The first time I met Tian Shan was not long after the Spring Festival in 2005. One time, Xie Yuan's fellow villagers invited Xie Yuan to dinner, and during the dinner they talked about Xie Yuan's marriage. An elder brother from the same hometown said that he wanted to introduce a partner to Xie Yuan.
Because he drank a lot that day, Xie Yuan agreed casually. Unexpectedly, the elder brother actually called Xie Yuan a few days later.
The meeting was arranged in a quiet and elegant hotel private room. Xie Yuan, who is already 33 years old and still single, dressed up carefully. Dressed in a decent jacket and trousers, Xie Yuan looked mature and steady. There were three people on the other side.
One man and two women. According to the fellow villagers, the older one is his wife, and the young and beautiful girl is his sister-in-law Tian Shan.
Before meeting Tian Shan, Xie Yuan actually didn't have much hope. But after he met Tian Shan, he was completely fascinated by Tian Shan. Tian Shan wore a beige long skirt that day.
Wearing a long khaki suit jacket and her short hair that seemed to be casually scattered to her collarbone, the whole person looked elegant, intellectual, quiet and generous.
Xie Yuan felt that he was at a loss in front of a woman for the first time. During the entire meal, his heartbeat was much faster than usual. He did not dare to stare at Tian Shan's beautiful, almost perfect face, let alone look at that
A pair of peach blossom eyes under the slender eyebrows. Only the peripheral vision of the eyes lingered on her thin and thin curves.
Things went smoothly beyond Xie Yuan's expectation. Eating, watching movies, holding hands, hugging and kissing all happened so naturally. Xie Yuan and Tian Shan didn't talk much. For most of the time they spent together, the two of them were
They just sat there in silence, but the two of them never felt awkward or bored.
When the summer was about to pass, Xie Yuan decided to propose to Tian Shan.
He prepared a proposal ring, but he could not resolve a problem in his heart. It was when he was a senior in college that an explosion occurred in the laboratory. The glass fragments produced by the explosion hit his lower body and completely destroyed his body.
He lost his fertility. Fortunately, his sexual ability was not affected. Unfortunately, his sexual ability was not affected.
Before meeting Tian Shan, he had never met a girl he liked, but every time he failed because he confessed that he was infertile. This time he didn't want to fail again, he was 33 years old. But he didn't want to deceive Tian even more.
As the relationship between Shan. and Tian Shan deepened step by step, Xie Yuan's heart gradually fell into painful contradictions.
In the end, Xie Yuan chose to hide it. He decided to hide his flaws and spend his whole life protecting Tian Shan. He knelt under the moon and swore to the sky that he would always love Tian Shan in this life, never quarrel with Tian Shan, and always listen to her.
, forgive her forever.
It was smooth before marriage, and happy after marriage.
The three years after marriage were the happiest time in Xie Yuan's life. Although his parents occasionally mentioned the matter of children, they easily put it aside. He and Tian Shan also talked about when to have children.
Tian Shan's attitude is very easy-going. She can do whatever she says. There is no need to rush and there is no need to deliberately avoid it. If you have it, just do it. If you don't have it, just wait. Tian Shan's attitude greatly reduces Xie Yuan's pressure, and he enjoys the wedding at the same time.
Feeling the sweetness at the end, I was thinking about how to deal with this insurmountable obstacle.
But one day, this obstacle suddenly disappeared.
That night, Xie Yuan returned home as usual and started busy cooking. Ever since Tian Shan quit her job and opened a flower shop by herself, Xie Yuan has been responsible for the task of cooking.
Tian Shan came back earlier than usual. After entering the door, she flew behind Xie Yuan like a bird and gave him a hug. Xie Yuan, who was stir-frying with a shovel, didn't understand what was going on and thought to himself that today
What happened? What good thing happened to her? She was so happy. But because the food in the pot required him to face more, he said:
"Hey, go out and change your clothes first. I'll make you covered in oil."
Xie Yuan fried the vegetables, put the rice on the table, put it on the table, and took off his apron. At this time, Tian Shan, who had changed into home clothes, came over, hugged him from the front, and put her head on his chest tenderly, shyly
said:
"I am pregnant."
"Ah! What did you say?" Xie Yuan couldn't believe his ears.
"I'm pregnant." Tian Shan repeated, burying her head deeper in Xie Yuan's arms.
Xie Yuan only felt his heart contract violently, and he subconsciously hugged Tian Shan tightly. Fortunately, Tian Shan couldn't see his shocked face. He felt that his body was shaking, and Tian Shan seemed to feel that something was wrong.
, wanted to raise his head to look at him, but he hugged Tian Shan's head. He tried hard to restrain his uneasiness and excitement, and said softly:
"Great, great."
He had forgotten how to eat that meal. He only remembered that he tried his best to put a smile on his face. Tian Shan was very happy. She was looking forward to her life as a mother. She asked him if he liked a boy or a girl. She wanted
He began to name the children, one for boys and one for girls.
He couldn't sleep that night. Looking at Tian Shan's happy sleeping face, he felt as if he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle. He didn't know whether he should cry or laugh. At dawn, he began to hope that his illness had improved, and he decided to
Go for a checkup the next day.
He sat in the waiting room of the hospital for a long time, thinking about whether he should go to the consulting room. He thought over and over again, and calculated over and over again. In the end, there were only two results, one that was his or one that was not his own. It was his own.
Of course there is no need to think about it. But what should you do if it is not yours? In fact, there is no other way, there are only two results: accept or not accept it. How should you choose?
If you choose not to accept it, how should you tell Tian Shan? Say that you have known for a long time that you can't have children? No! You can never say that.
Is there any other explanation? Now that the child has not been born, I can't say that he doesn't look like me. Even if I secretly come to the hospital for a checkup now, I can't explain it to Tian Shan.
Unless he got evidence of Tian Shan's cheating! He thought. If he had evidence of Tian Shan's cheating, he could openly ask for a DNA test, thus concealing the fact that he was infertile. He could also divorce Tian Shan.
.
Thinking of Tian Shan's happy look in his arms, he felt that Tian Shan had not cheated. But if Tian Shan had not cheated, how did the child come about? Except that he had regained his fertility. Is this possible?
Do you want to go for a checkup? Do you want to go for a checkup? Do you want to go for a checkup?
He sat from morning until dark, and the waiting room was empty. The moon rose, and the moonlight shone in front of Xie Yuan through the glass window. He suddenly remembered his vow under the moon: to forgive Tian Shan forever. Thinking of
Here he suddenly felt relieved. He was going to forgive her anyway, so why bother worrying about whether she was right or wrong?
Xie Yuan did it many times in the next few years, thinking about life in the waiting room, but each time he did not go in until his daughter Xie Ziyao was 6 years old.
That day, Yaoyao Kindergarten was out of school, and Xie Yuan went to pick up her daughter home. On the way home from school, Yaoyao asked for French fries. So Xie Yuan drove Yaoyao to a nearby shopping mall for shopping.
There is a KFC restaurant on the first floor of the center. Yaoyao ordered French fries and chicken wings, and he ordered a coffee. The two were sitting on the seats by the window, enjoying a happy father-daughter time.
Suddenly Xiao Yaoyao pointed to the outside of the window and said:
"Dad, dad, look, mom is there."
Xie Yuan followed Yaoyao's fingers and saw Tian Shan walking into the stopped elevator. The elevator door closed immediately after Tian Shan entered and headed to the underground parking lot.
Xie Yuan looked at Tian Shan leaving with confusion, and an impulse rose from the bottom of his heart. He then said to his daughter:
"You saw it wrong, that's not mom."
My daughter didn't care if the person who entered the elevator was her mother. Even after she got home and saw her mother, she completely forgot that she had ever seen her mother at KFC.
But Xie Yuan noticed that the Tian Shan who returned home was not wearing the same clothes as the Tian Shan he saw at KFC. Xie Yuan had seen the clothes he saw at KFC in a flower shop before, when Xie Yuan was still
ask:
"Why are you putting such beautiful clothes here?"
I remember Tian Shan said lightly at that time:
"It's not a good dress. It's just something you wear casually in the store."
That night after his daughter went to bed, when Xie Yuan and Tian Shan were chatting, Xie Yuan pretended to be unintentional and asked:
"Is the store busy today?"
"I was busy. I didn't have time all afternoon. One of my units ordered a lot of flowers and I was busy until the evening." Tian Shan blew dry her wet hair and went to bed early.
Xie Yuan walked into the clinic the next day. The result was as he expected, his fertility had not recovered at all.
The next five years were the darkest five years in Xie Yuan's life, until he was detained by He Xiaohui.
Xie Yuan's pain was not because of Tian Shan's betrayal, but because he knew Tian Shan's betrayal but couldn't reveal it in front of her and his daughter. He actually knew from the beginning that Yaoyao was not his biological daughter, but he didn't know it before.
Just admit it in your heart.
His love for Yaoyao was real. When he took the pink elf from the doctor's hands, he knew that everything in his life belonged to her. He could lose Tian Shan, but he would never allow himself to
Losing Yaoyao. Yaoyao was his heaven, Yaoyao was his land, and Yaoyao was everything to him. When the cruel facts were placed in front of him today, he felt that it was only Tian Shan's fault and had nothing to do with Yaoyao.
But he was unwilling to give in. His curiosity, his jealousy, and his sense of humiliation made it difficult for him to sleep and eat well. He divided a good family of three into two parts in his heart. Yaoyao and he were one, and the other was
Tian Shan. He didn't dare to show anything in front of Tian Shan. He was afraid that Tian Shan knew that he knew everything. He was afraid that he would ask Tian Shan to make a choice, and he was even more afraid that Tian Shan would ask him to choose. He was afraid that Tian Shan would take away his
Yaoyao. But he still wants to know who Tian Shan betrayed him.