"Don't pretend like this." Lu Lun looked at Lin Jinrong with a smile and said, "Don't think that I am a bad person, that I have been deceived by bad people, or that I have become a gangster by mistake."
Lin Jinrong didn't feel embarrassed after he saw through his mind. He suppressed his anxiety and smiled slightly: "What's the matter? Of course the situation you mentioned does not exist in the world, but it is more of what is said in the play. In fact, the real situation is
How many? It’s hard to find. Your temperament is always chivalrous and soft-hearted, so you will inevitably be deceived. I think about it this way, and it’s not wrong.”
In the beginning, Lu Lun was dating people he shouldn't be dating, which led to his death when he went home to attend the funeral of Mr. Lu. She didn't want him to interact with those people anymore. She originally thought she would send him to Taiming Mansion to study.
, you can avoid meeting those people. But the meaning of his words seems to be that he encountered and was deceived as usual. How can she not be anxious?
"I'm older than you, Ah Rong. You're actually the one who's easiest to be deceived." Lu Lun smiled and raised his hand like a big brother to rub Lin Jinrong's head. He raised it and laughed again, then let it go.
He went down and said calmly: "Now that everyone has grown up, men and women are different, and you are my sister-in-law, why do I suddenly think of teasing you like I did when I was a child?"
What Lin Jinrong liked most was Lu Lun's openness and generosity, so he glared at him and complained: "You dare to say that you often bullied me when you were a child. You would either step on my skirt or pull my hair, or you would hide in a tree and wait.
I threw insects on my head when I passed under the tree. I was honest at that time. If it weren't for the lychee protecting me, I don't know how much I would have suffered from you."
Lu Lun touched his head in embarrassment: "But I often help you, have you forgotten? Lin Wu and the twins bullied you. Didn't I also put worms in their cakes and scold them?
Did you pass them and get beaten for it?"
Lin Jinrong felt warm in her heart: "Yes, you have always treated me very well." So she became more and more reluctant to let anything happen to him, and hoped that he would have a safe and smooth life.
Lu Lun sighed a little, remained silent for a long time, and whispered: "It's a pity that you are not the same as before after you were 12 years old. Although Lin Wu, Lin Liu, and Lin Qi are always noisy with me, they still come to the house often, and sometimes they talk happily
, and we are relatively close to each other. But you never come, but once in a while, I wait for you by the roadside just to see you and say a few words to you, but you don’t even say a word. It’s so boring.”
"I was a little busy at that time and had a weird personality. I didn't want to be with them often, and I was afraid of causing trouble." Lin Jinrong felt a little guilty. At that time, she was busy improving her livelihood and only wanted to avoid the Lu family, so
Yiran never wanted to go to the Lu family, nor did he mix with them, so for a while, he was estranged from Lu Lun. Unexpectedly, he still remembered it in his heart.
Lu Lun glanced at her silently, grinned, and showed two rows of white teeth: "I know, you don't want to marry my second brother, so you are avoiding me."
Lin Jinrong blinked and did not deny it.
Lu Lun grabbed a pomegranate and peeled it slowly: "Actually, you are right."
Lin Jinrong didn't understand what he was referring to, so she reached out to take the pomegranate in his hand, took out a handkerchief to wrap and peel it: "You can't peel it like this, your hands will be stained black, and you won't be able to wash them clean for many days."
The white and red, crystal-like pomegranate seeds rolled down Lin Jinrong's fair and slender fingers into the porcelain plate. It was really beautiful. Lu Lun looked at it for a long time, breathed a sigh of relief, turned his eyes away, and whispered
: "I mean, my second brother is a good person, but people like us have wronged you."
Looking at Lu Lun, the roughest and wildest person in the family, who has always been the most sober and meticulous, Lin Jinrong couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "It's just life." Fight when you can, not fight, and when you can't get along, just fight.
You have to be patient and try your best to make yourself more comfortable, otherwise what can you do?
Lu Lun frowned in pain and whispered: "I'm not feeling well. Every day I stay at this house, I feel like I can't breathe, as if I'm going to die."
Lin Jinrong looked at him sympathetically. Lu Lun seemed free and easy, but in fact he was too serious. Judging from his appearance, he knew everything about what his second wife was doing. When he was unable to stop or change, he was the one who suffered the most in the family.
One. It is said that people of different ways do not work together, but those people are his closest relatives.
Throwing a knife over here, he couldn't see it, but she and Lu Yan threw a knife back over there, and he felt unbearable pain. It was a dilemma, deep and profound. If you are a fair thinker, see
If something like this happens, help those who can, and take care of those who can. If you can't help or can't, just watch and avoid it. You won't drive yourself to death. Only an honest and innocent person like him can
You have pushed yourself to this point.
Lin Jinrong couldn't help but think of that year, when he was about to leave, he came to ask her if she would go with him and no longer stay in this house to suffer hardship and neglect. She was scared to death at the time, but she realized when she looked back.
He meant well and pitied her and couldn't bear her suffering like that, but how could she dare to do such a shocking thing? She would not be so naive that others would believe their innocence and that Lu Lun would pity her for her hard life.
She wanted to help her jump out of the fire pit. In the eyes of others, they would only be an immoral couple who eloped. The Lin family would be humiliated because of her, and Lu Lun's future would be ruined and he would never be able to look back. So she refused.
.
Thinking of the past at this time, Lin Jinrong was even more impressed by Lu Lun's kindness to her. She didn't believe that Lu Lun didn't know the power of it and the troubles involved. When she was unable to extricate herself from the depths of the quagmire, he was the only one who stretched out his hand to her, thinking
After he died unjustly, she couldn't even avenge him. She could only do a monastery for him to beg for death. She burned incense and paper for him during festivals and the anniversary of his death. She felt very guilty.
and blame themselves.
If many things in this life hadn't changed, and she was no longer the weak woman who had to rely on others to survive, I'm afraid Lu Lun would have planned this way at this moment? Thinking about the past, Lin Jinrong felt even more soft in her heart.
, pushed a small plate of peeled pomegranates in front of Lu Lun, and persuaded: "Fifth brother, those things have nothing to do with you, you are different from them. Last winter, I told you, no matter what
, you are both my good elder brother and good brother. Your second brother and I don’t take it to heart, so why should you take it to heart?”
"You have done nothing wrong, of course you don't need to take it to heart, but for me, the feeling is different." Lu Lun gently picked up a crystal clear pomegranate seed with his thick and clumsy fingers, and looked at it carefully for a long time.
, fed it into his mouth, his eyebrows furrowed together as if in pain: "It's so sour."
His expression was too exaggerated. Lin Jinrong hurriedly picked one up and put it into his mouth. It was obviously very sweet, and he couldn't help but say: "I will never change my stubbornness."
Lu Lun looked at her with a smile, stood up and said, "Don't ask me about anything anymore, and don't try to forgive me. I'm nothing. It will be fine after you pass this point."
She prepared carefully for a long time, asked him to come out, and asked Lin Shiquan for help, but she couldn't ask him anything. Instead, he led her by the nose and focused on recalling things from her childhood. It seemed that what was his attitude?
There was a sense of saying goodbye in it. Lin Jinrong simply said: "Lu Lun, although there are many good people in this world, there are also many bad people. There are still many people who walk between good and evil. You cannot be called
I was blinded by my chivalry, and I made friends with the wrong people, and I wasted my life!"
Lu Lun stopped and looked at her seriously: "Second sister-in-law, I know you care about me, but there are some things you don't know. I... I know my own things."
Lin Jinrong saw that he had a firm look on his face. He was no longer childish like before, but actually looked like an upright man. Knowing that he couldn't persuade her any more, she simply followed his intention and said with a smile: "I just remembered that you don't just want to take the exam."
Is it for martial arts? My grandfather didn’t allow it in the past because he felt sorry for you and couldn’t bear to leave you. Now that you are older, he may change his mind. Otherwise, how about I go and persuade him?”
Lu Lun smiled slightly: "It's okay, you go and try it." His tone was careless, as if he was perfunctory.
Lin Jinrong couldn't help but frown: "Is that what you want?"
Lu Lun blinked at her: "Don't you know that this time they are going back to Taiming Mansion, but I am not allowed to follow them, and I have to stay at home to learn business with Manager Fan?"
Lin Jinrong said in surprise: "I really haven't heard of it." Mr. Lu is making three moves. The first is to drive Lu Shao away, the second is to marry the Kang family for Lu Jing, and the third is to train Lu Lun. After all, what will happen in the future?
After Lu Yan was awarded an official position in the examination, he could no longer stay at home to take care of these things. He always needed a down-to-earth and reliable person to take care of the rear. Lu Lun did not have any talent for studying, but he had the most honest and honest temperament, so he was the most suitable candidate. This
This approach can be regarded as reaching a certain balance between the first and second bedrooms. I believe that the second bedroom is also happy to see it happen, but no one will take Lu Lun's wish into account.
Seeing the surprise on her face, Lu Lun smiled faintly: "Of course you won't hear that at this moment, only the old man and I know about this family. I just came back from Taiming Mansion and went to see him, and he told me
." After saying that, he turned around and walked out: "Second sister-in-law, please read the account book first. After you finish reading, call me and I will go to the shop to take a look."
His voice was calm, but there was an indescribable sadness in it.
Lin Jinrong sat back, held her chin and thought for a long time, and secretly made up her mind, even if Lu Lun was locked up at home doing things he didn't like, it would be better than dying inexplicably.
"Ah Rong, let me show you this." Lin Shiquan opened the curtain and came in, handing her a stack of documents to read, "This is the property we bought in Feng County, Xinzhou. This is yours, this is mine." He was interested again.
Bobo said: "This year's harvest is good, and we can have another good year. I heard people say that in Huating County, Xiuzhou, merchant ships have been coming and going frequently recently, and the treasure business is very easy to do. It is simply a huge profit. Is it good to do it or not?"
?”
Lin Jinrong's eyelids twitched. Huating County, Xiuzhou, isn't that related to the Lu family's failure? He nodded immediately: "Do it, of course we have to do it."
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