"Do I hate it? Did you go to Tangcheng to hide from me?" Zhao Ling'er finally asked the question in her heart.
Ye Yuze pondered for a while, and finally shook his head: "I am hiding, but not just hiding you. I no longer dare to face many things, including myself."
Zhao Ling'er didn't understand this sentence, and looked at him blankly, as if she was asking with her eyes.
Ye Yuze looked directly at Zhao Ling'er's gaze, and a kind of pain appeared in his expression: "Your words are right. I am a coward, I am irresponsible. I will not touch any feelings until I truly understand them."
This was a bit confusing, but Zhao Ling'er understood. She finally understood what she did when Ye Yuze was in the most painful situation? This man was fragile after all.
"Are you going back to Tangcheng?" Zhao Ling'er stopped crying and asked what she wanted to know.
Ye Yuze nodded: "I have obtained the qualification for free from high school over there, and I will be a freshman in the first year of high school. So I have to go back in a few days."
When I walked out the door, the sun had already fallen on the hill to the west. It seemed like there was a sense of reluctance, and it dyed half of the sky red with its last light. But this time was very short, and soon the endless mountains completely wrapped it up.
Zhao Ling'er didn't have dinner, and she seemed to have grown up suddenly. At this moment, she was lying on the table to write a letter. The envelope had been written long ago, but she wrote it when she first learned Ye Yuze's address. However, this letter seemed to be endless.
Seeing Ye Yuze feeling a little depressed, my mother asked carefully: "Son, are you going to the company or call your dad back?"
Ye Yuze said depressedly: "Tomorrow Sunday, call my dad back and ask him to bring his classmates with me in the company and I will treat them to dinner."
Meihua and Wang Honghua looked at each other and felt a little complicated. This child still dared not face some things! He is still too young.
The next morning, my father brought a tractor to the regiment headquarters with a group of children. Ye Yuze and Yang Geyong took them to have another delicious meal.
Ma Rong was so depressed that she didn't say anything. She knew that Ye Yuze was already very late when she returned to Tangcheng. When she knew that he was going back to school, she remained silent.
At that time, Yu Lan asked unwillingly: "Ye Yuze, will we not see you in the future?"
Ye Yuze smiled and said, "How could that happen? This is my root after all, and I am not a dandelion, so how could I not come back?"
Wei Yuxiang hugged Ye Yuze's shoulder: "Ye Yuze, you are more promising than us. We will wait for you to come back from college. Also, what if I can write a letter to tell me if I can do it."
Although his feelings for Wei Yuxiang are different from his feelings for Yang Geyong, Ye Yuze has always regarded him as a trustworthy friend, and he is more reliable than Yang Geyong's work.
"Wei Yuxiang, can you do something for me?" Ye Yuze's tone was low.
"You said, I will definitely help you!" Wei Yuxiang didn't ask what Ye Yuze asked him to do, and answered without hesitation.
"Help me raise the tomb of Yinhua and carve a stone tablet. Don't be able to find it when I come back." Ye Yuze could no longer say this.
There were too many children, and after lunch Ye Wancheng asked the tractor to take them back. A group of children waved their hands at Ye Yuze. This might be a separation they experienced in their youth.
Several girls started crying, and Zhao Ling'er stood there and cried with them. Yang Geyong was a little disgusted. He couldn't figure out what to cry about this matter? It's not that he won't come back.
In the evening, Wang Honghua went to Zhao Ling'er's house to live, but because Ye Wancheng came back, he couldn't live in the house. The father and son had a relatively formal conversation after several months.
"Son, are you still used to it in Tangcheng? If you need money, tell me and I'll send it to you." Looking at the solemn father, Ye Yuze was a little contemptuous.
He knew that my father said this was just like the blank check. He thought it was true except for the bank. But the key point was the bank.
He didn't want to hit his father either, and then agreed: "Okay dad, if you need money, I will ask you for it. My second aunt is very nice to me and doesn't need me to spend money there."
Ye Wancheng nodded. He hasn't taken care of his four children since he was born. He has been busy with work and often helps the pastoral people to see a doctor. His wife often cooks on her own during confinement.
He has been awarded the most awards in the company over the years. It can be said that he is a qualified corps soldier and a conscientious doctor, but he really failed the roles of husband and father.
Ye Yuze looked at his father's sparse white hair on his sideburns, and his nose was a little sore. "Dad, I'll leave the car for you. You'll go home more in the future. My mother is very tired with her three younger brothers."
When the mother sat aside and heard her son's words, her eyes were red. The son had grown up and knew that he felt sorry for her. This was the greatest comfort for every mother.
Ye Yuze's words also touched Ye Wancheng a little. He nodded: "I understand. There are so many things in the summer company, I can't leave. I will definitely come back every weekend."
Zhao Ling'er leaned over and approached Wang Honghua: "Sister, did I hurt Ye Yuze?"
Wang Honghua smiled and helped her to smear the hair scattered on her cheeks: "It has nothing to do with you, it should be said that he has grown up. Yinhua's affairs have made him mature a lot, so give him time."
Zhao Ling'er was stunned for a while, thinking about what Wang Honghua said. Then she suddenly remembered something and asked: "Sister Huahua, have you never liked someone?"
Wang Honghua stretched out her hand and scraped her nose: "Do you think my sister is like you, and she started to like others at such a young age?"
Zhao Ling'er's face was a little red: "I don't know if I like it or not. Anyway, when I couldn't find him, I was almost crazy. By the way, Sister Huahua, you are so old, why don't you like? If you are so beautiful, someone will definitely chase you, right?"
The fifteen-year-old girl already has a longing for love. When she was with Ye Yuzei every day, Zhao Linger didn't feel anything unusual, but this separation made her understand some things.
Before he entered the company, Wei Yuxiang asked the driver to stop the car, and a group of children also got out of the car, and everyone walked towards the back mountain.
Even there are few people in it, and the children know that small cemetery. In fact, Ye Yuze’s worries are unnecessary. As long as these people are there, they can find even the small burial.
Wei Yuxiang started looking for stones. He wanted to pile up this small earthblock with stones and pile it into a big pile of stones so that it can be seen from afar.
Chapter completed!