Kano Qiu touched his pocket unconsciously, but then he remembered this book. He had thrown it into his schoolbag yesterday and hadn't moved it since. Now he didn't know if the book was still in his schoolbag.
Strictly speaking, what is written in this book can only be regarded as a biography. It only records Kano Akichi's experiences during this period. If others get it, they will probably think that it is Kano Akichi's fantasy during his second year in middle school.
I fantasize that I can travel through time and have a different life.
But after getting this book, Osamu Dazai noticed something was wrong very keenly.
He seemed to vaguely discover something.
When he sent that message yesterday, he did mention it casually. But after he discovered this book, he felt that the decision he made yesterday was really the right one.
Osamu Dazai has been pursuing death since he was a child. In addition to not understanding the world he is living in, he also thinks that everyone is stupid. He is very tired living in this world, but because of various fetters
And can't really let go.
Such tangled contradictions gave Osamu Dazai a headache, and he wanted to find a solution.
The solution he initially thought of was to die, but his life should not be taken. No matter how he committed suicide, it would not endanger his own life. When he jumped from the tenth floor to the ground, he only broke one leg.
He only had one rib and nothing else happened. He drank a whole bottle of sleeping pills and was still jumping around after waking up. Nothing happened. He even went to the chemistry laboratory and drank drugs that could kill him.
Then he can only look for things that can make him interested in living.
It is very difficult to think about death. He is like a child favored by God. He is not worthy of even the most basic death.
After getting the book, he seemed to have grasped something. The names in the book... he didn't recognize. Dazai Osamu thought it would be difficult to find this man, but when he opened the school forum out of boredom, he found this man's name.
trace.
Are you actually a freshman this year?
Out of various bad tastes and wanting to attract his attention, Dazai Osamu would leave such words in the post.
Sure enough, he came to find me today.
Isn't this great?
Osamu Dazai laughed excitedly and closed the "Complete Suicide Manual", "Then can you tell me everything?"
"I thought ordinary people would think it was a biography or something when they saw that book." Kano Qiuyi quickly calmed down after being surprised.
As the owner of the book, Kano Akiichi could actually tell the authenticity of the book at a glance. Dazai Osamu did not lie to himself. The book he held in his hand was really his.
Now this book has been pretending to be dead. In fact, no matter how he calls him, he ignores him and doesn't know whether he has rebelled or found his true master.
"According to what this book says, you have lived for thousands of years, so why do you still come to the school? Don't you think they are all fools?" After Dazai Osamu discovered all this, he started to deal with Kano Qiuichi.
An investigation was conducted, and except for some things that were deliberately concealed, everything else was very easy to find.
This good search means that from the day he came to school, there was only one day in total.
Those who look down on Kano Qiuichi simply don't know what kind of person he offended. They will definitely regret it to death when they find out later.
The family background of someone who can hide their own information so deeply is definitely not simple.
To say that they are stupid, they can't even understand such a simple thing, and just judge his family background just by looking at him coming on the tram. Isn't this very ridiculous?
"This cannot be said to be genetic. It can only be said that everyone's way of living is different. They will be happy because of some small things, and you will feel pain because of some small things. To a certain extent, it is all the same.
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"...It's so boring." Dazai Osamu threw the book in his hand to Kano Qiuichi, "I thought you would be such an interesting person, but I didn't expect that you are as pedantic as the world, and you don't even have the courage to change.
No."
"Change? I can indeed change. As long as I want, you can disappear from this world soon, but are you willing? After I make changes, no one in this world will remember you except me.
, your existence will disappear, and when time passes, even I will not remember you, and by that time you will really disappear from this world completely."
Kano Akichi has done far more things than Dazai Osamu imagined. The things recorded in this book are just mentioned in one sentence. There is no way to reflect the dangers involved. He has made a lot of efforts to change, and
It has indeed achieved certain results. If he hadn't succeeded, he probably wouldn't be standing here.
After getting his book back, Kano Qiuichi flipped through it to make sure there was nothing unnecessary written on it, "Then what are you going to do now? After offending the truth of this world."
"How to do it? You hit the point. I don't know what to do in the end. After all, staying in this school is so boring." Osamu Dazai turned around and leaned against the railing with his head in his hands.
, "Why do you have to stay here step by step? Isn't life just about finding interesting things?"
As he said this, he kept leaning back, and his entire lower body was already hanging in the air. The entire weight of his body relied on his two arms. He was leaning precariously on the railing. As long as the wind was stronger, it would rise from the rooftop of the fifth floor.
Go down.
There is no doubt that Osamu Dazai likes to commit suicide.
But he doesn't like this way of death where he jumps from a building and falls to pieces. After all, dying like this is not only easy to fall to death, but also easy to cause trouble to others. If he doesn't fall to death but becomes half-paralyzed, then he
I really want to cry but have no tears.
Dazai Osamu fell back at an increasingly wider angle, but Kano Qiuichi stood aside and did not reach out to hold him, watching indifferently.
"Aren't you unwilling to jump? Why have you changed your mind now?"
"You're right." After hearing what Kano Qiuichi said, Dazai Osamu smiled brightly, let go of his hand, and leaned back from behind.
Osamu Dazai fell very fast, but he was still in class. No one saw him at all, only the students leaning on the bed. It seemed that they saw something human-shaped falling.
Humanoid...?
Could it be that someone jumped off the building?!
He stood up with a roar, lay down by the window and looked down, but there was nothing on the ground outside. He turned to look at the rooftop. From this angle, he couldn't see anything on the rooftop.
The teacher and students who were in class in the classroom were startled by him. The teacher walked up to him and pulled him back from the window: "What are you looking at? It's class time now!"
"...I thought I saw someone jumping off the building just now." The student said in a daze. The teacher was shocked when he heard what she said. He quickly climbed to the window and looked down. However, the ground outside the window was clean, not even a person was there.
None. Where is the body that jumped from the building?
The teacher who felt that he had been tricked directly asked the student to go out and make him stand. You begin to wonder if this student who was made to stand just now was your hallucination.
Kano Qiu threw Dazai Osamu onto the rooftop and clapped his hands, "I almost let people see me just now."
"I saw that person's expression! It's really exciting!" Cheng Cheng, who had just experienced a high-altitude disco show, was very excited. His collar was a little messy because Kano Qiuichi had just pulled it, and there was dust on his black coat.
, but Dazai Osamu didn't take it seriously at all, "I just met you, but your supernatural power has not disappeared. Your ability is not a supernatural power, what is it?"
Dazai Osamu's superpower is passive. Anyone who is touched by him can eliminate his superpower. Kano Qiuichi had clearly touched him just now. There is no physical contact between two people. There is no such thing as two people who have not touched each other.
Possibility. Even through clothes, you have been exposed to it.
But Kano Qiuichi could still lift himself up from mid-air.
Kano Qiuyi had no need to explain now. He patted the dust on his body due to the violent movements just now and put the book into his pocket. "It is class time now. I have to go back to class. After that, you can ask yourself
Just do it."
Why did the book appear in Dazai Osamu's hands? Could it be that the book felt that Dazai Osamu should know all this?
Osamu Dazai must be a very important person.
Kano Qiuichi did not go back during class, but waited until after the first class in the afternoon before returning to the classroom.
The classmates in the classroom were very curious, where did Kano Qiuichi go during the day? Why didn't he come to class? But Kano Qiuichi did not answer their question. When it is time to go to class, it is time to clean up and clean up. This will happen when school is over.
Pack your schoolbag and go home.
Yuki Furusaka, who had been waiting for a day, finally couldn't wait any longer. When Kano Qiuichi was about to leave, he walked in front of him and slapped him on the table: "Don't you already know? Why didn't you react at all?"
"How should I react? Go ask you why you want to bet on me? I don't have the free time to play such a childish game with you." He packed his schoolbag, picked it up, and bypassed Yuki Furusaka.
About to leave.
"Hey! If you are not afraid that your parents will lose their jobs, you can leave!"
Yuki Furusaka has never experienced this kind of humiliation of being ignored by a man. She was so angry that she even said such words. As soon as she said these words, many people looked at him with disgusted eyes. There was even
There are also some friends who play well with her.
Even if their families are rich, it is really shameful to threaten others with such words. They are just like the nouveau riche.
After Yuki Furusaka said something, he felt bad and quickly changed his words. "Am I not beautiful enough? Or do you think you don't like me?"
"But you are not as beautiful as me. What is there about you that deserves my liking?" Kano Qiuichi asked, "After all, I am number one in the school beauty rankings."
Yuki Furusaka was choked by Kano Akira and was speechless.
After all this is the truth.
What's more, Ghost Lantern will definitely be jealous.
There was no news from Gui Deng all day today, which made him a little panicked.