Chapter 42 Lal’s Sorrow (Part 1)

"Are you really going to play horseback riding with me? Sara is so happy."

The little Lolita's angelic little face is filled with a smile like a hundred flowers blooming.

I... holy shit, those eyes are so big and shining. Could this be the legendary new signature killer, the shining and invincible meteor eyes?

When I saw that the situation was not good, I immediately avoided it. Fortunately, fortunately, the main target of the attack was not me, otherwise...

Sure enough, the two barbarian brothers seemed to be immobilized, with one foot in the air, but they couldn't put it down. They could only turn around helplessly, with stiff smiles on their faces, as stiff as zombies.

"Little Sara, Uncle Doug still has something to do. Can I come with you next time?"

Doug said with an expression that was almost flattering, and Geoff nodded quickly: "Yes, yes, I just heard that a large group of fallen demons attacked the villagers. We want to rush over and have a look..."

Today, I didn’t expect that Gefu would be so precise when he lied. It seems that I am the purest among the four.

"Is...is that like this? Then Sarala won't disturb Uncle Doug and Geoff. Uncle should be careful and come to play with Sarala often in the future."

The considerate little Loli lowered her head with a sad look on her face, twirling her white floral sleeves.

"Dad is often away from home, and mom is also very busy. Uncle Doug and Jeff haven't been here for a long time. Shala is so lonely. Shala is an unloved child. Everyone ignores Shala..."

As he spoke, his big watery eyes turned red, and his fluttering eyelashes drooped. He was really a little fairy. I didn’t expect that an old man like Lal could give birth to such a beautiful daughter...

The cute and sad version of the legendary shining invincible meteor eye appeared, oh oh oh, luckily I had already dodged it.

Doug and Geoff were not so lucky. Under the attack of the little Lolita's "innocent" eyes, their hearts were beaten to pieces. Guilt, shame and other guilt surged into their hearts. After all, they were aliens.

People of the world, not to mention Gefu, even the shameless Doug, has a generally simple side. If it were in the original world, maybe the little loli would not only get no sympathy and pity, but also arouse some

People’s evil desires, hum~~

What, you said that person is me, how is it possible, I am not that person, really...

In the end, the poor fellow barbarian was dragged away by the little lolita, but I was left alone. The little lolita seemed to be very afraid of strangers, and her eyes were always evasive when looking at me, which was very cute.

"Wu, congratulations on your return from experience."

Lar said to me with a happy face.

"Thank you, Lar, for your teaching."

I said sincerely that my combat experience was taught by Lal, and most of my knowledge in the dark was taught by Akara. The two of them can be said to be my enlightenment mentors and have been a great favor to me. I, Wu

Fan is definitely not a person who does not repay kindness. Without them, even if I had the bug amulet, I might have narrowly escaped death. Sometimes, relative experience is often more important than relative strength, such as setting up camp, if not

Akara taught me to randomly find a place and sleep until midnight. Several small groups of fallen demons suddenly played rebirth in my tent. Hum...

"What level is it now?"

Lal took the cup handed to him by his wife and took a sip.

"Level 3." I continued my great bullshit business.

"Thank you." I said quickly after taking the cup from Lar's wife.

"This is my wife, Sari."

Lal pointed at the beautiful middle-aged woman, with indescribable pride in his tone. The relationship between the two was so sweet.

"This is my friend, Wu Fan." Lal reported to his wife gently.

I looked at Saree. She was really a beautiful woman. Saree's fairy-like beauty probably came from her inheritance.

"Wu Fan? What a special name. Can I call you Wu like Lal?"

"Lal's wife," Sari covered her mouth and chuckled, with a gentle and charming expression. "Lal is really lucky. He has a good wife and a lovely daughter."

"Of course, it's my honor."

After leaving the sari, I said with envy: "Lal, your life is so nourishing, you have a gentle wife, a lovely daughter, tsk tsk..."

Is that so? My words seemed to have touched something, and Lal smiled a little reluctantly.

"Why, looking at you looking so angry, could it be that you, that, can't do it...?"

"You can't do it!"

It's a matter of a man's dignity, even though Lal is so steady, he is embarrassed.

"It's just..." Lal glanced at the two barbarians who were accompanying Sara in the distance and said with a guilty look on his face.

"I feel sorry for Doug and Geoff."

"Well, how do you say this?"

"Doug and Geoff, they are both very talented career changers, but, just, they followed the incompetent me."

Lal suddenly put his head in his hands and looked in pain, which caught me off guard. He was no longer a child, so he was crying anyway.

"I can't let go of my home. I always hope to spend more time with Sari and Sara. I'm always afraid of going to the battlefield and never seeing them again. Doug and Gefu are all dragged down by me.

It's all my fault."

"A few years ago, some of the job transferees who transferred with me have already moved towards Lu Goin, and the rest are also preparing to challenge Andalil. Only I am still gasping for breath with nothing to do.

"

"Wu, do you look down on me? As a noble paladin, I am weak and incompetent, unwilling to make progress, and always indulge in the warmth of home. Even so, even if I am insulted like this, I am willing to do so. It's just Doug

With Gefu and others, there was already hope of sprinting towards Lu Goin, but because of me..."

"And Sari and the others... Wu, you just saw Sara, a thirteen-year-old child, and she played a horse riding game with me. Didn't you think it was ridiculous? No, it's not ridiculous at all. Since she was born

Since then, my incompetent father has not been able to spend much time with her. In her heart, the way of communication with her ruthless father is still the horse riding game she knew when she was three years old...

…”

When Lal let go of the topic, it was as if a flood had opened, and all the bitterness and sorrow in his heart poured out. He sobbed in a low voice, with such a serious loss of composure. I was stunned. I didn't expect that the usually calm and humorous person

Lal actually hides such unknown pain.

I understand Lar's feelings very well at this time. As a career changer, he is bound by his family, his persistence in family ties, and he has been instilled in him since he was a child to defend the Dark Continent and drive out the forces of hell.

, there is a fierce struggle and confrontation all the time. To use an inappropriate but very appropriate word to describe it, it is "the dilemma between loyalty and righteousness".

And because of his hesitation, the two brothers Doug and Geoff who followed him were idle all day long, which made Lal even more guilty.

"Uncle Lar, you think too much."

I patted his shoulder, and Lar raised his head and looked at me with red eyes.

"Actually, I'm not afraid to tell you the truth. My thoughts are similar to yours. Do you know what my biggest dream is after becoming a Druid? I think that now that I am a Druid, my identity is different, so I should be able to

Well, find a good wife. When the time comes, I will take her to live in seclusion in the mountains and forests, and live a peaceful and happy life, no matter what happens in the Dark Continent."

Seeing Lal's silence, I struck while the iron was hot and said: "So, you don't need to feel ashamed or sad for your general thoughts. No one likes war. Killing and being killed, along with the passing of life, will always be so disturbing.

People are in pain and hesitation, and no one wants to leave. Everyone has someone they cherish, but the way they choose to protect is slightly different from you. They prefer to kill one more enemy on the battlefield.

Safety will also be increased, and you..."

I looked at Lar with a half-smile.

"It's a bit exaggerated. Not only do you want to protect their safety, but you also want to protect their hearts. You may not be an excellent warrior, but you are definitely an excellent father. No one can laugh at you for this, absolutely not

…”

"As for Doug and Geoff, I don't know what they think, but you don't have to bear any guilt. They follow you voluntarily. If they feel unwilling, they will naturally choose to leave. Everything is

What they are choosing has nothing to do with you."

"good……"
Chapter completed!