Marriage is of course not a child's play. She once had good wishes and wanted to get happiness, but she tried her best and couldn't get it, and she died inexplicably. After her rebirth, she worked so hard, but she couldn't beat her fate.
Once bitten by a snake, he will be afraid of well ropes for ten years. He is not her husband.
He was still in the state when he and she were newly married, ignorant and didn't know anything. But she had seen through the years that followed. The pain of losing a child and the hatred of life and death were unforgettable and could not be easily forgotten. From all night long, she
Nightmare, from not being able to sleep without light to being able to fall asleep easily, all night long until dawn; from wanting to strangle him to death when seeing him, to being able to ignore him, face him with a smile, and just regard him as a threshold that must be crossed, all in all
It took five full years.
Looking back at those days, she was not as clear-minded and fearless as she is now. There were many things she did inappropriately, but that was not her fault alone. She had already paid the price. But now, all the changes she can make,
Everything she does is just for the people and things she thinks are worth it. Except for those things that must be done to make her life a little better in the past few years, she really can't see anything good about the Lu family.
It was worth her efforts, and she couldn't see that in this marriage that was forced by others and destined to end in tragedy, there was nothing worth her efforts and efforts with him.
She couldn't see it and didn't want to see it.
Lu Yan also looked at Lin Jinrong silently. He couldn't understand her silence and eyes. She seemed to be sad, sad, but there was a flame burning deep in her eyes. It was a very strange and complicated feeling. He said no
He couldn't express his specific feelings, but he knew that she definitely felt uncomfortable. He didn't like her looking at him like this, as if he was unpardonable. He tried to pull Lin Jinrong's hand: "Arong, we are husband and wife."
Lin Jinrong lowered his eyes the moment he was about to touch her.
Aunt Gui whispered from outside: "Grandma, Aunt Hui from the third wife's room has come over and said she has a few words to say to you."
Lin Jinrong made a quick decision: "Let her in."
Aunt Hui went in with her hands tied, and while secretly looking at the expressions of Lu Yan and Lin Jinrong, she saluted and said hello: "I have seen the second master and the second grandma. How are the second master and the second grandma?"
Lu Yan nodded lightly.
A very faint smile appeared on Lin Jinrong's face: "Dou'er, bring a spoon to Nanny Hui to sit down."
Aunt Hui smiled and said: "How dare you, grandma, please don't kill your slave."
Dou'er brought the spoon over and advised: "Mom, don't be polite. Our grandma doesn't tell lies. If you are asked to sit down, you can sit down."
Aunt Hui resolutely refused to sit down: "Second Grandma, I am here to apologize to you and our wife. Our wife said that she was kind-hearted and did not want to do anything bad. If there is anything not thoughtful, I would not think of it and offend you."
Please don't argue with her. It's all her fault. Please don't be angry with the second master and live a good life with the second master. If she hadn't been in poor health, she would have come to apologize to you in person."
Offended? Come and apologize to her in person? Can she bear it? Who is this for? It's so pitiful and respectable. This Tu family was forced to be more anxious than before. There was no Lu Zhen around at the moment.
Are you focusing all your energy on how to deal with her? Lin Jinrong laughed out loud: "These words are really going to kill me. The third aunt is really too caring and too polite. How can I bear it?"
Lychee looked at her worriedly, and Aunt Hui also felt a little uncomfortable because of her smile: "Grandma, let's clear up the misunderstanding. This is what we should do."
Lu Yan glanced at Lin Jinrong, and said in a cold voice with a stern face: "What did grandma say? The second grandma has never said anything wrong to anyone, so why are you so angry? What are you worrying about? What if this word spreads? Go out, outsiders still don’t know how to spread rumors about the Second Grandma. Next time, don’t use the Third Mistress’s will to talk nonsense, otherwise I won’t let you go. A grandma who is several decades old, how can she be so ignorant?”
Aunt Hui was startled, and hurriedly slapped her mouth hard: "The second master is right, the servant can't speak, and misunderstood the third wife's meaning. Grandma, don't care about it."
Just make peace with Xini and see how long you can make peace. Lin Jinrong said calmly: "Mommy, don't fight. Since you don't want to sit down, I won't leave you. Please go back and talk to the third aunt, so that she can rest in peace and recover." "Don't worry about other things, otherwise if the condition worsens, it won't be mine, right? I should have gone to see her, but I was afraid that it would disturb her rest and make her unsightly, so I didn't go." After saying that, he lowered his head to drink tea and looked at He didn't even look at Aunt Hui.
Aunt Hui was a little disappointed when she received such a few words, neither light nor serious, neither painful nor itchy, neither sour nor sweet. She stood with her hands half raised for a moment, and saw that Lin Jinrong didn't even look at her, and Lu Yan also lowered his eyes. He couldn't help but feel reluctant to ignore her. He wanted to say a few more words, but Lu Yan already said in a deep voice: "Lizhi, help grandma out. She is old and her legs and feet are inconvenient."
Lychee took a step forward and said with a smile on her face, "Mommy, please."
There was no hope of staying any longer, so Aunt Hui had no choice but to force a smile: "Second Master, Grandma, please rest a while, I'm taking my leave."
Lin Jinrong didn't even raise his eyelids and ignored her at all. When he saw her walking out the door, he asked everyone in a loud voice: "Hasn't the food been delivered yet? Set the food."
Everyone hurriedly set the table and provided hot water handkerchiefs for the two of them to wash their hands. After Lu Yan washed his hands, he walked straight to Lin Jinrong and sat down opposite him, his expression was quite sarcastic.
Lin Jinrong didn't look at him and didn't serve him any food. Lychee rushed ahead to serve the two of them, and deliberately put on a cheerful look and said with a smile: "Grandma's favorite suckling mutton, the second master put it in for grandma." A little?"
Lu Yan hurriedly picked some of the fattest and tenderest ones and put them into Lin Jinrong's bowl.
Lychee smiled again and said: "I heard from the woman who delivered the meal that the roasted chicken has just been roasted, and the skin is crispy and fragrant." After all, she was partial, although she hoped that Lin Jinrong could take advantage of this opportunity to pick up vegetables for Lu Yan. But he didn't want to embarrass Lin Jinrong, so he only mentioned it in passing.
Lin Jinrong really ignored him and just lowered his head to eat.
Lu Yan waited for a moment, but when he saw that she had no intention of picking up food for him, he stopped waiting and lowered his head to eat.
Lin Jinrong thought that the more others disgusted her, the less she could treat herself badly and treat herself well, so she kept eating. Lu Yan had a good appetite, although he had no appetite at the moment, but when he saw her eating They kept talking and didn't want to show weakness. Could it be that he, a grown man, couldn't think more clearly about a little woman? So the two of them ate up all the food in a strange way, which made Aunt Gui, Li Zhi and others look at each other in confusion. Aunt Gui couldn't be more selfish. At the bottom, prepare hawthorn soup for digestion.
After Lin Jinrong finished eating, she rinsed her mouth with Cherry's hand and wiped her face. When she stood up, she realized that she was full, so she went out for a walk.
Lu Yan glanced at her, didn't ask what she was going to do, and just followed her out.
When he got outside, he saw Lin Jinrong walking around the yard with no intention of going out, so Lu Yan turned around and went into his small study to read.
Lin Jinrong walked around for a while, stood under the east wall, looked at the free land, and made up his mind. He had nothing to do, so he might as well plant some flowers. What to plant, just chrysanthemums. How to plant chrysanthemums?
Mrs. Lu should ask for advice. She must learn to pay the least and maximize the benefits.
Lu Yan was sitting in front of the window and saw Lin Jinrong standing motionless under the wall. He couldn't help but feel a little strange. He looked sideways a few times and didn't look like she was crying, so he looked again. After waiting for a moment, he saw her turn and walk away.
, Fang lowered his head and continued reading. He read for a long time. He didn't even turn a page until Lin Jinrong returned to the room.
Hearing the sound of water next door, he knew that Lin Jinrong was about to take a nap. After sitting for a while, he put down his book and got up and walked to the next door. He happened to meet Li Zhi coming out of the room, pointed to him inside, and whispered helplessly: "Stubborn"
The problem has happened again. At this time, our wife has nothing to do. Second Master, please ignore her and let her figure it out on her own."
Just such a sentence made Lu Mian feel much better. Who hasn't lost his temper yet? What's more, she has long been famous for her stubbornness. He has seen her several times when she was worse than this.
, just because she has been gentle and quiet for a while, we can't forget her real face of arrogant and arrogant people. What's more, these days have really made things difficult for her, one wave after another, and even he was very worried. She just walked in.
How could a person feel so comfortable? So he smiled comfortingly at Lychee, lifted the curtain and entered the back room.
Lin Jinrong had already taken off her hairpin and coat and lay down on the bed, determined to sleep comfortably. What was the big deal? It was just a group of people who kept causing trouble for her, trying to make her uncomfortable, and trying to make her
Just give in. That's fine, since they like to make trouble, just go make trouble. If she can't resist it, she won't. She still has to continue to live her life and live well. People will get sick if they eat whole grains, right?
What's more, as soon as she entered the house, she was stabbed in and out with hard and soft knives, and bullied to the point where she couldn't find the north. She was sick and uncomfortable, and couldn't worry about anything, and no one else.
I want to bother her.
"Ah Rong?" Lu Yan stood beside the bed for a moment, but didn't see any movement from her, so he had to gently open the curtain. He saw that she was quiet, breathing long and shallow. She had obviously fallen asleep a long time ago, and couldn't help but gently lift the curtain.
He sighed, put down the tent, turned around and walked out. But he didn't go anywhere else. He laid out the paper next door, polished the ink, and carefully prepared the post.
It was almost dusk after I finished writing the ten words. The weather outside had changed at some point. The north wind was blowing loudly. The door was lightly knocked twice. Lychee whispered outside: "Second Master, my wife's sister Fangling over there.
Come here and invite the second master and grandma to have dinner at my wife’s place tonight.”
Lu Yan hurriedly said: "Ask grandma if she is going?"
Lychee said awkwardly: "Grandma won't go, she's not feeling well. She hasn't gotten up yet."
Lu Yan couldn't put down the pen he was holding. He hurriedly put down the pen and paper and hurried to the next door: "Why didn't I hear any of you come over and say something? What's wrong with me?"
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