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Chapter 4 Mood

After the girl who likes to walk late at night passed away, he was depressed for a while.

A faint, inrelieving sorrow enveloped him like smoke, but he understood that the sorrow was not the right attitude, or rather, it was not the right attitude towards death. You should cry, be sad, be missed, and feel a regret that you don't want to believe whenever you think of it, but nothing was there. In his heart, it was just that sudden realization: Oh, she was dead. That's all.

Then, a faint smoke followed like a shadow, silently covering the heart with a gauze, lingering like a maggot on his bones.

She died. That's it. The reason he became friends with her was because both of them had similar moods, or were caused by similar situations and expectations - although he did not understand each other's past. However, they were also different. He longed for every trace of warmth and light that could be obtained in the loneliness of the darkness, but she gradually allowed herself to sink into the abyss and refused any redemption. It was like the poles on the same magnet. This was something he only realized after the girl died. Of course, it was a bit despicable to say that she refused to salvation because of the other party's death, but the facts should be no different. He once tried to reach out to her. Even though the efforts he could do as an immature boy were not enough, he did stretch out his hand to her, but she waved it away lightly. This was the fact.

So after her death, he just felt faintly that she sank under the boundary between life and death, and went to the abyss she wanted to go, and then the memory also left with her departure, as if everything that belonged to her had walked into the place she should go, but that was not the direction that normal people should have. He remembered the efforts he had thought about, and perhaps he had thought about love her romantically, but for such a person, after she passed away, he had never missed her, and had never really needed her, and had never hoped that "Oh, all this is fake, she will appear in front of me again in the next moment." Thinking of this, he was so sad that he couldn't help himself.

Or there is no one in the world who is truly dependent on him. He thought.

However, it was just a sixteen-year-old boy who forced his thoughts to express his new words. At this moment, he realized this. The night gradually fell, and the semi-circular moon emitted a faint silver light in the sky. The sky was full of unknown signs, with the grass rising and falling, and the woods deep. All of this made him extremely irritable.

Xiaoxue has not come back. In the past ten days, she has not gone out many times. Most of them go out to get some food and pick some fruits to come for Tang Yi. When she goes to the stream, she always pulls Tang Yi with her. She lets Tang Yi eat ice cream without any sense of it, and then becomes lustful. However, no matter when she goes out, she will definitely come back in the evening and asks Tang Yi for warmth and entanglement at night.

Life in the forest is leisurely and relaxed. Will there be something very nervous about her? The answer is of course no. So, did she have any accidents? With such worries, Tang Yi walked anxiously outside the cave, and for the first time he found that she was so attached to someone.

The male wolf among the two wolves "Ri Jia" has already gone out to find food, and the female wolf "Storm" leisurely lay at the entrance of the cave to bask in the moon. From time to time, he looked up and looked around Tang Yi, as if he was still wandering outside the cave at this time. Tang Yi thought it would be great if he could communicate with it, but seeing that it was not worried about Xiaoxue's situation, it looked lazy, or nothing would happen.

Hope... nothing will happen...

Thinking of this, he didn't return to the cave to sleep until late at night, but he still tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. Missing and anxiety would make the time longer. Who said that? Now he really wanted someone to knock himself out and faint until Xiaoxue came back.

Finally lost consciousness and didn't know when it was. It was noon when I woke up, and Xiaoxue was still missing. Angry, he probably came back and went out again. Storm was sleeping, and he ate a fruit, but it tasted boring.

Such anxious waiting ended in the evening. He stood at the entrance of the cave and watched the silver-haired girl walk out of the woods with something, giving him a innocent and bright smile. He suddenly felt that he looked like a husband-looking stone, but, just so.

The hanging heart finally settled down. He felt a little relaxed and walked to her with as steady steps as possible. Before Xiaoxue could make any moves, she hugged her tightly!

"ah……"

Xiaoxue was holding something in her hand, but it was inconvenient to hold it back. However, she also knew that this was the other party's way of showing affection, so she hugged in his not-wide arms and laughed. When Tang Yi let her go, she raised the things in her hand to him like a treasure.

"Ah, heh..."

The big, green camouflage military backpack looked even bigger than Xiaoxue's upper body. Tang Yi has been thinking about getting the backpack back these days, but just now, there was only Xiaoxue who had walked along the way, and completely ignored the things in her hands. He took the backpack with both hands. He finally understood that the look of watching the cliff in the past few days fell into Xiaoxue's eyes, and guessed his general mood, so he went back to the cliff and took the things back for him.

Thinking of this, his eyes were a little wet, and then he realized that there was something behind Xiaoxue, which was the green tent.

The tent that could have been folded was naturally not good at operating. At this time, dragging it back all the way must have been extremely hard. Tang Yi held Xiaoxue's hand and found that there was a bloody mouth on her finger, which had already been formed.

"ah……"

Noting Tang Yi's puzzled gaze, Xiaoxue pointed at the tent that had been dragged into a ball with aggrievedness. Tang Yi gently opened the tent. The fiercely shaped Damascus saber reflected a golden light in the sunlight. The complex patterns on it flowed like life. It was obvious that Xiaoxue was scratched by the knife.

He took out the bandaid he carried with him from his backpack, pulled Xiaoxue to the stream to clean the wound, and then put the bandaid around his fingers. Although he no longer bleeds, he was always better than nothing. Tang Yi could only use this method to express his concern.

In the light of the setting sun, Xiaoxue raised her wrapped fingers and looked at the yellow bandaid curiously, with an innocent and pure expression. Tang Yi knew that he would never forget this girl in his life. She was not like that. If Xiaoxue died one day, he might have died.

Yes, he fell in love with her!

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In the evening, a fire lit up on the grass.

Storm and Nori were a little afraid of this group of things that would shine and heat. They gritted their teeth and expressed their anger to Tang Yi for a while. Xiaoxue comforted her for a long time before stopping. Xiaoxue was also afraid, but she did not stop Tang Yi's behavior, but just looked at it curiously from afar. Tang Yi pulled her over and took a lot of effort to make her realize that as long as it was not directly touching the flame, it would be fine. After a while, Xueer picked up a large pile of branches from the woods, and occasionally threw one into the bonfire. Looking at the fire that was being swallowed and spitted, she burst into a silver bell-like laugh.

Not long after, Angry brought a few small animals into the woods and prepared to serve them as today's dinner, but Tang Yi took one away. The dangerous behavior of "snatching food from the wolf's mouth" did not make the two giant wolves angry. They only yelled at him a few times when Tang Yi pulled Xiaoxue away and refused to allow her to eat. However, under Xiaoxue's comfort, she finally calmed down.

Tang Yi took the corpse of the little animal that was bitten to death, found some mud in a low-lying mud on the edge of the grass, and threw it into the bonfire. Xiaoxue looked at his series of actions curiously, then sat aside to play with fire, and touched her stomach with grievance from time to time. Tang Yi took out some unfinished biscuits from her backpack. Xiaoxue had eaten this thing for the first time and felt fresh, and she turned resentment into joy.

Tang Yi sorted out her backpack. In fact, there were not many items, including clothes, sleeping bags, towels, toothpaste and toothbrushes, bank cards, scabbards, lighters, compass, flashlights, a game console, a mobile phone plus a charger, and there was a pack of MSG and a pack of salt. Tang Yi didn't understand how she brought these two things in her mood. Could it be that she had expected that she would get lost in the mountains... In addition, there were some cookies and snacks left. Seeing that Xiaoxue liked to eat, she took them all out for her. I thought that it would not be left until tomorrow morning.

Tang Yi had participated in several barbecue activities before, and had done things like cooking beggar chicken with soil. This time he was pretty good. Although the animal was burnt on the outside, it was full of aroma inside. Sprinkle some salt, but the MSG could not be added. He gave Xiaoxue half a good one. Xiaoxue had never eaten roasted food. After swallowing it, she looked at Tang Yi with a sense of admiration and satisfaction.

After eating, Tang Yi was not sleepy and hugged Xiaoxue and looked at the stars on the grass. Because of his mood, the stars in the sky became charming. In the past, he would think that holding two people together and watching the things shining in the sky was an idiot.

"...Tell you, when I was a child, I learned to see the signs specifically. My father asked me to learn it. At that time, I never understood what it is to learn that thing. Later, once I celebrated my grandfather's birthday. My mother came back and talked to some of her friends in the room... My father once learned to see the signs. When I dated my mother, it was once considered one of the most romantic things... When my mother talked about that, she had broken up with her father for many years, and she still looked down on the things that should be disdained... It was said that a man actually went to learn that kind of thing, it was really sissy. He would have been deceived by him before... My father asked me to learn that kind of thing to make me and girls popular, so it was natural that it would not be to predict the flood... But romantic things are never to look at the signs..."

"...But even if I am considered a sissy, I still learned stargazing well. Of course, it is useless now... But that teacher is quite interesting. Stargazing means learning to separate the sky like a cake and eat it... He pushed a big cake up at that time, and the black cream chocolate cake with stars on it. He cut the whole cake by distributing constellations and said that we were eating the northern hemisphere today... Because of that, we learned very well, but later this skill did not play any role in my life..."

"...But that teacher was a pervert. Later, he went to jail and was sentenced to life imprisonment for killing someone... We later learned that he killed the bride at his boyfriend's wedding... Oh, of course, it wasn't him who killed himself... But he was a man..."

"... In this way, when I was a child, I came into contact with many abnormal people, whether it was my father's friends or my mother's friends. They each had brilliant careers and were enviable and glamorous. Perhaps to outsiders, they were the examples of normal people, but I could see the mutations in them at a glance... They acted, had hypocritical smiles, were psychopathic and shameless... Theoretically, normal people should not be like this..."

"…Relatively speaking, Xiaoxue, that teacher is much more normal. And you are an angel... the angel I cherish the most..."

He placed his chin on Xiaoxue's silver hair and rubbed it gently. Xiaoxue made a "happy" sound. Of course, she didn't understand it, but became a little confused because of her sleepiness. Then she lay on him and found a more comfortable position and closed her eyes slightly.

"Ha..." Tang Yi laughed, "Sing a song for you, my angel... I learned these things when I was a child, and I won awards for singing..."

Then, the gentle melody began to ring.

“…The dark sky hangs low

Bright stars accompany

Insects fly, insects fly

Who are you missing

The stars in the sky shed tears

The roses on the ground withered

Cold wind blows, cold wind blows

As long as you are with you

The insects fly, the flowers sleep

One pair after another is beautiful

Not afraid of darkness, only fear of heartbreak

Whether it's tired or not

Don't care about the southeast, west and north..."

The melody echoed gently in the night sky, turning into a refreshing tenderness. The night wind stroking the low grass, the stars warmed the eyes, and the two giant wolves rested quietly beside them, the girl was sleeping in the arms of the singing man, making a low murmur:

"Well...Ayi..."

The boy was slightly stunned, and then a soft smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he gently kissed the girl's forehead...

Attached the audition link of "The Insect Flying":

Miss the innocent world.
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