It was windy and rainy all night, and it stopped when it was almost dawn.
Lin Jinrong tossed and turned all night, feeling melancholy all night. It was almost dawn and the sound of rain stopped, so she finally made up her mind and closed her eyes to rest her mind.
"Grandma?" Lychee stood outside the tent and said softly, "Are you awake? It's getting late."
Lin Jinrong's bones and muscles all over his body were sore, but his mind was unusually clear: "What time is it?"
Lychee looked at the green shadow under her eyes and said softly: "It's almost midnight."
There was a knock on the door next door. Lin Jinrong's expression remained unchanged, but her hand that was tying her clothes stopped. Lychee could see it clearly and whispered: "Grandma, breakfast has been delivered. Do you want to set breakfast first?"
Lin Jinrong said calmly: "Let's do it."
Lychee hurriedly walked out and stopped Lu Yan at the corridor: "Second Master, breakfast has been set."
Lu Yan paused and stood there looking at the puddle of water in the yard without saying a word. Lychee was a little nervous, fearing that he would refuse and leave angrily. Just as he was about to persuade him again, Lu Yan turned around and entered the house.
Lin Jinrong was neatly dressed and sitting quietly at the dining table. Opposite her was a bowl of rice and a pair of chopsticks. Lu Yan glanced at her, sat down silently, and took the chopsticks to eat.
Seeing this, Lychee quickly opened the window. The morning breeze accompanied by the glow came in from the window. The air was fresh and sweet, making people feel a little more relaxed. It was a good time to untie each other's knots. Lychee said with satisfaction
He withdrew, leaving the two of them to talk.
Neither Lu Yan nor Lin Jinrong could feel such a beautiful morning, so they just buried their heads in eating. Lin Jinrong had no appetite at all, but he took two bites and put down the bowl. Seeing her putting down the bowl so quickly, Lu Yan frowned slightly.
But he didn't care about her and ate three bowls before stopping.
Seeing him stop using his chopsticks, Lin Jinrong said: "I've thought about it, and you're not wrong. It's my fault that I've kept things secret from you all this time." She decided not to hate him anymore, and she didn't want to torture herself anymore. This life is over.
So far, he is not wrong. In their previous lives, they were both wrong, and there were countless human-made misunderstandings and gaps. They should not have been together. Although she cannot forget those pains, she should also learn to let go.
Come on, you can't remember those things all your life and torture yourself day and night.
After hearing what she said, Lu Yan immediately raised his eyes to look at Lin Jinrong, but saw that her expression was not at all what he thought, or what he wanted to see. She did not look at him, but just looked out the window calmly, completely
There was no more arrogance and excitement from yesterday, and there was even a bit of gentleness in his tone. But he suddenly became afraid. What he was afraid of, he didn't know. He just felt that a certain place was about to be empty.
"So no matter how you think or how angry you are now, it's all right." Lin Jinrong paused and continued: "But what I told you yesterday is all the truth. I don't have three heads and six arms. I'm just an ordinary kid who thinks about it.
An ordinary woman living in this life, even if she is poorer and unknown, is not bad. And you are both talented and beautiful..."
Lu Yan didn't want to hear her continue, so he quickly interrupted her: "But we are already husband and wife, and we want to be together for the rest of our lives."
Lin Jinrong looked back at him: "But..."
Lu Yan stared at her closely: "I just want to ask you, do you hate me? Do you blame me?" She didn't like him when she was a child, and she didn't want to marry him, but she was forced to marry him. After she came in, she almost
Ansheng had not lived a day, and she had been walking on the edge of a knife, with countless cold knives and arrows. It was understandable that she would feel resentful and resentful.
Lin Jinrong looked directly at Lu Yan and shook her head slowly: "No, I don't hate you. I don't blame you either." It took a lot of effort for her to say this, but she finally said it. If it weren't for Lin Lu
The two families had to get married. If Lu Yan hadn't become Lin Yuzhen's heir, he wouldn't have been able to marry her just because she treated him like that. He, like her, was a wretch in the hands of others.
Just don't hate him. Lu Yan suddenly became convinced and his mood calmed down: "I don't hate you either. But I blame you."
Lin Jinrong waited quietly for him to continue. It was actually much better to say what was in each other's hearts calmly like this than to bite and stab each other in a frenzy. However, if she hadn't gone through what happened yesterday, she probably wouldn't have been able to do it.
Current thoughts.
Lu Yan looked at the table and whispered: "When I first found out, I hated you and wanted to bite you to death. Those days, day and night, I wanted to bite you to death. But I thought of you dying.
, that can't relieve the hatred." He smiled self-deprecatingly: "You should know that I am the most tolerant, and of course I can't really bite you to death. As I endure it, I find that I don't hate you anymore, I just blame you.
You, I still want to continue living with you." He couldn't continue.
Lin Jinrong was speechless, his eyebrows knitted together.
Lu Yan stood up and said with an unprecedented firm and forceful tone: "You don't want to marry, but you got married after all. If I had a choice, I didn't want to force you, but I got married after all. Lin and Lu's family
Our agreement will not be broken easily, and your and my freedom are not entirely in your hands. You and I are not just you and me. Behind you and me are the Lin and Lu families. It is not you who can do whatever you want, so, you
Accept your fate."
Lin Jinrong suddenly raised his head to look at Lu Yan.
"You don't need to say anything. Now I know what you are thinking and worrying about, and I know what to do." Lu Yan looked at her quietly, his expression determined and steady, and his eyebrows were a little more determined and courageous, which was not the same as before.
In a panic, he straightened his back, stretched out his hand in front of her, and said firmly: "It's time to pay your respects to the elders."
Lin Jinrong had never seen Lu Yan like this. She frowned and looked at him from top to bottom.
Lu Yan repeated it again seriously: "It's time to say hello to the elders. If it's too late, someone will gossip."
Lin Jinrong said: "I..."
"I know." Lu Yan interrupted her calmly: "How many couples hate each other but live their whole lives and are still buried in the same grave after death. Since you don't hate me, I don't hate you either. These days
You will be able to live better. My family will not agree to my divorce, and I will not divorce you. You have to live here and continue to live. If you don’t want some people to get their way, you’d better divorce me.
Do as you say.”
A ray of sunshine shone on Lu Yan's outstretched hand. The hand was slender and clean. There were thin calluses on the fingertips left by long-term writing, and even the joints of the middle finger and index finger were slightly deformed.
Lin Jinrong stared at the hand and refused to put it up.
Lu Yan looked down at her, stubborn and quiet.
Lin Jinrong gently put his hand on it.
Lu Yan slowly wrapped her hand in his palm. Her hand was cold, but his hand was hot. He had never understood so clearly what he wanted and what he wanted to do. She said that he would only hide in secret and be jealous of others.
If she is suspicious of others, then he will let her see what else he can do. She has always had the upper hand, and this time she should not have the upper hand anymore.
From the back room to the corridor, there was only a few dozen steps, but Lin Jinrong felt that he had walked for a long time. The girls and women looked at their intertwined hands, with surprises on their faces. Lu Mian walked very steadily and slowly, but Lin Jinrong was a little a bit nervous.
The steps are frivolous.
After leaving the courtyard, she tentatively took her hand out of his hand. Lu Yan looked at the girls and women coming and going on the road, let go of her hand, raised her head and walked forward, saying in a deep voice: "
The same thing must not happen a second time. Otherwise I will tell your mother, maybe Shen Zhi has grown up and knows how to distinguish right from wrong."
Lin Jinrong didn't say a word and followed him quietly.