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This is a realm that no one can reach.

This is a world that no one can reach.

In this field, in this world, only Jade wanders in it like a soul.

Because this is inside the body of the evil god Lilith, inside the goddess, the depth of consciousness, or the "soul" itself.

And here, Jade felt like she became dazed and even her existence was extremely unstable.

"It's going to collapse."

"It's going to collapse."

"It's going to disappear."

"I can't hold on anymore."

He obviously didn't feel uncomfortable, but his feelings like this kept pouring into Jade's mind, making Jade understand how dangerous his current situation was.

It’s like soaking yourself in a highly poisonous state but losing your sense of pain. Not only will it not be fine, but it will be even more dangerous.

This is what jade feels now.

Under this feeling, Jade began to trace its memory.

She can't speak.

She is not mature either.

Even though it has been alive for nearly ten thousand years, although jade has grown up in terms of personality rationality, it is moving in a wrong direction.

She wanted to improve her rationality and her personality strength to fight against the body that excluded her, but the chaotic attributes under her body have been suppressing the growth of her personality and rationality, causing the rationality and even intellectuality of jade to grow in a strange direction.

In some fields, she understands and understands them very well. She seems to be more knowledgeable than the elderly who have lived for a hundred years and see through the world.

In some areas, she seems to understand, or even doesn't understand at all, and is worse than a child.

Such a contradictory and deformed ideology has been maintained for nearly ten thousand years. Sometimes it makes jade feel anxious and sometimes it makes jade feel collapsed, making it really hard to bear it.

She also doesn't know how to blame others, and she doesn't know how to blame her for her fate. Therefore, she can only wander, wander, and wander on the ground in order to eliminate this anxiety and collapse.

In the memory of Jade, there is really only this.

After all, from the moment of birth, as a rational half-body, she was eliminated from her original body. She immediately became sealed with the other party after the original body caused a disaster, and then began this extremely long wandering journey.

During this trip, she met someone who looked pitiful and adopted her.

During this journey, she also met someone who was ill-hearted and wanted to do something to herself.

She tried to live with the former, but found that they had their own family, their own daily life, and they did not have their own place. She even had problems communicating with each other, and there was a huge gap. Therefore, she finally chose to leave.

She was also taken away by the latter and sold as a commodity. She didn't even choose to resist when the other party wanted to do something bad to her. Unfortunately, no matter how she said that, she was the leader of darkness and chaos. Even if she was a powerful and rational half-body, those who came into contact with her with negative emotions of darkness and evil, and even planned to hurt herself, would eventually fall into madness and die suddenly on the spot.

For nearly ten thousand years, Jade has been here. It is either accepted first and then felt the barriers and left, or it will attract those evil people, causing them to die suddenly.

From beginning to end, Jade is alone.

People call her "the vengeful spirit who seeks happiness", but she actually doesn't even know what "happiness" is.

She didn't even know what "unfortunate" was.

Otherwise, when the old demon clans destroy the space nodes, break into the temple of the present world, and take her away, she will not resist.

That time, for Jade, it was just an inconspicuous experience on a long journey.

The only difference is that since someone has set his sights on the seal of the body, it is very likely that the body will be released. At that time, Jade had an idea.

That is, take this journey experience as the final end.

She no longer wants to continue like this.

She no longer wants to wander like this anymore.

Therefore, even though she knew that the final result would definitely be eliminated, she planned to take this opportunity to return to her original body after this.

Until, I met that person.

"hello."

This is the first sentence the other person said when he saw him.

Very ordinary, very ordinary, without any highlights or special words.

At that time, Jade did not feel that it would have much involvement with the other party.

That is, a person who meets himself and becomes associated with himself like those in the past, either he will leave on his own initiative, or the other party will die like those who died suddenly, that's all.

But for some reason, the other party's eyes at that time left a deep impression on Jade.

It seemed like he was looking at a big trouble. He obviously didn't want to contact him, but his body and heart went against his will, which forced him to contact him, full of entangled eyes.

That look made Jade care a lot.

In the past, those people Jade saw were either full of sympathy and love, or desire and darkness, and had never seen such a strange person.

Because he cared about that look, Jade had also crawled into the other person's quilt that night, trying to take a good look at the pair of eyes, but because the other person's arms were too reassuring, he fell asleep unknowingly.

Jade doesn’t know why she feels warmth and peace of mind on the other person.

She didn't know that Xien held the blessing of the Supreme God, otherwise, she might have understood that the reason for this was because Xien, who held this blessing, had the breath of the mother of the gods, which made her feel as at ease as she was in her parents' arms.

What really changed Jade's mood was what happened the next day.

"Little guy, are you going to go with me?"

Jade felt quite incredible when the person looked directly at him and said such a sentence to himself.

It’s not because no one has said that to me.

In the past, those who took in and adopted themselves said this sentence a lot.

But their eyes were completely different from those of that person.

In the past, those who planned to take in and adopt themselves only regarded themselves as abandoned children of unknown origin. Based on sympathy, pity and love, they planned to bring her into their lives.

But this person is different.

The person's eyes were not about bringing himself to his side, but about him about entering his side and intervening in her life and her life.

These are two completely different things.

The former is to let herself abandon her past and live with them, but Jade cannot be done, so she left.

The latter is to let oneself face one's own problems, and the other party will intervene, interfere, and face it with oneself.

Especially for some reason, the other party would reveal the emotions that seemed to be looking at people who were suffering from the same illness, which made Jade feel a different touch than the people he had met in the past.

Maybe, even the other party doesn’t know that he has shown such emotions?

So, at that time, Jade nodded.

It is not based on the choice of going with the flow, but for the first time in history, he was loyal to his heart and nodded this head.

From that time on, everything is destined to be changed.

Later, Jade discovered that he was a brave man. He had a holy sword. Not only could he help him break the seal and return to his original body, but he could also help him weaken the power of his original body and increase his chances of returning.

"Don't worry, I'll help you."

The other party was obviously not a person who could speak such kind words, but when facing him, he naturally said such words.

"Don't forget, it was me who asked you to choose whether to follow me, and it was me who asked you to say anything and claim to help you. Since you have made a choice, I will definitely help you to the end."

For such a reason, the other party broke the seal regardless of the consequences, or chose to do so even though he knew he would cause trouble. It was really impulsive and reckless.

But...

"Don't worry, we still have time, and then think about it slowly, what should we do."

"Okay?"

The words at that time were incredibly relieved Jade's anxiety and collapse, and made her incomplete rationality suddenly make a living.

That is, you should not give up on yourself and die.

Yes.

Before this, the return of Jade was just giving up on itself.

The result she pursued was not success, but was planning to end it all.

In other words, it doesn’t matter whether you succeed or fail in the end.

She just didn't want to continue like this anymore.

It was not until that time that Jade had the first idea of ​​success.

Even if the hope is still very slim, the existence nature of the evil god Lilith itself is a difficult and even a problem, but Jade still wants to make a fight.

If it fails, then forget it.

But if she succeeds, this time, she must eliminate the barriers she felt in the past, enter other people's lives, and let her rationality truly grow.
To be continued...