Zhao Xun was cooking when he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart.
The pain forced him to immediately put down the shovel in his hand and squat down.
Wang Cai, who was making milk tea at the side, immediately noticed something strange and rushed forward.
"Brother Mingyun, are you okay?"
"Wangcai, my chest hurts so much, it feels like someone has cut it with a knife."
Zhao Xun also said whatever he wanted at this moment, without any cover-up.
He indeed felt an extreme pain.
This feeling is difficult to describe in words, it is an unparalleled pain.
"Um, chest pain? Brother Mingyun, do you have angina?"
"No, it's like the pain I feel from the sea of consciousness. It's really hard for me to describe."
Zhao Xun was quite nervous at the moment. For him, this was something he had never felt before.
It is not that simple to stay completely calm.
"Um, I think this is it. Brother Mingyun, please calm down first. See if sitting and meditating can delay the pain. If it can be done, then we will make some other adjustments."
Wangcai knew that he must not panic at this time.
If they are very panicked at this moment, it will make the situation even more difficult to control.
Meditation is a great way to solve problems.
So far, Zhao Xun has mastered this trick.
As long as you can keep doing it, it will bring you a completely different experience.
"Okay, I'll try."
Although Zhao Xun was in pain at the moment, he also knew that what Wangcai said made sense.
He immediately began to try zazen meditation.
As long as this thing is successful, many things will become simple.
“Seems ok”
After Zhao Xun made a preliminary attempt, he found that it was relatively simple.
For him, this is a good signal.
"Brother Mingyun, how do you feel now?"
Wangcai asked with great concern.
"Wangcai, let me be quiet."
What Zhao Xun needs most now is to rest.
When he can fully immerse himself in this state, he doesn't have to worry about something weird happening.
So far, everything seems to be going relatively smoothly.
"Okay, take your time. I won't rush you at this time."
Wangcai also knew that Zhao Xun was in a very difficult situation at this time, and he should not make any further interruptions.
If Zhao Xun can get out of this difficulty, everything will be fine.
"Breathe in and out."
Zhao Xun knew that he could only rely on himself at present, and no one else could count on him.
In this way, he must make his breathing as even as possible.
As long as there is no problem with his breathing, no matter how big the problem is, it won't be a problem.
"It seems that the situation is quite ideal."
"Um?"
"It means, brother Mingyun, you have already come out?"
"I haven't completely come out of it. I still feel a little painful. I just say that the pain has weakened and is now bearable."
Zhao Xun was quite calm at this moment.
"What on earth is going on? How come you, the good brother Mingyun, are in such pain all of a sudden?"
"I don't know, but I think this is probably related to Satan. When Satan sees that we have dispersed the dark fog, he will think of other vicious thoughts. I think this matter must have a lot to do with him.
of."
No matter what angle he analyzed it from, Zhao Xun felt that this matter had a lot to do with Satan.
Therefore, he needs to reasonably adjust his thinking for a long period of time.
As long as he can solve the problem as much as possible, he can give the academy more opportunities.
At this special moment, Zhao Xun must act like a talkative person in the academy.
Although all this may seem difficult, it does require him to try hard.
If he does nothing at this time, it will be inappropriate from any angle.
"Essentially, I can't describe this feeling. It's like, someone is targeting your weaknesses. Now Satan is obviously testing my weaknesses. I want to avoid being discovered by him as much as possible.
.But this is obviously not an easy thing. Now the pressure I face can be said to be increasing."
After Zhao Xun regained his rationality, he immediately began to analyze the possible mastermind.
After much thought, he still felt that Satan was the most likely possibility.
"Well, if it's Satan, I can only say that this guy's ghost is still here."
Wangcai was still a little nervous at this time.
Of course he was very afraid of Satan.
In fact, over a long period of time, they had suffered a very strong impact from Satan.
So now they all have a lingering fear of Satan.
Zhao Xun knew that at this time, it would be difficult to figure out the reason just by himself.
So he hopes to use the power of other people to help him find the crux of the problem.
Zhao Xun thought about it and decided that the Academy Library Pavilion was the most reliable.
So he decided to go to the Academy Library as soon as possible to make things clear.
The information in the academy's library will definitely help Zhao Xun get out of his current blind spot.
"It seems that the most serious problem now is that Satan is trying to conquer your heart. Once your heart is conquered, you may be controlled by Satan. The function of dark fear is to constantly destroy your heart. As long as it is true
At that moment, you won’t even react and you will be defeated immediately.”
"Is it so scary?"
At this moment, Zhao Xun's face was pale and he really didn't know what to say.
"Do you think I'm joking with you? The current situation is that you must adjust your thoughts as much as possible, and you must not let Satan take advantage of you. Especially since you are still the head of the academy. If you show up
If there is an accident, the entire academy will be in chaos. Therefore, you need to recover in the shortest possible time, so that you can reach a reasonable state. After procrastinating for a long time, I am worried that you will be unable to control yourself.
"
It can be seen that the Academy Library is still very worried about Zhao Xun.
As far as Zhao Xun's current situation is concerned, he has indeed reached a blind spot.
Zhao Xun himself had to make adjustments before dealing with other deep-seated issues.
But if even Zhao Xun himself cannot reach a reasonable state, he will become even more passive in the future.
“How do I adjust this?”
"You should still start from the door of your heart. If you can strengthen the door of your heart as much as possible, then no matter what Satan does next, it probably won't affect you."
The Academy Library knew that Zhao Xun was facing tremendous pressure at this moment. He still wanted to let Zhao Xun adjust as much as possible.
After all, no matter how much others want to help him at this time, what they can do is very limited.
And if Zhao Xun wants to make adjustments himself, it will become much simpler.
"So actually we should build a strong heart from the beginning, right?"
"Yes, as long as the door of your heart is strong enough, no matter what method Satan uses, it will not be able to open it. Of course, the fear of darkness is still very powerful. It will not be easy for you to survive. So it all depends on yourself.
That’s it.”
When the Academy Library said this, Zhao Xun's pressure suddenly increased a lot.
He knew that at this moment he had to adapt to the pressure as much as possible.
If he cannot do this, it will cause a series of problems.
"I will work hard. But this requires a process, and I hope I can come out of it."
Wherever you fall, you have to stand up.
This is one of Zhao Xun’s principles.
Although Satan's dark fear currently made him feel very uncomfortable.
But as long as he can concentrate, he can still come out.
"Well, you must believe in yourself. If you can't believe in yourself at this time, then no one can help you. Come on, try to build a strong heart as soon as possible and drive out the fear of darkness."
Build a strong door to your heart. You must build a strong door to your heart at this time.
After returning from the Academy Library, Zhao Xun only had this thought in his mind.
Sometimes thinking too much can make your emotions extremely depressed.
When he is able to release his emotions, he can reach a completely new state.
For Zhao Xun, at this moment, he must maximize his own advantages as much as possible, so that he can fight against the fear of darkness.
After all, the fear of darkness attacks Zhao Xun's heart, the weakness of human nature.
As long as you are a human being, you will definitely have weaknesses, and Zhao Xun is no exception.
Although he was a Confucian sage and the head of the academy, he still had weaknesses.
As long as there is a weakness, dark fear will take advantage of it.
There is almost no way to avoid this.
So what Zhao Xun has to do at this moment is to adjust his emotions as much as possible and restore himself to a calm and composed state.
There is no need to be pretentious during the whole process, but you must remain calm.
This is Zhao Xun's only request for himself during this period.
"I cannot let them attack my heart at will. My heart must be extremely strong. To build a strong heart, I must build a strong heart."
At least so far, Zhao Xun feels that everything is going well.
For him, this can be regarded as the most ideal state.
"I have to get out of this blind spot and make my heart strong enough. The only one I can rely on is myself."
Zhao Xun is not pretentious.
Work hard to make yourself stronger inside in a reasonable way, and you can't find any faults.
Meditate, meditate.
This will definitely be helpful to Zhao Xun.
As long as it is helpful, Zhao Xun is willing to try more.
"In other words, in fact, I didn't build a strong heart from the beginning. This will give Satan an opportunity. Dark fear attacks people's weakest points. This is enough to prove that now I must try my best to
Strengthen the door of your heart a little more.”
As for how much it needs to be enhanced, Zhao Xun actually doesn't know.
What he knows is that the pressure he is currently under is huge enough.
It is not an easy task to get rid of such huge pressure in a short period of time.
"Come on, I have to adjust my mentality as much as possible. I must not be confused at this time."
Zhao Xun has indeed tried his best in a short period of time.
But he knew that this was not a problem that could be solved in a short time.
He needs to maintain a high-intensity state for a long time.
There are still many things he needs to do if he wants to truly build a strong heart.
Don't be discouraged under any circumstances at this time.
He knew that many people were actually staring at him at this moment.
To what extent it can be used, Zhao Xun really doesn't know.
All he can do is try his best.
And during this process, Zhao Xun wanted to retreat as much as possible.
Because if there is too much interference, Zhao Xun's efforts will be compromised.
In this way, it will become more difficult to build a strong heart.
Things are already so difficult, so Zhao Xun naturally doesn't want to cause any more trouble.
So he decided to retreat.
He had no intention of leaving the Bamboo House until he had built a strong heart.
"What? Junior brother is in seclusion?"
Third senior brother Long Qingquan was extremely shocked when he heard this.
He couldn't believe how his good little junior brother could suddenly go into seclusion.
This is all really confusing.
Wangcai smiled bitterly and said: "He made the decision after going to the Academy Library. The Academy Library said that his heart was unstable, and that was why he was attacked by the fear of darkness. So he hoped to retreat and build a strong heart as soon as possible.
.After he has built a strong heart, he can come out."
Wangcai is a messenger.
Whatever Zhao Xun said, he said it.
"Well, my junior brother is really a sweetheart."
Third senior brother Long Qingquan smiled bitterly after hearing this.
"In this case, I won't worry about him. I just hope that he can build a strong heart as soon as possible."
After immersing himself in his own world, Zhao Xun was able to deal with all things in the world with a relatively calm mind.
To him, it was all quite peaceful.
There is no such bitterness or deep hatred, it is completely based on instinct.
But this is actually pretty good.
Because all you can rely on is your own heart, you just need to follow your heart.
When people are in this state, they can see many things that they could not see before.
Now Zhao Xun can truly have a dialogue with his heart. This also helps him build a stronger heart.
"Whatever is on your mind, you must express it immediately. At this moment, I have already felt a long-lost pleasure. Next, I have to follow my heart and build a strong heart."
The time of retreat can be long or short.
For Zhao Xun, ten days passed in a blink of an eye.
"I'm back, Third Senior Brother, I'm back."
When Zhao Xun came back from the retreat, his overall condition became quite good.
"Ah, little junior brother, have you successfully built a strong heart? Has the fear of darkness no longer bothered you?"
"Yes, everything is going relatively smoothly so far. I now feel a sense of comfort that I haven't seen for a long time."
Zhao Xun was extremely excited at this time.
He knew that he had passed another hurdle.
Although Satan may still use some tricks in the future, he already has methods to deal with them.
In this way, as long as his emotions no longer fluctuate violently, he will be able to withstand Satan's extremely ferocious offensive.
"Have you figured out what to do next?"
"Not yet, I think let it take its course. Sometimes the more you think about it, the easier it is for you to have some weird ideas."
Zhao Xun smiled in relief.
"On the contrary, if you don't think about anything, you will be more pure. At this time, you just need to be more pure."
"That's well said. It's really well said. Junior brother, if I could be as pure as you said, I might have become a super-grade person long ago."
"Third Senior Brother, it's actually not too late now. Aren't you just missing the last layer of window paper? Then try to break it as much as possible. I think it's not too big a deal for you.
It’s such a difficult thing.”
"Hahaha, then I accept your good advice. I hope I can successfully become a super-class before Satan comes."