"It was not until I took off one of my eyes again that it was relieved. Unfortunately, it didn't last long, and it didn't cure the symptoms. Later, it appeared, and I took off my other eye."

When Li Feng said this, he was extremely calm, as if he was not doing it himself. "I couldn't see my eyes, and I became a blind man, but this also strengthened my ears and smell ability again. The hallucinations in front of me disappeared. At first, I felt that the world was so quiet, but the good times didn't last long. The tyranny in my heart was like pressure for a long time, and it rebounded again, more intense than before. I was like fighting with another self, or in other words, a voice was fighting. He wanted me to die, but my instinct was unwilling. I didn't want to die, I wanted to live to the end."

Ye Tian understood Li Feng's mentality very well. In the eight years of the dark training camp, they no longer needed to find any reason, because their only reason was to live, live, and live to the end.

Whether it is brainwashing or instilled ideas, there is always a human instinct that allows them to persevere. Even if they don’t know their future life, even if they don’t know anything, because they can live first, so their desire to survive was stimulated to a very terrible level in the training camp when they were young.

Human beings live in this world, which is driven and enslaved by various desires, but they only require how you use these desires.

"I began to harm myself because this way I could calm down and get a breath of breath in the madness. I gradually understood something, but I didn't understand it. The children thought I was crazy, and I didn't explain, because I didn't understand it myself, so I could only keep pushing back through the details in that state."

Li Feng's whole body suddenly sat upright, his eyes were empty, but Ye Tian clearly felt that he was very excited at this time, and only heard his voice suddenly increased a lot: "Until one day, I occasionally remembered the child who came out of the training camp with me, I found the intelligence dealer and bought a lot of information. Except for you, I found all the information of others. They had already died. Juan, the longest-lived one, was No. 1, but was only 19 years old. I lived to be 22 years old, and then I thought of a possibility. And every time I entered that state, I felt extremely fit, that is, I should have been dead, but I survived by self-harm. I should have died long ago, but I was not dead. This world is repelling me, it is constantly affecting me, and even my memory can affect it."

Ye Tian's body suddenly stiffened, and a huge wave surged in his heart. To be honest, he didn't quite understand Li Feng's mood before. He was in a crazy state at that time, but this sentence suddenly made him stand up all over his body.

Memory, Ye Tian also noticed the unreasonableness in his memory.

That is, there is something "unknown" that has moved!

And now Li Feng's memory has been affected.

Ye Tian couldn't help but ask, "What memory of yours has been affected?"

"Are they all dead?" Li Feng suddenly asked in a daze, feeling a little disappointed.

Ye Tian thought for a while, and he understood that Li Feng was talking about the Wild Wolf Team and replied, "Well, they are all dead! I settled them with my own hands. At that time, I captured one alive, but he committed suicide without hesitation. They were... "

Speaking of this, a strange look flashed on Ye Tian's face, and the memory flowed, unblocking the memory of the Wild Wolf Squad at that time, because he remembered what Li Feng just said, indicating his state. At that time, the attacking behavior of the Wild Wolf Squad who assassinated him was desperate at that time, and at that time, it seemed very appropriate to observe carefully from his memory.

Suicidal attacks are not originally the act of mercenaries. They are using money to do things, not the Shenfeng agent team. When they encounter unmatched or inconfrontational dangers, they will naturally give up their missions. Even if they leave stains, they are still better than lifelessness. Do what they can and do as much as they can. Therefore, the mercenary team has a mission success rate.

"They... were very similar to the kind of state you said, and everyone was like this." Ye Tian said what he wanted to say later.

Li Feng was silent for more than ten seconds, sighed heavily, and then said again: "They are the first batch of children I selected to cultivate. Each of them has the wolf nature and their own talents. Although they are much worse than us at that time, my educational philosophy is to let them fight together and fight with wisdom. There is a child in it that looks very much like me. His name is Wolf, and he is the core of the entire team. Speaking of which, he is also very similar to you, has a super learning ability, is extremely calm in encountering things, and has a very high physical talent. With time, I may not be able to completely surpass me when I used to be, which is a pity."

This made Ye Tian look at it, because there were very few people like him, and this Wolf really sounded like his template. Unfortunately, from my memory, none of the few people in the Wild Wolf team fit the image of the word calm.

"My memory is also a recent thing. It is about this task taken by the Wild Wolf Team. Every time the Wild Wolf Team accepts, a special team needs to select the task, I confirm it, and then arrange it for them to adapt to their ability as a stage. They cannot contact the task system. This is the rule I personally set. That morning, I went to the computer room as usual and asked the team to continue to screen the tasks, dictate, determine the tasks, and issue orders. Then everyone said that I had issued an order. The Wild Wolf Team had already gone to perform the task yesterday. I felt very confused because in my memory, the Wild Wolf Team had just returned to rest yesterday. Each time, it would take 1-3 days to rest, and at least one day. If you are injured, it would take longer to cultivate."

"And I noticed something was wrong and immediately asked them to call out yesterday's task. The task was gone, but the prepaid funds transferred by the other party in the account still existed, not virtual. I immediately asked someone to check the other party's transfer account. It was a one-time, it had been cancelled, and someone could track it. There was no news. At the same time, I asked someone to contact Wolf quickly, but the Wild Wolf team has a white number mobile phone, and they had to contact them actively, and we couldn't contact us."

"At that time, I asked a date accidentally, and suddenly realized that I was creepy at that time, because my memory was missing for a day. No wonder I had no memory about the mission of the Wild Wolf Squad that day, because the memory of the previous day was not in my mind at all. Although I was disabled, my thinking had never had any problems, and it was extremely clear. Even if I fell into madness, I still tried to stay awake, and there would be no such strange thing as suddenly losing my memory for a day."

Li Feng's voice suddenly became hoarse, as if he was still a little unbelievable. He only heard him say softly: "Later, I saw the memory of that day."
Chapter completed!