As the title says, Lao Qi can no longer remember which novel this was his frustrated novel. He used to think that one day when his book became popular, he would share with his book friends emotionally and share his hardships over the years with his book friends, and then look forward to the future.

But unfortunately, I don’t even know when that day will come.

About ten years ago, in October, I had the idea of ​​writing novels for the first time, and began to try to write books. Then, with a passionate heart, I wrote several floppy texts that I had not signed a contract with hundreds of thousands of words.

At that time, I was naive to think that I could succeed by working hard, but later I gradually realized that talent in the writing industry is far more important than hard work.

I have seen too many latecomers rise over the years, but I am still a pitiful flop. Most of the authors who once fought with me have disappeared in the years.

In the past ten years, Lao Qi wrote about buying out of bargain prices, and even wrote about the money and writing at home in a crazy manner, but the reward was far lower than my efforts, let alone creation changed my destiny.

And I was slapped in the face by reality again and again, slowly recognizing myself, and even starting to deny myself. Fortunately, my personality is that Xiaoqiang, who cannot be beaten to death. Even though I cried the night before, I still found a hope of deceiving myself when I woke up the next morning. That's why you saw the book "Game Copy Supplier" again today.

I have missed many opportunities at home full-time and made my life extremely passive. So here I advise all friends who want to write novels not to choose full-time before writing a popular work.

The uploaded book was almost the day when I started to create it ten years ago. Some people may be curious about my pseudonym. In fact, when I registered this new pseudonym to upload "The Great Fusion of Movie World", it happened to be seven years and a few days, so I simply took it for seven years and seven days.

These ten years have happened to be my entire youth!

I am just an ordinary working person who graduated from college. I earn a few thousand yuan a month and support a family. I have always dreamed that writing books can change my destiny, and I also promised that my wife could give her a better future.

But no matter how beautiful the promise is, it will deteriorate, and no matter how beautiful the expectation will turn into despair due to repeated disappointments.

We have been in love for ten years, yes, it is almost the full ten years when I was at the starting point, she witnessed the ups and downs...

Like me, she also became suspicious and even disappointed with me.

This year we have our first baby, the responsibility on my shoulders has become heavier, and the pressure on us has become greater. Of course, I have been able to squeeze out and write less time.

However, my promise to her was not fulfilled ten years ago. At that time, she knew that I was writing novels and really supported me, including when I was at home full time, she also supported me. Even because of my unstable income, she would not dare to change jobs no matter how unhappy she was at work.

To be honest, I always feel guilty, but the loser is the loser and you can't make up for anything.

To be honest, this book has a very bad grade. It didn't go to Sanjiang. I didn't even wait for the last chance to go to the homepage to promote it today. If nothing unexpected happens, it will be released on January 1. It is currently 15,000 yuan in collections. If it were placed ten years ago, it would be a result that I was very satisfied with.

Nowadays, this is a shame for me. I know very well how many subscriptions you can have for this five-ten thousand collection. According to the best subscription ratio of Qidian, it is only more than one thousand subscriptions.

And it's the best situation, if it's the worst... I can't imagine it.

However, what is even more terrifying is that the unsatisfactory results of this book have kept me in a state of self-denial for the past two months and in the denial words of my wife, unable to extricate myself.

I kept asking myself whether I should persist, what can I do in the future, how should I change my life, how can I bring a better life to my children and family, and how can I prove that I am not a loser and a waste.

However, I have not found the answer yet. That feeling of powerlessness and despair are tormenting me every day.

In fact, I had an answer in my heart very early. I am not a genius author. I also hope that miracles will happen after working hard, but there are not so many miracles in reality.

Until now, I have no motivation to generate electricity for love. What I have left is for the little bit of manuscript fee, a little bit of extra money that can make my life a little more abundant, and support me torn by the messy marriage and life every day, and I have to work hard to adjust a better state of mind to write and conceive.

As of today, the early achievements of this book are destined. Just like my first half of my life, the fate that follows may be in the hands of all readers and friends.

The quality of this book’s subscription directly determines the subsequent recommendations of this book and my income. I don’t expect this book to make me turn over, but at least I can continue to write decently.

Instead of struggling to support the family's doubts and denials, if a person's efforts are far from proportional to the rewards, then this behavior must be no different from a fool in the eyes of others, especially in the adult world.

So, I urge all readers and friends to hope that you can come to Qidian to support my genuine subscription. No surprises will be released on January 1, 2021. I don’t expect a miracle to happen, but please give me a reason to continue, even if it’s an excuse. Please, brothers.

Finally, I would like to thank you, Qilin, for your efforts to help me arrange recommendations. I know that this book is not performing well, so you have tried your best.

I also want to thank all my brothers who rewarded me. Your rewards are also the charcoal fire I have in the past two months. Thank you very much. Before it was released, Lao Qi updated temporarily, because I have really tortured me recently. Lao Qi is disabled and has slowed down his typing speed. You can keep it for a few days. But on January 1st, please remember to subscribe to Lao Qi. I am very grateful. After it is released, Lao Qi has to work hard to ensure two updates for that little bit of attendance. Of course, I will feel at ease.

The five updates are guaranteed on the day of the launch. After ordering for 1,000, every 200 or more updates exceeding 200, a total of one league leader will add three updates, and the top will not be capped.

If there is a Silver Alliance... well, forget it, I won’t slap myself in the face!
Chapter completed!