Zheng Qianwen was sitting on the subway, putting on her headphones as usual, enjoying this hard-won respite.
Five years ago, she came to Yanjing, a prosperous city, with hope.
Like most people, she fantasized about buying a house in this big city, dreaming about getting ahead, and dreaming about her children being able to learn piano, guitar, and taekwondo like the children in the city...
That was the best life she saw on the black and white TV.
Yes, she is a child from the mountains.
In remote rural areas, our ancestors have been farmers for generations. In that mountain village, facing the yellow land, we are busy every day, living a life that is not hungry, but can be considered a bit of poverty.
Many of her classmates dropped out of school to work before finishing high school. When she just graduated from high school, her classmates were running around with their children.
In the eyes of parents, people who study well can change their destiny and go to big cities, while people who don't study well should just work early. Electronic factories will always be short of people anyway.
She doesn't study well!
She only took a junior college exam, but she was so stubborn that she decided to go to college like crazy when no one else understood her.
"When I was still an ignorant girl, I didn't know how to love when I met love. From the past to the present..."
A very pleasant piano prelude suddenly appeared in the earphones. Following this ear-catching prelude, a very gentle and evocative sound sounded.
Zheng Qianwen was stunned.
She has never heard this song before!
She lowered her head, subconsciously turned on the music on her phone, and then saw the singer's name was "Jiang Shushu".
Who is Jiang Shushu?
Zheng Qianwen had never heard of this singer's name at all. After doing some research, she realized that Jiang Shushu was once a backup dancer and vocalist of the group H56.
H56!
This group is not unfamiliar to her. They were quite popular a few years ago, but unfortunately they lost their voice for some unknown reason.
There seems to be news recently that this group has disbanded and all members have gone solo?
Zheng Qianwen recalled the news she saw by chance, and felt a burst of emotion, feeling that many things in this world cannot last forever.
Of course, she was just feeling emotional.
She doesn't care about what happened to Jiang Shushu and the former H56 group, nor does she care about which company Jiang Shushu becomes a member of.
Stardom is too far away for her, and she is not a star chaser.
She is just an ordinary person running for life, and she simply thinks that the melody called "Girl with Wings" is beautiful.
She put down her phone, followed the melody, and silently looked at the busy pedestrians on the side of the subway.
When the lyrics reached "Until he also leaves, leaving me wandering in the sea of clouds, knowing that no one can replace the trust he once gave me...", she felt herself suddenly stunned.
The string in my heart was plucked for no reason, and then, somehow, memories came flooding back like a tidal wave.
When she was in college, she actually felt a little inferior. She tried her best to hide her inner uneasiness with clean clothes. You gave me everything you could communicate with, and I must find ways to repay you. I have always maintained the same relationship with anyone.
A certain distance, I don’t want to owe anyone, let alone be looked down upon by anyone.
Most children from rural areas have low self-esteem but high self-esteem.
Then, while working-study, she met a tall boy...
Even now, when I think back to it, that first love is unforgettable.
Just like what is said in many movies, she has also experienced scenes that have happened in many movies...
We escaped the rain together, went back to school together, kissed secretly in the woods together, talked about our thoughts after graduation, and worked hard for the future together.
She put down all her guard and immersed herself in fantasy, feeling that everything could last forever.
But in the end, that first love was defeated by reality.
The boy was very good and his family was very rich, so he went abroad for further study. At first, they were still in contact, and they agreed to come back and get married together, and then work together...
But in the end, the boy's calls became less and less, and finally one night without rain, the two of them broke up after a long silence on the phone.
"See me fly
I am proud to fly up high
Can't always rely on
Others give me support..."
When Zheng Qianwen came to this line, she suddenly felt that her nose was sore. It was a very uncomfortable and uncomfortable feeling. She even had the illusion that this song was written for her.
At that moment, overwhelming memories came with an outpouring of emotions. After being strong for so many years, she felt like she was about to collapse.
In the past five years, she had fallen in love several times, but her first love was always unique and had given her everlasting trust. After being hit again and again, she no longer believed in this thing.
promise……
They are all too young.
In the past five years, she has suffered too many grievances.
She failed to start a business and owed a lot of debt. She finally tried her best to pay off the debt in various ways. This year she finally paid off the debt. At the same time, her life had a new starting point.
Of course, she can't show too much emotion in the subway. That would be weird and others would think she is sick. More importantly, she has to show her best for the interview!
This is a new job and a new starting point in life!
Then...
"Never avoid the wind and rain, keep your head down modestly, like a sand gull that comes and goes between heaven and earth, just looking for a miracle..."
Along with the piano melody, the music sounded again.
It's as if there is someone beside you to encourage you, so that when you face the wind and rain, you can move forward bravely and move forward step by step.
Five years...
She encountered a lot of pain and suffering, but accordingly, she became stronger and better.
"Life has opened
I want that excitement
Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the sky
you once said to me
Be a brave girl..."
A song is over.
"Ding!"
The subway also happened to arrive at the station at this time.
She stood up, and her complicated emotions turned into a kind of strength at the end of the song. She looked at the busy crowd, smiled, and then bravely walked forward step by step!
come on!
Brave girl!
……………………
Four hours later.
noon.
Zheng Qianwen was sitting in the office of the new company. She had just finished eating fast food, and after cleaning up, she was wiping the new desk.
At this moment, the familiar piano sound appeared again next to it, it was...
"Girl with Wings"?
She was stunned for a moment, then looked over subconsciously, and then she heard a burst of discussion.
"Did you download the ringtone for this song?"
"Yes, this song is really nice...Jiang Shushu is so amazing!"
"I also think it sounds good. I didn't expect that after the H56 group disbanded, Jiang Shushu, who had been playing a supporting role, would release an album first. The title song is awesome!"
"Yes!"
"I heard that this time Jiang Shushu directly faced off against Cai Lin. Cai Lin is the new queen of pop!"
"Cai Lin's songs are also very good, especially her original song "Meet You", although it is not the title song, but it is really good. I didn't expect that not only does she sing well, but she is also so talented..."
"..."
A group of cute girls came over after dinner and chatted about entertainment gossip news.
Zheng Qianwen was listening attentively.
Suddenly I felt that these girls were so young and confident at the same time. If I had been a kid in a big city like them five years ago, then I would...
Zheng Qianwen sighed slightly in her heart, and after wiping her desk, she silently turned on the computer on the desk.
She hesitated for a moment, put on her headphones again, and clicked on "Girl with Waving Wings". She suddenly wanted to write something. When she clicked on the song's comment area, she found that there were tens of thousands of comments in the comment area.
…
"This song is really great. It feels like it takes me back to my youthful days. Later, when I grew up, I realized that a girl has to work harder..." from netizen "Memory WS".
"When I first started falling in love, I fell in love with a scumbag. I didn't expect that I still can't let it go. After listening to this song, I feel a little better..." From a netizen, "Frown lightly."
"I'm very sad, I think of him again..."
"..."
After reading the comments, Zheng Qianwen suddenly found that she didn't know what to write. She found that many people had similar experiences to her.
Every experience, according to some comments, seems to be an unforgettable one.
At the same time, she felt a lot of encouraging words, and she felt that there was an indescribable power in this song!
"The person who wrote this song is actually a boy, my God!"
"After learning about this boy's story, I suddenly wanted to cry..."
"..."
Just then, she saw a comment.
That comment has more than 20,000 likes and is one of the most popular comments...
She clicked on the comment.
"Submitted a hundred times, rejected a hundred times...Zhou Yang: a strong boy who came out of despair!"