't understand them. The author Jun has no choice. He really has no choice and will not explain anything more. Sorry, this book disappoints you. The author Jun failed like this, but the author Jun will not change anything. Moreover, the author Jun will go all the way to the dark, and the protagonist will slowly grow into a responsible person. Many things need to grow and change. I think the character of a person is the same. Okay, that's all. If you want to squirt, please squirt...Bow, thank you.

"What's wrong with celebrities? You can walk under the spotlight to release yourself, and play one role after another. In the process of playing roles, you become one person after another... Experience the tortuous and bizarre stories again and again, and then, on the stage, you look at the people below who cheer for you and shout for you, don't you think you are their faith? I don't know why you are so disgusted with celebrities, and it seems that I feel dirty and keep avoiding me... I tell you, I'm not dirty, and the first kiss is for you..." The morning sun when you come out of the bureau is always so charming, and the clouds in the sky are on the first floor, and a trace of beauty like a new life appears. Zhao Ying'er is very solemn and serious.

Zhao Ying'er let go of Chu Qing's hand and suddenly turned to Chu Qing, with ripples appearing in her eyes.

A gust of wind blew from the distant horizon, which made Chu Qing feel a little uncomfortable, making his face a little dry.

Chu Qing was not very used to Zhao Ying'er's enthusiasm. Chu Qing always felt that she was just an ordinary stone, a stone that no one could see when thrown into the pile of people.

"I didn't think you were dirty." Chu Qing looked directly at Zhao Ying'er for the first time. "I never thought anyone was dirty either."

"Then what are you hiding, or what are you subconsciously escaping, hiding something?" Zhao Ying'er smiled gently after looking at Chu Qing's expression, and her voice was very pleasant.

"Escape?" Chu Qing originally wanted to say that he hadn't escaped, but when these two words were said, they became hesitation.

He has some flaws in his personality, some timid, some inferior, and even a little too cautious, but all this seems to be a reason to escape.

"Yes, I always remember how unrestrained and charming you were after drinking. On the stage, it seemed like you were an emperor. But when you sober, you changed again, becoming cautious about anyone, becoming very low-key, and even a little smile became very modest. Yes, it was modest. I don't think this is you. You have been suppressing your character and always making yourself very humble." Zhao Ying'er's mind echoed in her mind that night, Chu Qing drank, smashed all the guitar and bass of the bar singer, and then held the microphone and roaring.

boiling?

Yes, maybe this is just boiling. At that moment, Zhao Yinger discovered that even the superstar of the emperor came, it was just like that.

This is a kind of natural courage to control the field, and it is a mysterious power that many professional singers do not possess.

Chu Qing could not describe what Zhao Yinger's eyes looked like now, but he looked at Zhao Yinger and kept persuading him...

The wind blowing from afar was very cold, but Chu Qing's heart slowly warmed up, and a very heavy barrier has suddenly disappeared...

Chu Qing smiled, smiling naively.

"why are you laughing?"

"I don't like scandals, I don't like people pointing at me." Chu Qing suddenly said this.

Zhao Ying'er was stunned and didn't quite understand what Chu Qing meant by saying this.

"I am not disgusted with filming, nor am I disgusted with singing, nor am I discriminatory about the entertainment industry, but..." Chu Qing paused, then looked into the distance, "Do you know what my dream is?"

"Dream?" Zhao Ying'er was stunned. "I asked you before, don't you have any dreams?"

"I like freedom, so my dream is to marry an ordinary wife and have an ordinary child, and then take them on a trip and travel happily and carefree to walk around the world, see the beautiful scenery, and then buy a house by the sea, just like the poem says, "I have a house facing the sea, and the spring flowers are blooming..."

"Facing the sea, spring is warm and flowers blooming?" Zhao Ying'er murmured to herself. She had never heard of such a poem before, and she did not have this poem in her memory. However, the artistic conception in this poem is very beautiful and desirable.

"Of course, if you have time, it's good to go to the foot bath shop to wash your feet and massage it, and go to the Internet cafe to play League of Legends online..." Chu Qing added later.

"..." In the first sentence, Chu Qing looked very tall, literary and desirable, but the next sentence...

Isn’t there a sentence on the Internet that ruined a poem? And Chu Qing’s last sentence is more hateful than a sentence that ruined a poem.

However, Zhao Ying'er found herself speechless again.

Because, she knew that Chu Qing had to continue talking.

"Dreams don't have to be high-end, they don't have to be perfect. What you dream of is the real dream, just like when I was a child, I dreamed that I graduated, became free, and could play without restraint."

Chu Qing was like a philosopher when he said this, and he looked very deep. For a moment, ripples appeared in Zhao Ying'er's heart...

Chu Qing is definitely the most special one among the people she has ever met!

It can be dazzling and can climb up the sky, but it has chosen another path.

"Of course, there is one more thing, you're right..."

"What?" Zhao Ying'er asked subconsciously.

"I am pursuing freedom. I feel that as long as no one pays attention to me, I will be free. However, I found that this is not freedom. If a person hides his nature because of entanglements something, then he is truly unfree... Moreover, living is a bit cowardly." Chu Qing exhaled a long sigh. In fact, reflecting on everything he did during this period, he found that he was a little unbearable.

Escape, escape, and always escape.

Why escape?

It is because I am a little afraid and a little uneasy about this strange world. This anxiety makes my nature hide.

But, can you be free in this way?

No, this is definitely not freedom, at least the freedom he imagined was not like this.

I care too much.

Sometimes there is no need to care too much about anything.

That's it.

"You seem to have figured it out? An epiphany?" Zhao Ying'er looked at Chu Qing.

"Well, it's not that I figured it out, I just corrected some wrong ideas." Chu Qing smiled, his smile a little silly, but there was a hint of emotion on his silly face.

People are constantly working hard to correct themselves and make themselves more perfect.

I care too much, I am too entangled, and I am too awe of some things, and sometimes I am not very beautiful.

Zhao Ying'er felt that Chu Qing was a little different...

It seems that the shadow that has been shrouded on Chu Qing for many years seems to be less.

"You will change it, right?" Zhao Ying'er asked suddenly.

"I will change slowly. Of course, there is a saying that doesn't it? The country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change. No matter how it is changed, I probably won't become like this." Chu Qing said to himself.

"What is your nature?"

"Kind."

"That doesn't conflict with your suppressed personality."

"It's really not very conflicting...so, I figured it out..."

"You figured it out again?"

"I want to go to the foot wash shop and have a massage. Even if the reporter comes to interview me again, I don't care. I will do my own thing and continue to massage and wash my feet and let them stay. You must know that freedom is my ultimate dream..."

“…”

Zhao Ying'er suddenly became a little vulgar when she looked at Chu Qing's originally silly smile.

She really wanted to slap Chu Qing in the face...

Why is this person so thief undead?

Foot washing? Massage?

free?

Zhao Ying'er turned cold.
Chapter completed!