Li Chengan's plot, don't jump if you don't like it.
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Yuan Siyu was also full of classes this morning and had no classes in the afternoon, so we did not have dinner together.
Li Chengan had two classes in the afternoon. After class, he was about to send a message to Yuan Siyu when he saw an unread message from her: "Let's eat together tonight?"
Li Chengan: "Okay."
Li Chengan: "I was just looking for you."
Yuan Siyu: "Hahaha"
The two chatted for a while, and then Li Chengan went back to the dormitory, put down his things, and then went to the cafeteria, planning to go for a walk after dinner to spend more time with her.
When they arrived at the door of the cafeteria, Yuan Siyu was already there. She seemed to have dressed up deliberately, wearing a long black dress with a very high texture. Although she was not tall, she had good proportions and looked slender and beautiful.
In two years, she has changed a lot compared to when she entered school. She still has some baby fat on her face, but some of it has been reduced. She is still cute, but she also shows some softness in her facial features, and she has learned some makeup skills. Look
It looks even more beautiful.
When she saw Li Chengan, she smiled sweetly and waved to him.
Li Chengan couldn't help but smile on his face. When he came closer, Yuan Siyu stretched out his hand out of habit and asked him to hold it. He turned around and walked into the canteen among the crowd, asking in a casual tone: "What are you eating?"
"Let's take a look."
Li Chengan has learned not to directly say "anything" or "anything goes", but to use another way of expression, "Do you have anything you want to eat?"
"I want to eat that noodle, the one I ate at last time..."
"OK."
"Do you want to eat the same thing as me?"
"Let's eat."
The two had several arguments about eating. Yuan Siyu disliked that he would never eat the same meal as her, but Li Chengan felt that eating different meals would give him more choices, and he could share the other's meals to taste if they were delicious.
They ended up buying the same food, but with different flavors. Yuan Siyu found a seat first, and Li Chengan came over later and sat across from each other to eat.
The two chatted about interesting things that happened in their lives and ate while Li Chengan was quietly thinking about how to surprise her...
Yuan Siyu was eating, raising her head from time to time, wiping the juice from the corners of her mouth with a tissue, arranging her hair, looking at him with her beautiful eyes, and then lowering her head to eat.
I don't know when they started, but the two of them stopped talking. Yuan Siyu looked up at him and saw that he had almost finished eating, and seemed to want to say something.
Li Chengan raised his head, noticed it, and said with a smile: "What's wrong? You don't want to eat?"
"Um."
Yuan Siyu nodded, "I'm full...do you want to eat?"
"Then you call me."
Li Chengan maintained the habit of not wasting food, moved skillfully, put his girlfriend's remaining noodles into his bowl, and then continued to suck.
"call."
Li Chengan finished eating quickly. Yuan Siyu handed him a tissue and watched him wipe the corners of his mouth. He suddenly took a breath and said, "I want to tell you something."
"Um?"
Li Chengan looked over, but Yuan Siyu lowered his head and whispered: "I... let's break up."
Li Chengan was a little confused. He looked at her and didn't react for a long time.
Yuan Siyu raised her head again and said seriously: "I'm very serious, let's break up."
Li Chengan tried hard to regain his thinking ability and couldn't help laughing, but he couldn't laugh anymore and asked as calmly as possible: "What's the reason?"
Yuan Siyu looked at him and said softly: "Don't think too much. I don't like anyone else. I still like you very much, but we can't be together anymore."
Li Chengan asked: "Why can't we be together?"
Yuan Siyu hesitated for a moment, then looked at him and said: "You are really... very good, and you are also very good to me. I have been very happy and happy during the two years we have been together. You have given me the feeling of falling in love. I
Thank you very much and I will remember you, but we have to live."
Li Chengan smiled and asked, "What do you mean?"
Yuan Siyu asked back: "Have you ever thought about what kind of life the two of us will live after graduation?"
Li Chengan asked: "What do you want to say?"
Without waiting for Yuan Siyu to answer, he said: "I said before that I might go back to the provincial capital, but I also said some time ago that I can stay in the capital. I am already considering these things..."
"That's not the reason."
Yuan Siyu interrupted him, "Even if we stay in the capital, so what? Our lives will not change fundamentally."
Li Chengan stopped talking and looked at her.
Yuan Siyu said: "Our school is not that good. There are famous schools everywhere in the capital, and people from other schools come to the capital. There are college students everywhere. After graduation, it is hard to say what kind of jobs we can find, and..."
She looked away, her voice became softer, and said: "My family's situation is not very good, and your family's situation is not very good either. You have to work part-time to make money in the university... What about after graduation? House prices in Beijing are so expensive, don't do it.
As for the monthly payment, how many years will it take for both of us to save just the down payment? How old will we be before we can have a home of our own?"
Li Chengan looked at her, as if he had just discovered today that this girl who had been in a relationship for two years, worked part-time with him, endured hardships, and enjoyed it, actually had such a side.
He watched quietly, and Yuan Siyu did not avoid it anymore. She looked at him and said, "I know what you are going to say. I know you are very hardworking and motivated. I believe you will not always be like this..."
She paused and said the two expected words: "But,"
After taking a breath, she continued: "No one can say what the future will be like. I don't see hope."
Li Chengan said nothing.
Yuan Siyu continued: "I can stay with you for two years, or I can stay with you for four, six, eight, ten years... But in the end... maybe after graduation, we kept quarreling under the pressure of life, and finally
After the relationship has worn off, it’s time to break up..."
She lowered her head again, as if water drops were dripping down, and her voice was still very soft and calm: "In that case, it is better to break up now, at least leave a good impression on each other."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Li Chengan took a breath and asked again: "Is there any other reason?"
Yuan Siyu raised her hand to wipe away her tears, raised her head and shook her head. Then she seemed to think for a moment, and then said: "Moreover, if you say now that you can stay in the capital because of me, if you quarrel in the future, it is inevitable that we will talk about it or return to the province."
city……"
As she spoke, her voice became softer again and she no longer looked at him. "When we first met, I fantasized about our future, so I knew I shouldn't see my family when we first fell in love, but I still endured it.
I keep mentioning it to you, saying that you want to meet your family... but you have never agreed and have been perfunctory with me. Now, can I believe that you said you would stay in the capital for me? "
Li Chengan took a breath and said, "If you are willing, we will go to my sister's house now."
As he spoke, the emotions he had been suppressing finally became a little excited. He stood up and was about to take her over.
Yuan Siyu looked up at him with a smile on his face, shook his head and said, "No, it's not necessary."
Li Chengan stood, looked down at him, suddenly took a breath, and said with a smile: "Indeed."
He also sat down, and neither of them spoke anymore.
After being silent for a while, Li Chengan asked: "You just said so much, what is the most important reason for you to choose to break up?"
Yuan Siyu shook his head and whispered: "I don't know."
Li Chengan looked at her and continued to ask: "Let's put it another way. If we go back to the time when we just met, how can I change so that you don't make the decision to break up?"
Yuan Siyu still didn't speak.
Li Chengan felt calm and sober as never before, and asked calmly: "My home is also near the capital, or is it simply a registered residence in the urban area of Beijing?"
Yuan Siyu said nothing.
"Or when we first talked about it, I decided to stay in the capital just like you did?"
Yuan Siyu said nothing.
"Is this the first time you mentioned it, or did I take you to meet your family without you saying it?"
Yuan Siyu said nothing.
Li Chengan fell into silence, then smiled and asked again: "Very rich? Or rich at home? Or have a relative with a very rich background, such as my sister who is so beautiful and married to a rich man?"
Yuan Siyu still didn't speak. She raised her head and looked at him. After looking at each other for two seconds, she whispered with a sad expression: "Don't be like this..."
"Um."
Li Chengan nodded, exhaled softly, and said, "There is no point in talking about it now."
Yuan Siyu continued to remain silent.
Li Chengan also continued to be silent. The two of them just sat facing each other in silence, watching the people next to them eating, chatting, and looking at each other...
After being silent for a long time, Li Chengan asked again: "What I say and do now, can it be undone?"
Yuan Siyu shook her head and looked at him, sad, worried, and a little like she wanted to cry. She reached out gently, as if she wanted to grab his arm like before, but in the end she didn't, and just said: "Don't do this."
"..."
Li Chengan wanted to say something else, but found that there was nothing left to say, so he just nodded and said with a smile: "Okay, that's it already..."
He wanted to say an ending that seemed free and relieved, but he found that after two years of dating, he learned how to figure out the girl's thoughts, learned how to make her happy, learned how to apologize, learned how to say sweet words, and learned how to be considerate.
...But I have never learned this, and I have never prepared for it.
My mind is blank and I can't speak.
He paused for two seconds. Yuan Siyu looked at him, smiled at him and said, "It's okay. Let's go. I'll take you back."
"Um."
The two stood up in silence and walked towards the girls' dormitory. When they came outside the door of the girls' dormitory, Yuan Siyu stopped, turned around and looked at him, suddenly smiled and said: "You just said that if I want, I can go to your sister's house right away. Do you really mean it?"
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Li Chengan smiled and said, "Really, are you going?"
Yuan Siyu shook his head and said, "I'll just ask."
She blinked slightly, her eyes seemed to be filled with mist, and she looked at him and said, "Can you hug me again, okay?"
Li Chengan hesitated for a moment, then gently hugged her into his arms and held her tightly.
After a while, Yuan Siyu struggled slightly and said: "Okay~"
Her tone was delicate, as if she was shy when they were in love in the past, but both of them understood that it was completely different.
Li Chengan did not let go and whispered: "If I were rich, could we continue to be together?"
Yuan Siyu continued to struggle, and Li Chengan had no choice but to let her go and continue to stare at her.
Yuan Siyu smiled playfully and said: "Then you study hard and work hard to make money. Maybe I will still like you before I get married at that time."
Li Chengan smiled, exhaled softly, and said with a smile: "Okay, just pretend I didn't ask... I hope you meet the person who can make you happier soon."
Yuan Siyu nodded and smiled: "You too...I'm leaving, bye~"
"Bye~"
Yuan Siyu took a deep look at him and seemed to be about to leave, but tears suddenly flowed down her face. She stared at him and said with a nasal voice and a cry: "You haven't complimented me on whether my clothes look good today?"
"nice."
Li Chengan smiled and praised, "The clothes are good-looking, the people are good-looking, and they will become more and more good-looking in the future."
Yuan Siyu smiled with tears on her face, as if she felt embarrassed. She stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, smiled at him, waved her hand to him in front of her chest, and then turned and left.
Li Chengan watched her walk into the girls' dormitory, walk into the crowd, disappear under the cover of the gate and the building, stood quietly for another two seconds, then smiled, stretched out her arms, looked up at the sky, turned around,
In the process, he put away his arms and strode away.
I really don’t have the fate of the protagonist. Every time I feel that life is wonderful, there will be a heavy blow of fate brewing and finally falling.
Last time it was the true face of brother-in-law, this time it is Yuan Siyu... more precisely, it is the true face of love. What will it be next time?
When can we stop?
When there is no way to make things worse?
Or have you been able to face all the waves in life calmly and don’t feel like this is the time for a heavy blow?
The storm never stops, but surfers can become mature and strong...
Is this what you have to experience on the road?
He tried hard to control his expression, looking at the faces of the people walking towards him, he suddenly thought of Bai Yueqing.
If she appeared at this time, would he still be the protagonist, but he had misunderstood the heroine before?
However, Bai Yueqing didn't show up all the way back to his dormitory, and his roommates didn't notice anything unusual about him.
Except for him, everyone else's life is no different from usual.