Chapter 1202 is different
Qinsè watched the abominable guy walking away, squatting for a while and forgetting, perhaps even where she was. At this time, she suddenly remembered a sentence that Meng Changan once said...Chen Leng is the stupidest warmth in the world.
At that time, she didn't understand why Meng Chang'an could say such words. He was Meng Chang'an. He would care about what warmth and what was not warmth. What he cared about seemed to always be in front of him so brightly, so it would hurt the hearts of many people.
But he will never hurt Chen Leng's heart, probably that's it.
Meng Chang'an's world is so boring, fighting and drawing swords.
What about the cold world?
Qin thought, probably because Chen Leng is such a person, Meng Chang'an is such a person, and then she thought... Chen Leng lives in this world, trying her best to protect everyone she can protect, while Meng Chang'an lives in this world, like a fool, just waiting for the day when Chen Leng needs protection.
Qin Shi's trance for a moment, as if she saw Meng Chang'an standing at the window that afternoon. He was standing there, the sun shining on him, but he still looked cold. At that time, Qin Shi's thinking that he was so perfect, so it should be a sculpture.
"When I was a child, my father told me not to feel sorry for the stupid cold man. He lived to block evil for you. The harder it was, the faster your evil would dissipate. So I asked my father, why did he block evil for me? My father said, because his life was cheap."
When Meng Changan said this, he looked back at Qinsè: "This world is so unfair. I saw all the beauty with his eyes, and what I saw was all the malice."
He turned around and continued to look out the window: "He walked towards the beauty, and I was practicing in viciousness. If one day he was stopped on the road to the beauty and warmth, I experienced endless viciousness, whoever stopped him, I could kill him with one knife."
At that moment, Qinshe didn't understand what Meng Chang'an meant, but at this moment she understood.
Meng Chang'an is not a naturally ruthless person, but he has already walked into that lonely road. When the foolish Lengzi started to block the evil for him, he was walking on that road. He faced the world like a ruthless person, and his eyes were full of nonchalance. Even his women and his children would force himself to be indifferent because he could not let himself be distracted. If he cared more about his women and their children, then when he came to what he should do for Chen Leng, he would hesitate.
He will not give up his home or love.
He couldn't bear to leave these things, so he could still kill them with one resolute sword.
"I think I'm a ruthless person."
Meng Chang'an said.
After figuring this out, I was a little dazed, and it was a few years in a flash.
Meng Chang'an and Shen Leng, one is to behave like a person and ignore anything, and the other is to behave like a person and ignore nothing.
When Qin Shiè thought of these, she suddenly felt the loneliness of Meng Chang'an. He should have felt very painful when he was very young. What his father was doing was something he disliked, but he was unable to resist. He could only wait for Chen Leng in his own way, and threw it to Chen Leng in a very disgusting way that he pretended not to like to eat, because that was also warm to Chen Leng.
Most people have no sense of living, they are just living, some people think that living is a kind of practice, some people think that living is a kind of pleasure, living is probably looking for warmth and then protecting it, but they forget that it is the greatest warmth
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Meng Chang'an is alive, half of it is atonement and half of it is brotherhood.
So Qins' heart felt a burst of pain. She accidentally touched Meng Changan's mood so she couldn't stand it. Then she thought, how did that guy survive for so many years? He and Shen Leng are two completely different types. Chen Leng is for the sake of the people who care about and are unwilling to bear the torment, while Meng Changan is for the sake of the people who care about.
A lover, but he is a ruthless person.
She touched Meng Chang'an's state of mind. In just a short moment, she felt that she was almost collapsed, so her eyes looked at Xiao Meng Wuli and became more and more guilty, as if she was cut by a knife. But she knew that it was not just her guilt for Xiao Meng Wuli, but Meng Chang'an's guilt. She saw Meng Chang'an's world, so her eyes turned into Meng Chang'an's eyes.
It is difficult and painful for lovers to be ruthless people.
She looked at Chen Leng's direction away, but Qin Sè found that she had finally met the brotherly relationship between Meng Chang'an and Shen Leng. This kind of relationship was not something that anyone could have in the world.
"Your father is a real man."
Qin slapped Meng Wuli's head, a little proud.
"So are your uncle-in-law."
She looked into the distance, her eyes full of light.
On the platform on the second floor of the Bingyuan Palace, Cha Ye sat there shaking his legs and smiling like a child. She heard everything Chen Leng said just now, so she felt that she was handsome and invincible in the world. The silly boy turned around and left after saying those words, and was handsome. She felt that she was really in front of that silly boy now. If she was crazy like this, wouldn’t she be embarrassed in front of that silly boy in the future...
However, she likes it.
The night was still the same night, and the starry sky was still the same sky, but she felt that the night seemed to be more beautiful and brighter at this moment. The silly boy seemed to be carrying a light when he walked over.
"I think it's a bit hateful for you to sway in front of your brother and sister like this."
Mr. Cha looked at Chen Leng and curled his lips: "You can't be more mature? You are already an adult."
Chen Leng: "Don't you want to spoil me as a child?"
Anyway, there was no one here, so Chen Leng glanced at Cha Ye’s chest a few times, then sighed: “Don’t you treat me as a child, do you want to wean me?”
Cha Ye was stunned for a moment, then he flew up with his feet on the roof with one hand. The silly boy was already ten feet away, squatting there and giggling: "You can talk about anything, can't wean me, and you still want to kick me?"
Mr. Tea said, "Come on, come here, will I love you like a child?"
Chen Leng said: "Did you cheat like this when you beat Chen Ji and Shen Ning?"
Mr. Cha: "These two are still young, so I will pick up the big ones first."
Chen Leng said a little aggrievedly: "It's all for a sip of milk, why?"
Master Tea suddenly rose.
Shen Leng flew away.
At the same time, Daning and Taishan.
It has been several days since the Taishan Fengshan Ceremony, and it will take a while for the news to fly all over Daning. However, some things are settled, so the emperor looks very relaxed these days. He even took the time to take the second prince and the queen to fish, and then burned in the mountain stream. Although it was a little burnt, he was still very happy.
The title is no longer Zhenfei but the queen, but Zhenfei is still the same Zhenfei, and she finally accepted the emperor
The arrangement was because after Shen Chayan left Chang'an with her children, she suddenly realized that her power was not very strong, and she needed to become stronger now.
The queen's identity is so noble, so noble that the eldest prince Li Changze can be unscrupulous. Zhenfei probably just thought that I didn't want to raise a Li Changze, but I didn't want my child to be bullied.
The emperor went back to deal with government affairs, and the queen stayed by the forest and stream. She was not used to the gorgeous brocade clothes on her body. Although the imperial concubine's palace clothes were not much worse than those of the queen, the mood was still a bit difficult after all. She really didn't want to be the queen. Even though she really hoped that she could become a qualified queen and be worthy of the emperor's infatuation, she had a hurdle in her heart, and the word "Queen" was in the hurdle, and it was on the hurdle.
The damage caused to her by the previous queen made her even resist the word "Queen".
"I know you're not as happy as you actually look."
The old horse gang leader walked to his daughter and stood there with his waist pinched. He still had the momentum that made the entire Green Lindao of Western Shu scared, but he had already let go of all these. Now he just wanted to be a father, when his daughter needed it the most.
The queen smiled: "It's not that unhappy."
The old boss asked: "You like to be dazed when you are unhappy, because people like you are always unwilling to hurt others. When you were a child, your mother asked you why other people's children would quarrel with their parents when they lose their temper, while you are unhappy and just sit in a place to dazed. You were not very old at that time, and you replied... because you don't want to vent your resentment on people who care about you and you are also caring about you."
The old boss sighed: "At that time, you were not like a child... You have said a few words. Whenever you think about it, you will feel very upset and feel distressed. You said... People are always like this. There is someone who treats you very well and meticulously. So you feel that even if you treat him badly, it's nothing. Anyway, he will treat you well. If someone treats you badly, you will treat this person who treats you badly. Then you vent your resentment from the person who treats you badly. Then you have to say one sentence, why can't you understand me?"
The queen's smile gradually disappeared.
That was the feeling that she felt when she saw something happening in the village, because she felt sad for a long time.
"Dad knows."
The old boss patted his daughter on the shoulder: "All the carefree things you did when you were a child were for us. You are a person who is easy to be sad and angry. After being sad, you will hardly vent to others."
The queen looked at her father and shook her head: "It's not anymore."
She said to herself, "From the day when I entered the Hou tribe with the Bailin sword, I have not been the case. I care about Your Majesty, so for Your Majesty, I can endure the former Queen, and then I sit alone at the window and stare blankly. People like me are probably better at just being dazed."
She let out a long sigh: "But it's different now."
The old boss nodded, looked up at the mountains in the distance and said, "It's different, it's different, my father is there, my mother is there."
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Chapter completed!