He listens to people's words. Lin Jinrong noticed that several of the sentences Lu Yan said to her today started with "he listened to people's words", so she didn't know who it was. Although he was not interested in this matter for a day or two.
However, he usually comforted her and did not take the initiative to mention this matter. Why did he mention it so frequently today?
Lin Jinrong smiled and said slowly: "When Min Xing went home this time, he heard a lot of things."
Lu Yan's eyelashes trembled, and he slightly curved the corners of his lips. After a moment of rest, he said: "These days, the family has been urging me, and you have suffered a lot. I had nothing to do, so I asked about it.
, it would be good if... it works."
Lin Jinrong looked at him calmly: "You are so considerate."
"You are my wife." Lu Yan lowered his eyes and slowly packed away the papers, pen and ink on the table.
Lin Jinrong didn't know how to answer his question, so he simply didn't answer. The room was extremely quiet for a while.
"Go back." Lu Yan stood up and blew out the lights. The room suddenly became dark and he couldn't see his fingers. Lin Jinrong stood and didn't dare to move, waiting for his eyes to adapt to the light, and said strangely: "At least leave a light on.
Light the way."
Before she finished speaking, Lu Yan hugged her tightly. He hugged her so hard that he almost squeezed the air out of her lungs. His movements were fierce, but there was no sound at all. Lin Jinrong panicked.
, I could only hear my own heartbeat ringing crazily in the darkness, "Min Xing..."
Her voice was swallowed up by his lips and tongue. She was like a drowning person, unable to breathe, so she could only hold on to his shoulders. She almost fainted. After pushing twice and unable to push away, she bit him hard.
On her lips, an irony smell spread between her lips and tongue, but Lu Yan ignored her at all, and only hugged her tighter and tighter. She bit hard, and the irony smell became stronger and stronger.
Lin Jinrong simply didn't move and let him go, but Lu Yan let her go.
The lantern outside the window swayed, letting in a little light, illuminating the room with shadows. Lin Jinrong regained her breath and raised her eyes to look at Lu Yan. Lu Yan stood facing her, with his head half lowered, motionless. She intuitively knew that
What happened, but she didn’t want to ask him anymore, so she just held the chair next to her and sat down. That’s it, just do it as it is, just give it a quick stab. Anyway, she had enough of the kind of life in her previous life, and she is tired enough now.
of.
Lu Yan stood there for a long time, as if he planned to stand like this forever. Lin Jinrong cleared his throat, straightened his clothes and walked out, trying to make his voice sound more natural: "I'm leaving. If you still want to read, please light the lamp."
Get up. What are you doing standing like this?"
Lu Yan grabbed her wrist: "I have something to say to you." His voice was hoarse, with some imperceptible trembling: "You asked me to ask you something, and I wanted to tell you clearly. Don't
Hidden in my heart.”
"Yes." Lin Jinrong couldn't see Lu Mian's expression clearly, but she could feel that he was trying hard to control his emotions. He was very angry. She couldn't help but took two steps back, feeling that Lu Mian's grip on her wrist was burning.
It hurts, my heart clenches tightly, and I actually seem to be a little scared.
"A few days ago, Lu Shao gave me a box. Inside was a piece of medicine residue and a prescription... He told me that with these, he could find out the root cause of your disease and avoid the pain of being forced by your elders." Lu Shao
He kept his mouth shut and said, "I didn't want to watch it, but I didn't want you to be forced all day long, and I also wanted to have a child of my own with you. I couldn't help it, so I watched it."
Lin Jinrong kept swallowing and couldn't think about how the dregs of the medicine fell into Lu Shao's hands. All she could think about was that she should fight back at this time, completely deny it, and blame everything on Lu Shao.
Shao went to him and asked Lu Yan again, what can a pile of medicine dregs and a prescription mean? Is he stupid? But the words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't say a word.
"When Mr. Shui treated you and prescribed a prescription, I remember that prescription very well, and this prescription is almost the same as that prescription, with only a few more herbs." Lu Yan took a breath,
After a long time, he continued: "I thought there was something fishy in it, and I also thought that this prescription might be better than what Mr. Shui gave me, and it would be more effective for you. After all, you took so many medicines from Mr. Shui and it didn't work."
.I didn’t believe him, but I didn’t want to let go of this opportunity. I took the prescription and the dregs of the medicine to look for people to see. Most people couldn’t tell, but several well-known people asked me if anyone in my family had taken the pill.
Medicine, to detoxify..."
Lin Jinrong remained silent.
Lu Yan laughed, but his voice was trembling: "I said, it's really strange. You are obviously in poor health and need to be recuperated. How could Lu Shao give me such a prescription? He has no good intentions. You
Say, is it right, Ah Rong?"
It took a lot of effort for Lin Jinrong to squeeze out an inaudible "hmm" from his nasal cavity.
Lu Yan took a long breath, and his voice was a little higher, a little more normal: "Do you want to see the prescription and the dregs of the medicine? What bad things does he want to do?"
Although he did not tell her the details of what happened next, nearly twenty days have passed since the incident happened. Since he dared to tell her like this and asked her like this, he must have already told her everything that happened.
It's almost done, maybe even a trip to Qingzhou. I'm afraid he wanted to endure it at first, but even when he said those words to her before, and talked about the date of their sexual intercourse, he probably still thought about it.
He had endured it, but now, he probably couldn't bear it anymore.
That's fine. Lin Jinrong bit her lip. She frantically wanted to ask Lu Yan, so what if she wanted to see it? So what if she didn't want to see it? So what if she saw it? So what if she didn't? So what if he knew everything? She just
She hates him, she just hates him, she just doesn’t want to live with him, she just doesn’t want to have children with him, she just doesn’t want his children, so what?
"Arong, you're shaking." Lu Yan picked up her hand and put it on his face. His face was cold, "Don't be angry, we won't be fooled."
He said that Lin Jinrong was shaking, and Lin Jinrong clearly felt that he was shaking. The tone of his voice was not so much discussing and asking, but rather deceiving, fearing to cover up, and also filled with anger and sadness.
Lin Jinrong couldn't say what she wanted to say. Her throat seemed to be suddenly blocked, and her lips and tongue were trembling more and more uncontrollably. Those words lingering in her mind, and she had always imagined that one day she could happily say them to him. At this moment
She couldn't say a word. She couldn't help but think, even if this child was born and luckily didn't die, what about the day she dies? Can she escape alive? If she can live, the child will be fine too.
, if she dies, what should we do with this child? So, she is right. This child cannot be born.
Her eyes were sour and astringent, and before she could react, a big tear rolled down her cheek, and the tears flowed from the corners of her lips into her mouth, salty and astringent. She wanted to say something, but she was silent.
Lu Yan took a heavy breath, took her hand away from his face, let go of her hand, turned and walked to the window, standing with his back to her.
Lin Jinrong sat back on the chair, and it took a long time to hold back her tears and calm down. She followed the little light and shadow outside the window, walked to the table, groped for a flint, and prepared to light the lamp.
Lu Yan heard the sound, turned around and looked at her, and said in a harsh voice: "Stop ordering, Ah Rong, what do you think of this matter?"
Lin Jinrong stopped in front of the table. She knew that he was waiting for her to say something, waiting for her to tell him that she had not taken any pills or anything like that, or that she did not want to say it or explain it, so she could say something to reassure him. He
Giving her a chance, he was waiting for her to speak.
But why does her life always have to be in the hands of people like them? In her previous life, she seemed to be dead when she was alive. In this life, she wants to live a good life, but she still has to rely on him. He has always provided her, or not.
Give her a chance, why?! People are rational animals, but more often than not, people are emotional animals. Lin Jinrong was controlled by a hysterical emotion. She couldn't vent it, but she refused to soften. She
He just sneered: "It's really hard to guard against. A wolf's den and a tiger's den are nothing more than that."
Lu Yan was startled and said nothing, just looking at her silently.
A gust of wind blew in from the window, the plum trees outside rustled, and there was a bit more moisture in the air. Not only did the Tingxue Pavilion not cool down, but it became even more sultry and muggy.
Lin Jinrong thought that she and Lu Yan would continue to stand like this, refusing to give in to each other until late at night, or even at dawn. If she didn't give in, he wouldn't give in either.
At this time, Cherry shouted from downstairs: "Grandma, it's going to rain. Do you want to leave?" Then she muttered: "Why did the lights go out?"
Lin Jinrong didn't say anything, but Lu Yan said: "I'm leaving, bring me a lantern."
"Hey!" There were footsteps on the stairs, and the light came from the stairs, getting brighter and brighter. Lin Jinrong nervously took out the handkerchief, wiped it on his face twice, and straightened the corners of his skirt.
Lu Yan glanced at her, turned around and left first.
Lin Jinrong heard him whispering to Ying Tao on the stairs. She didn't want to go down and let Ying Tao see what was wrong with her, so she stood for a while before moving forward. After taking two steps, she saw Lu Mian coming up alone carrying a lantern.
He didn't say anything, just waiting at the stairs.
Lin Jinrong walked past him with lowered eyes and slowly went down the stairs. She went down several stairs before she heard the sound of footsteps behind her.
However, Yingtao and Shuangquan were no longer downstairs. Lin Jinrong guessed that they had been sent away by Lu Yan, but she did not want to go back with him. The person she least wanted to face at the moment was him. She lifted up her skirt and strode down Ruyi
Duo had just taken two steps when Lu Yan grabbed his sleeve from behind.
Another gust of wind blew up, causing Lin Jinrong's face to be covered with sand and dust. She raised her sleeves to cover her face and hissed: "What do you really want?"
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