543 The Edge of Dangerous Situation
According to some cold-blooded statistics, 80% of the daily life of normal people today is nonsense.
From "eat" in the morning to "good night" in the evening...
No matter whether I eat or not, there is no one to treat me, and I have a restless night with no intention of sleeping.
Any caring greetings seem to make people less and less concerned, and only make people feel irritated and uneasy.
Why?
Li Yawei's question was actually nonsense, but her voice was trembling because she didn't know how to express her thoughts.
Shen Yue looked at the tea and said after a long while: "I almost died last night. I almost died today. I have been dealing with the God of Death recently."
He was smiling and talking, seemingly joking.
Li Yawei wanted to laugh, but for some reason, tears already came to her eyes.
Li Yawei raised her head to suppress the urge to cry, and said: "I have always imagined the situation after we meet again. I know it will be the same as now. But it is exactly the same as I imagined, and I am very disappointed."
Shen Yue smiled and said, "You have grown up. The sign of growing up is that you not only indulge in your own emotional whirlpool, but also consider what others think."
If we use this standard definition, many people will not grow up until they die.
Li Yawei is not yet twenty.
When Shen Yue met her for the first time, he felt that she was just like the second grader, selfish, willful, completely disregarding what others thought, and not knowing what to do when doing things. However, in just six months, Li Yawei seemed to have experienced half a lifetime.
Not everyone has a death experience.
Not everyone has a countdown to death.
Perhaps death will make a person truly consider what he is living for every day.
When Li Yawei heard the word "grow up", she bit her lower lip lightly for a long time, not wanting to break the quiet time.
It can be seen that Shen Yue meant to ask, and finally said: "I didn't go to you because...for some reasons, it's not that I didn't want to go to you."
Shen Yue smiled and said, "We share the same hardships, so it seems we don't need to care about these useless etiquettes?"
Li Yawei said "Yes", nodded vigorously, lowered her head for a while, and suddenly said: "By the way, I have always wanted to ask you something. Have you asked my second brother? About the purpose of that key?"
Shen Yue was stunned for a moment. He remembered that Li Yawei did leave him a key and a letter before she left. He read the letter, but never paid attention to the key.
Although he was not a soldier during these days, he was never idle. Besides, although Li Jixian had detoxified, he was definitely still as frightened as a frightened bird. In his current state, Shen Yue really couldn't ask him anything.
Now hearing Li Yawei mention it, Shen Yue said a little apologetically: "I always forgot to ask."
Li Yawei said "Oh" and smiled sadly, "I was the one who harmed my second brother, and I also made it difficult for you to ask."
Shen Yue shook his head, "You have grown up, but you don't have to bear everything on your shoulders."
If he had anything to say, he had always wanted to ask Li Yawei something.
Why do you get the respect of Giant Li? What kind of luck are you here to do?
He didn't want to judge a gentleman with a villain's heart, but he also figured out that Giant Li's deprivation of Li Jiye's rights was not a momentary impulse.
Giant Li is by no means a person who relies on impulse to do things. He cannot let go of luck, but he also knows that it is very dangerous.
By letting Li Yawei do this, the Li family can continue to be the talkers of the four major families, and Li Yawei's life and death is not that important to the Li family.
Shen Yue thought a lot, but he didn't want to say it, and he couldn't bear to say it.
He had read countless people, but he was not sure whether Li Yawei knew about it.
Li Yawei didn't go to him in person. Did she already know that she was in a very dangerous situation?
The room was silent.
Li Yawei finally broke the silence, stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window. Looking at the clear harbor, she suddenly said: "Shen Yue, you know, I have been thinking about one thing in recent days."
Shen Yue said "Yeah". He knew that at this time, all he had to do was listen.
"I'm thinking……"
Li Yawei said softly: "My life seemed to have ended when I was eight years old. Since then, I have been living in a hazy way. I hate everyone, and I also hate myself. I thought I was living a haphazard and willful life. I will punish myself and those who love me."
Shen Yue smiled sadly, Li Yawei said too many innocent and sad thoughts of the world.
"Why do I have such childish thoughts?"
Li Yawei's eyes were wet and she said: "Maybe it's because... we only have the ability to hurt those who love us."
Shen Yue was silent.
Li Yawei had a somewhat astringent smile on her lips, "After I died once, and with your company and help, I escaped the pursuit of death, I suddenly thought... I can't live my life like this."
Shen Yue finally replied with three words, "Very good."
"I had a sudden idea at that time..."
Li Yawei did not turn around to look, but that figure had already filled her mind, "Do I have the chance to be with the person I love, go to a place where no one knows me, and go to a country with a high happiness index? Then, buy a small house there, have your own quiet sky, be with the people you like all day long, and forget everything about the past?"
The voice paused for a moment, and Li Yawei said slowly: "I hope to give the key to that cabin to the person I love deeply."
Shen Yue raised his eyebrows.
"I've handed over the keys."
Li Yawei murmured: "But soon, I realized that this was just my naive wishful thinking. If the person I loved was an eagle, I would not stick to the quiet countryside. If the person I loved was a dragon, You won’t be trapped in a peaceful harbor.”
Shen Yue was silent.
He didn't know what to reply. Perhaps his silence was the best answer and would not make Li Yawei too sad.
"It's all just my selfish thoughts."
Li Yawei's voice trembled slightly and said, "But I still hope to be with him, even if I am on the verge of death like before. At that time, although I was worried to death all day long, the time I spent with him was the most since I was eight years old. A truly meaningful few days.”
Without looking back at Shen Yue, Li Yawei asked and answered herself: "Life is short, and a meaningful day is still alive. What's the difference between a meaningless hundred years and grass and trees?"
Shen Yue was slightly emotional.
He suddenly discovered that Li Yawei's thoughts were more mature than he thought!
Perhaps, hardships can always speed up a person's growth!
"But I still don't know how to be with him again, even if it's just for a few more days, even if I'm on the verge of life or death."
Li Yawei murmured: "I don't know what to do?"
She didn't ask Shen Yue how to solve this problem. Maybe she had grown up and could solve certain problems by herself.
"At this moment, an opportunity came to me."
Li Yawei slowly turned around with bright eyes, "I have heard everything my father said about luck, and I know the danger of this matter. But I said it in front of him - leave this matter to me. , I will help him fulfill his wish! Because I know that this is my chance to reunite with the one I love!"
Shen Yue's brows twitched slightly.
He heard a potential hint from Li Yawei - Li Yawei actually knew that he had relinquished the promise, and would he eventually join in this game of luck?
Chapter completed!