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This book is the one that consumes the most energy for me.
My wife was reading each chapter for me, but she felt it was inappropriate, so I rewrote it. It was only 200,000 words long, and the scrapped version totaled 50,000 to 60,000 words.
I am very nervous. To be honest, I have never been optimistic about the performance of this book.
I felt sad for a while when I saw readers criticizing me, but in the end, I stuck to the top and focused more on it.
Because I think the criticisms from some readers are really justified.
I asked my editor Qilinju several times what my pursuit reading is...
I was slightly relieved to see that the reading did not fall.
Some people say that scolding me is not because I am bad at writing, but because I am slower.
However, I really can't write quickly. This time it is put on the shelves. I will update five chapters to express my apologies for the new book issue.
Of course, no matter what the ending of this book is, I will try my best to finish it seriously.
This book is very important to me, it is the beginning of my own transformation.
Before I put it on the shelves, I really wanted to complain about it, and then I sold it badly, so I asked for a small first order~
That summer many years ago, I was lying in bed and had a sweet dream.
I dreamed that I went to Sanjiang!
I highly recommend it!
I'm on the shelves!
My first order is over 500!
I dreamed that I was showing off in front of the provocative authors in the group, and my monthly manuscript fee exceeded one thousand two thousand!
After waking up from the dream, the snoring was loud in the dormitory, and I stared blankly at the ceiling.
To this day, I still remember the excitement in the dream and the sense of loss when I woke up.
It was an era where everyone was trying their best to squeeze out the opportunity to sign a contract at the starting point. If you can be listed on the shelves and earn full attendance, you will be a big boss.
At that time, I probably could not have imagined that one day I would write a novel worth thousands of orders, win the title of Twelve Heavenly Kings, and sign a contract with a great god...
Thanks to Hushuoju, Poohju, Qilinju and other editors for their help.
In fact, I know that I am not qualified for an appointment with the great god.
Although it seems that everything has been booked, the points have been obtained, and the requirements have been met, but I, a useless person, have never had the strength of a great god.
Looking at the great masters of that year, I was probably the most proficient one, bar none.
Later, I wrote a bad movie that the main website of Qidian ordered 17,000 yuan. I was lucky enough to be in the top ten of the monthly ticket list and sold the comic rights.
But the old habits are still happening.
Subsequent finishing will always fall into a vicious cycle. Weak updates lead to weak finishing and hasty ending.
I spent ten years writing a million words of novels every year, but as a result, I still couldn't finish a book with a better ending.
At the end of this year...
My nephew told me, now that you have a child, write a good book and earn more money for milk powder. You still have a mortgage, so stop messing around.
Gargamel also told me on WeChat that now that you are married, you should write carefully and ask for milk powder money.
I was suddenly in a trance, it was a very uncomfortable feeling.
yes!
Before I knew it, I was already thirty years old, and I was suffering from all sorts of illnesses. My body could no longer bear the pain of staying up late and playing League of Legends and King of Kings.
Well, I shamelessly made a TikTok live broadcast some time ago to play games. I originally thought that with my amazing skills, I could get the audience to scold me and increase my popularity. But I found that more than 200 people visited, and not one of them could watch it.
No, it’s extremely deserted…
I am a person with relatively low self-esteem.
I know exactly what the world looks like in the eyes of people with low self-esteem...
They have low self-esteem but at the same time they are very self-respecting, eager to prove themselves, and do not want to cause trouble to anyone.
At the annual meeting, I sat in the corner and looked at the great authors around me.
For a moment, I felt that I shouldn't be sitting at the annual meeting.
Of course, no one said that I was unqualified, but deep down in my heart, when I compared myself with them, I made a judgment call.
hehe!
Like a supporting actor who makes up for the numbers, I feel like I'm sitting on pins and needles while silently looking at the bright place.
I have seen "Tomb of the Gods" powerfully suppressing an era. I have seen "Coiling Dragon" being recommended by classmates one by one in school and regarded as a masterpiece. I have seen "Yang Shen" reach the top with great vigor and high spirits, and even more
See "Fights Break the Sphere" come out and once again set off huge waves...
I have also seen eagles, squids, elbows, and newspaper sellers who were unrivaled in an era!
In the past thirteen years, along the way, many high-spirited new authors could not survive the loneliness and gradually sank into the wind, how many great masters of massacre fell, and how many stories were gradually forgotten in the dust...
I am like a spectator, like a humble dust, silently witnessing one era after another.
I don't envy them, because I know that it is impossible for me to have such an era.
But I long to become a god. I long to be able to raise my head a little and straighten my waist a little in this era where I don’t know who the great god is.
The road to becoming a god is not just a promise from a great god, he is the great god...