"…Church, church in Usmar." Jenny lowered her head slowly, her voice becoming weaker, "She thought my thoughts were dangerous lately and wanted me to talk to the priest."

Gu Aotian adjusted his tone to a gentle and soft frequency and said softly: "But you know, your thoughts may be right, and the priest may be wrong, right?"

"..." Jenny stalemate for a long time and nodded tremblingly.

"But you dare not disobey your mother and your long-standing worldview."

"Well..." Jenny swallowed and looked at Gu Aotian and had some admiration. "It's worthy of being... Aotian..."

"Relax, don't be nervous, there is no need to hesitate. I am not a skeleton, not a dead soul, just your doctor, your friend." Gu Aotian leaned loosely on the back of the chair, "Switch to a relaxed topic, what is the latest thing that makes you happy, Jenny?"

"I think about it..." Jenny said, lit her chin, "I have seen through your scam of mind reading."

"Haha, you've seen through it. You're so awesome." Gu Aotian raised his hand and said, "Is there anything else?"

"Seeing you beat Mlak up." Jenny's eyes shone golden, "Since someone has taught a lesson to the stinky leopard."

"Is there any more?"

"..." Jenny thought for a long time before she described it vaguely, "When she was very young, she seemed to have seen her father, but she couldn't remember it anymore, she only remembered the holy light. She couldn't remember the others."

Gu Aotian paused and asked, "Are there only three of your happy memories in life?"

"...There are probably these three real happiness. Of course I often laugh, but that's just a habitual expression."

Gu Aotian asked while recording, "Then do you have anything you want to do?"

Jenny immediately replied: "Let the light of the True God Cult cover everything, and let people live together with love."

"What I asked is, what you want to do is not what your mother asked you to do."

"...this is what I want to do, right? Otherwise?" Jenny scratched her head with some trouble. "Is there anything else worth doing?"

Gu Aotian shook his head: "That's simpler, such as what do you want to eat tonight?"

"No idea..."

“Is there any place I really want to go?”

"This one has... It is said that there is an island to the east with a rainbow bridge on it. I want to go and see it."

"Why don't you go there and come to me?"

"There is not enough time, and it may take several months to go there, but my mother only gave me 15 days."

"Aren't you running away from home? You still care about this?"

Jenny covered her face and smiled, "I'm just talking, but I still don't dare to do it."

"Why don't you? Will Midi punish you?"

"No...No, I just..." Jenny lowered her head again and grabbed her skirt, "I don't want to disappoint her..."

"What happens if she is disappointed?"

"I will... be sad..." Jenny rubbed her forehead and trembled a little. "She will look at me with that look of disappointment... I can't stand that... I will be sad, sad for a long time... I'm trying hard to make up for the things she is proud of... It's so uncomfortable just thinking about it."

Speaking of this, Jenny raised her arms nervously.

Gu Aotian silently recorded.

The condition was more serious than he thought.

After entertaining Jenny with a glass of warm water, Gu Aotian waited for an opportunity to ask: "So, do you have to do things that make Midi proud from beginning to end in your life?"

"It's not to make her proud, it's to make her proud for the happiness of all mankind... Well... it's also a reason to make her proud..."

"Why do you care so much about the happiness of all mankind?"

"This is something that must be done, and I have no choice."

"Are you a clergy?" Gu Aotian asked incomprehensible.

"no."

"Then why be responsible for this."

"Because..." Jenny covered her chest, and the holy light slowly strengthened. She looked at Gu Aotian with a rare determination and confidence, "I am a woman favored by God, and I should have accomplished this great cause."

“…”

Gu Aotian resisted the urge to beat her and slowly closed the notebook, "Sorry, I'm just a psychiatrist. You are a psychiatrist at this level and I can't treat it. Goodbye."

"It's true, I was born in the Holy Light." Jenny hurriedly said, "I don't need to practice, there will be more Holy Light every day."

"I suggest you change a doctor and ask Gao Ming."

"Aotian, this is true. I haven't practiced for a day, but now it's the third level." Jenny was sincere, "How can I live up to it... God's favor, completing the harmony and happiness of mankind is my destiny, and I must do."

"Don't get sick here... OK, then I'll believe this." Gu Aotian gestured, "How do you make sure that this is God's favor, not some special talent?"

"Everyone says that... Mom says so, even the Pope says so." Jenny looked at her hands, "If this is talent, it would be too difficult to understand."

"But in my opinion, 'God's favor' is even more difficult to understand." Gu Aotian looked at the book and said, "I have already understood your situation in advance and have reached some conclusions. Do you want to hear it?"

"Please say it."

"This may stimulate you."

"Do you have less stimulation to me?"

"Okay..." Gu Aotian said directly without coughing his throat, "First of all, you are a single-parent family, which greatly increases the prevalence of mental illness. The lack of fatherly love will cause many conditions, among which the most obvious one in you is 'dabism', specifically 'dabism'. The symptoms are already very clear - the common actions of people around you contain various meanings in your eyes, which are over-extended."

"Wow!" Jenny looked at Gu Aotian in surprise, sweating in cold sweat, "So accurate... It's just this feeling, is this... sick?"

"To your level, it must be a disease." Gu Aotian continued, "Because you were considered a 'woman favored by God' since childhood, you have special delusions about everything, you rely too much on your only mother, you are unwilling to let anyone down, any trivial matter will cause you to have countless associations, and you are uneasy about it."

"Um..." Jenny covered her face and wanted to cry, "Yes... Once I found a classmate who saw me didn't say hello... had bothered me for more than a month..."

"You live in the eyes of others, Jenny, or in other words, living in the glory of the holy light, the holy light is too strong, and people can't see you, and you can't even see yourself." Gu Aotian closed the book, "Everyone cares more or less about the eyes of others, but you are too serious. You are not as sacred as you think, at least in the eyes of skeletons. You think your thoughts betrayed Miti and betrayed God, but in fact it doesn't matter. I don't care, others don't care, God doesn't care, you only care yourself."

“…”
Chapter completed!