At this moment, Bei Mingchen held the bronze mirror in his hand and looked at his embarrassed appearance, and then at Shuojin's sincere appearance. After drinking, he finally sobered up a little.
"I, I..." Bei Mingchen stammered for a long time.
"Bei Mingchen, I tell you, you can only die in my hands. No one can kill you. I didn't kill you at the beginning, so naturally I won't let others kill you." Shuo Jin vowed.
Said.
kill?
Now when the word "Bei Mingchen" is mentioned, he feels trembling all over.
"Is she okay?"
Bei Mingchen was most concerned about Sun Ningqing.
"She's very good, that's what she meant."
Shuojin didn't want to pay much attention to Bei Mingchen. He walked leisurely to the window, looked at the mountains in the distance, and said simply. It was Su Ningqing who asked Shuojin to give her brother another chance.
"You mean she will forgive me?"
Hearing Shuojin's words, Bei Mingchen suddenly became excited. He didn't even bother to straighten his clothes, and walked straight to Shuojin, asking excitedly.
"It's not forgiveness, it's just that I don't care anymore. How can you deserve forgiveness if you did something like that?"
Shuojin's cold light glanced at Bei Mingchen, and as soon as his words came out, Bei Mingchen's eyes, which had just brightened for a moment, dimmed again.
"It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, it's reasonable."
Bei Mingchen breathed a long sigh of relief and felt a stone in his heart fell to the ground. In any case, the fact that Suning Qing could talk about himself calmly was Bei Mingchen's greatest comfort.
"Can you tell me what she said?"
At this moment, Bei Mingchen's words were unhurried, his eyes were gentler, and his whole person felt a little more alive. Shuojin simply told him all of Su Ningqing's evaluation of Bei Mingchen.
"After talking about your cruelty, your helplessness and worries about gains and losses, I also mentioned the things you did for me..." As he spoke, Shuojin's voice became uncontrollably choked up.
"Of course, there are also hardships and difficulties you have along the way..."
At this moment, Shuojin once again recalled today's conversation with Su Ningqing, and relayed Su Ningqing's words as intact as possible.
I have to say that what Bei Mingchen did really chilled Shuojin's heart. Shuojin once really wanted to break up with Bei Mingchen completely. From then on, bridges will return to bridges and roads will return to each other. The two of them have nothing to do with each other.
No more entanglements.
It was Su Ningqing who dissuaded Shuo Jin. She said that they were brothers and should be of the same mind.
If they were really taken advantage of by someone with ulterior motives and alienated the relationship between the two brothers, and eventually harmed the Huanqing Pavilion again, harmed other people in Prince Xiao's palace, implicated the Song family, or even were taken advantage of by a neighboring country.
If you gain people without making a living, then the gain is really not worth the loss.
That day, Shuojin and Su Ningqing talked a lot. Shuojin told her about his experiences over the years, and Su Ningqing also told him about his own experiences. Of course, they both mentioned Bei Mingchen's incident.
Su Ningqing understands Bei Mingchen's worries about gains and losses very well. If it is something that Bei Mingchen cherishes, he will hold it carefully and tightly in his hands. No matter what method he uses, he will not let others take it away.
Go. Bei Mingchen's love, his possessiveness, sometimes even domineering and extreme.
In Su Ningqing's view, Bei Mingchen looked very noble, with countless people surrounding him and taking orders from him. However, he was the loneliest person in the palace, even more lonely than Su Ningqing had been in the palace.
Bei Mingchen never dared to have close friendship with others, nor did he dare to be honest with others. When he found out that others had secrets that he did not know, he thought that others had betrayed him. Bei Mingchen always wore a thick disguise,
Put that sincerity in a cage.
Like Shuojin, Bei Mingchen can be regarded as a person who crawled out of hell. His bone marrow is filled with poison. In the deep palace where he grew up, there are actually some monsters in human skin. The palace is full of monsters.
There are many thorns. The reason why Bei Mingchen became like this is probably because in the fight for the imperial throne, his true heart was gradually swallowed up, and he even went crazy.
Everyone said that Bei Mingchen was a madman, and this statement was not groundless. He seemed to be a pampered prince, but he had to worry about his livelihood every day, and sometimes he even had a luxury of living.
In fact, compared with Bei Mingchen, Shuojin is much happier. Shuojin has been cared for by his master and his wife since he was a child, and also has the love of his brothers and sisters. When he was young, he had Aweng and a group of brothers and sisters who loved him. When he was a teenager,
Shuojin grew up in a paradise-like environment. Shuojin was very clever, so everyone liked him very much and were willing to share any good things with him. This also made Shuojin innocent, bohemian, and desire-free.
What I’m looking for is a character that’s a bit like banishing an immortal.
Shuojin has a straightforward personality. If she identifies someone, she will treat her wholeheartedly without asking for anything in return.
But Bei Mingchen is different. Since the incident with his mother and concubine, the only person he is closest to is his father. However, Hualing Kingdom has more than a dozen princes and nearly twenty princesses.
Coupled with the miscellaneous things in the court, Bei Mingshuo had very little love to give to Bei Mingchen.
Sometimes, Bei Mingshuo doesn't even have the ability to ensure that Bei Mingchen is safe and sound.
Therefore, Bei Mingchen has been unloved since he was a child. He only has cold possessions and power, as well as countless open and covert arrows, so he must try his best to protect himself.
On the contrary to Shuojin, the more well-behaved, sensible and smart Bei Mingchen is, the more he will be regarded as a thorn in others' side, and the easier it will be to be framed. So Bei Mingchen can only pretend to be stupid and act like a fool.
Bei Mingchen seemed to be indifferent and idle. Few people taught Bei Mingchen to read and write. He could only learn secretly when no one was around, or secretly eavesdropped in the corner to learn some ways of governing the country.
Some strategies for leading troops, some practicing kung fu quietly. Everything must be done quietly.
Only when he holds the thing tightly in his hand can Bei Mingchen feel a little more at ease.
It was not until six years ago that Bei Mingchen met Bei Mingjin and his biological brother that he gradually began to open his heart. Only then did everyone realize that the fifth prince was not really stupid.
A few years later, Huanqing Pavilion was rebuilt quietly and became a major sect in the world. Bei Mingchen no longer concealed it and showed his full strength.
It takes ten years to sharpen a sword, nothing better than this.
A few years later, Bei Mingchen met Miss Xiyan, also known as Su Ningqing. She was like a light in his life, saving his life when he was in the most critical moment, and rescued him several times later.
He and Shui were in deep trouble. Suning was innocent and innocent, and her smile was always so bright, warming people's hearts more than the sunshine in winter. Although I didn't know what the purpose of this woman was, I felt very at ease with her in Beimingchen
, he is also willing to take off his shell in front of her and reveal his true feelings to this woman.
It stands to reason that true friends and true love are enough for this life.
Unfortunately, in the intrigues for the throne, Bei Mingchen gradually became suspicious and always had unreasonable suspicions. Bei Mingchen began to hurt his loved ones, doubt his best friends, and kill his loved ones. Bei Mingchen always pretended to care about others.
, to do something harmful, he has to have some chips in his hand to feel at ease.
Even if he cares about one person, Bei Mingchen will disguise himself as a heinous villain.
This is Bei Mingchen, the Bei Mingchen in Suningqing's eyes.
"Yeah, she still understands me."
After hearing this, Bei Mingchen sighed with emotion, and the tears that he had been holding back for several days could not stop falling. For more than twenty years, no one has ever spoken out his true feelings. Song Jinse loved Bei Mingchen without hesitation, but he did not
understand him.
Until this moment, Shuojin didn't believe that there was a kind of emotion that transcended the love between men and women. Su Ningqing was not the person who loved Bei Mingchen the most, but she did understand him best, even better than Bei Mingchen himself.
"Chen, if you have anything to ask, just ask. I will never hide it today."
Shuojin understood Bei Mingchen's concerns about gain and loss, the misunderstanding between the two, and the reason why the two brothers hurt each other. Therefore, Shuojin planned to open up his heart and no longer hold back against Bei Mingchen.
"In those years, did you go to Yaowang Valley?"
"Yes." Shuojin answered simply and neatly.
"Is the poison on your body also due to Medicine King Valley?"
"yes."
"Then why is the poison on your body so complicated?"
"The Medicine King Valley detoxified the poison in my mother's body, but they also gave me a new poison."
"Why?"
"It's nothing, it's just fighting poison with poison. Besides, the old valley master actually gave me the antidote to completely detoxify me, but I just threw the medicine away."
"Why?"
Bei Mingchen's face was full of doubts. Just throw away the things you got?
"You can't have your cake and eat it too for the sake of your heart." Shuo Jin smiled lightly. He never regretted his decision at that time. If he had to do it again, he would make the same choice.
"Xi Yan's real name is Sun Ningqing. She is indeed a medicine person."
"yes."
Bei Mingchen continued to ask. When he heard this, Shuojin's hands subconsciously grabbed the lapels of his clothes and clenched them tightly. The word "yes" was bitten hard by Shuojin.
"Don't worry, I won't hurt her. Even if you are willing, I will no longer force you."
Bei Mingchen understood that if he forced Shuojin to detoxify him again, he would probably do something even more extreme.
"Brother, are you really doing this for me?"
Shuojin felt that those words were a bit profound. He couldn't understand for a while. Could it be that Bei Mingchen was looking for the medicine man for his own sake? Did Bei Mingchen just want to help him get rid of the poison of bones and flowers?
"Don't worry, I will protect this secret. Only you can kill me, and only you can pry open my mouth."
Bei Mingchen had no intention of answering Shuo Jin's question. He was not good at expressing himself. He just smiled lightly, a smile that was sincere, gentle, and full of vicissitudes, full of love for his younger brother.
The atmosphere at the scene was a bit dull and depressing for a while.
"I promise you, I will never do anything to hurt you again." Bei Mingchen vowed to make a promise.
