Jiang Qifeng tried his best to calm down, but his voice was still a little erratic, which made several colleagues feel a little strange. Then one person sent him the link through QQ.
Jiang Qifeng opened the webpage and saw the news title: "Female college student sacrificed her life to save her roommate and was stabbed three times." The content was relatively serious, telling the whole story, as well as the interview with the heroine.
The injuries that Jiang Qifeng is most concerned about are also introduced in the book, but they only say that he was stabbed three times and was sent to the hospital by his roommate. His injuries are currently stable and he needs time to recover.
Jiang Qifeng read it quickly and felt his heart trembling. He quickly took out his mobile phone and dialed his daughter's number while walking out of the office.
"Both - all - the user you dialed is busy, please call again later."
Got hung up!
Jiang Qifeng was stunned for a moment, and his heart continued to fall. Then he thought for a moment and dialed Yang Changyu's number.
Yang Changyu had a day off today and was on a date with Wei Qingchan. Suddenly he received a call from Jiang Qifeng. His heart skipped a beat and he had a very bad feeling. He signaled to Wei Qingchan and then carefully answered the call.
"Hello, uncle?"
"Changyu, do you know about Qinghuai?" Jiang Qifeng asked straight to the point.
"Well……"
Yang Changyu didn't know what to say for a while.
Jiang Qifeng understood immediately and said angrily: "You knew it and didn't even tell me?"
"Qinghuai didn't let me say..."
Yang Changyu said a little aggrievedly, "And she's fine. I just saw her last night and she's recovering well..."
"You stabbed me three times and you told me it's okay?"
"Uncle, don't be angry first, calm down."
"Calm down! Which hospital is she in?"
"Beijing Third Hospital, uncle, if you..."
Jiang Qifeng hung up the phone directly and returned to the office.
His voice was very loud just now, and many colleagues heard it. Seeing him coming back anxiously, a colleague with whom he had a good relationship asked: "Lao Jiang, what's wrong?"
"Do you know the little girl in the report?"
"My daughter!"
Jiang Qifeng hurriedly replied, and then went to the editor-in-chief to ask for leave.
When the editor-in-chief heard that he was going to ask for leave, his expression was a bit surprised. Without hearing what he said, he hurriedly said: "Then hurry up! I must go! Okay! You hurry over now... Do you want me to drive you to the station?
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"No, no, I'll just take a taxi."
Jiang Qifeng was secretly moved and felt that there were indeed more good people in the world. In fact, the editor-in-chief did not get along well with him at work because he often found news that reflected social problems for the newspaper to reprint and publish, which put a lot of pressure on the editor-in-chief.
Jiang Qifeng was originally worried that his request for leave would be blocked, and he was ready to resign and see his daughter immediately, but he did not expect that the editor-in-chief would be so reasonable.
He hurriedly left with this feeling, and other colleagues briefly expressed their blessings and watched him leave.
"gone?"
The editor-in-chief came out of his office and confirmed that Jiang Qifeng had left. He showed a relaxed smile and said silently in his heart: "It's good to ask for leave, it's good to ask for leave, it's better to ask for a few more days..."
Naturally, Jiang Qifeng didn't know the editor's psychological activities, so he was able to pack some luggage after going home, withdrew money, took a taxi to the train station, and bought the fastest train ticket to the capital.
The train traveled for more than 10 hours and did not arrive at the station until after 7pm. A day's standing ticket made him physically exhausted, but the mental torment was even worse.
"Uncle!"
When we walked out of the train station, Yang Changyu was already waiting and came over to help carry the bag.
Jiang Qifeng didn't give it to him and said: "It's okay, it's not heavy. I'll take it myself... Where is Qinghuai?"
"Where's the hospital?"
"Go, go, go!"
"Would you like something to eat?"
"Can I eat it?"
"Then take a taxi...I'll book a room for you next to the hospital..."
"How is Qinghuai? Does she know I'm coming? Does it hurt...does it hurt?"
"It's pretty good, it's been several days..."
The two of them talked, took a taxi to the hospital, and hurried upstairs to the corridor, where they saw two girls walking out together.
"This is……"
The two people who came out were Zhou Li and Peng Juan. They both recognized Yang Changyu and knew about Jiang Qifeng's coming, so after meeting, they somewhat understood the identity of the visitor.
"These are Qinghuai's roommates. They have been taking care of Qinghuai these days."
Yang Changyu helped with the introduction, Jiang Qifeng quickly thanked her, and Zhou Li said: "I should do what I should do. If it weren't for me, Qinghuai wouldn't..."
She said her eyes were red again. Jiang Qifeng understood that the person in front of him should be the roommate mentioned in the report. He had no grudge against Zhou Li. She was also a victim. He said a few polite words and hurried to the ward.
When he walked into the ward, he saw Jiang Qinghuai lying on the hospital bed, his face still a little pale. Apparently he heard the words in the corridor and was looking over here.
Jiang Qifeng looked at his daughter lying on the hospital bed, and Jiang Qinghuai also looked at him while lying on the hospital bed. The father and daughter looked at each other for two seconds. Jiang Qifeng came over with his bag, put it down, and sat on the nursing chair next to him.
Come down.
During this process, he lowered his head and said in a low tone: "Why don't you answer the phone?"
Jiang Qinghuai pursed his lips, as if he wanted to smile. The smile looked a bit naughty, and he spoke in a relaxed tone, saying: "I don't want to answer."
Jiang Qifeng didn't care. He turned around and looked at the eldest sister in the next bed, and then looked at the environment of the hospital bed, but not at his daughter.
Yang Changyu also came over and said, "Have all your roommates gone back?"
"Well, let's change the shift and wait for Liang Yuxiu to come."
"oh."
Yang Changyu nodded, looked at her, then at Jiang Qifeng, and said: "Then... uncle, let me go down and buy you some food. Qinghuai, have you eaten?"
"I have already eaten."
"Okay, I'll buy whatever I want."
Yang Changyu went down, Jiang Qifeng watched him leave, then turned to look at his daughter.
Jiang Qinghuai was also looking at his father. She seemed a little thinner and her face was slightly pale, but she seemed to be in a good mood. There was a faint smile on her mouth, eyebrows and eyes, and she looked pure, beautiful and peaceful.
Jiang Qifeng looked at her and opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but for a moment he didn't know where to start.
"If you don't know how to say it, just say it~"
Jiang Qinghuai changed into a soft local accent and said with a smile and annoyance. Then he smiled again and asked: "How do you know?"
Jiang Qifeng said: "I saw the news."
"I knew it."
Jiang Qinghuai's smile became brighter and brighter, with a bit of pride and playfulness. Seeing his father's expression of confusion, he smiled and explained: "I didn't ask the teacher to tell you, and I didn't ask my brother to tell you... I was just thinking.
When will you know, will it be because of work..."
"clear……"
Jiang Qifeng wanted to say these things, but Jiang Qinghuai continued on by himself, "Dad, do you know?"
"Um?"
"I've hated you since I was a kid."
She looked at Jiang Qifeng, her expression was calm, her voice was soft and sweet, and she seemed to be saying the warm words a daughter would say to her father, such as "I have admired you since I was a child."
Jiang Qifeng opened his mouth but could not speak, but his already haggard expression became even more gloomy.
"You feel that you have become an official, and you don't want to live up to it. You want to uphold justice in the world. If you see injustice, you have to stand up... You have helped so many people. Some people still think of you well, and some people will soon.
In turn, I hate you, blame you, and slander you..."
The couple next to them turned to look over, but Jiang Qinghuai was unaware and continued: "You don't care about your future, you have offended so many people, you have worked for so many years, you are still standing still, and in the end you were fired...
My mother left with someone else, and I was bullied in school...no one cared about it...and you didn't have time to care about it either. You were busy upholding justice for others, and you had no time to care about your daughter..."
Her tone lowered, as if she wanted to cry, but she paused, controlled her emotions, and showed a somewhat heart-wrenching smile, with some comforting meaning.
Jiang Qifeng was silent.
"So, I hate you...is this normal?"
She sniffed and then smiled, "I told myself that I will never be like you when I grow up. I just want to be happy and live my own life. I don't care what others do...
...What does the life and death of other people have to do with me? I will be the most selfish person..."
She seemed to want to say more, but in the end she didn't and was just silent for a while.
Jiang Qifeng raised his head and looked at his daughter. He was silent for a while and wanted to speak.
Jiang Qinghuai interrupted him again and said: "I know what you are going to say. You don't need to say it. If you say it, I will be even more angry... I have heard it many times since I was a child."
Jiang Qifeng's lips moved in a whisper, but he didn't speak.
Jiang Qinghuai was still looking at him, and the tall and majestic figure from her childhood seemed to appear in front of her eyes. That was the father she admired, the father who upheld justice for others and gained gratitude from others... She was once proud of this, and followed her father's warnings and teachings.
Next, I will understand many important principles early.
After her family broke up and she grew up, she began to hate and hate those things. She wanted to become a completely different person from him...
However, I don't know when it started, those things have long been integrated into her flesh and blood as she grew up.
Are not you afraid?
That man has a knife!
You were stabbed three times...
It hurts!
It felt like someone was talking in her ears, like asking, or like she was talking to herself in her heart...
Tears filled her eyes, and then they came out. She did not reach out to wipe them, but looked at the person sitting in front of her in the hazy tears. The tall figure when she was a child seemed to have become very fragile and humble now, even loudly.
It seemed like he didn't even dare to breathe.
She turned her head and looked out the window at the illuminated night sky, sniffed, and said softly: "But, I don't hate you now."
She paused, then added: "I have become a person like you...I know how it feels...I don't blame you, I don't hate you anymore.
"You caused me to lose my mother, and caused me to be bullied and ridiculed by others since I was a child; I didn't tell you about this, and I didn't answer your calls... We are even."
She turned her head, sniffed again, blinked hard, and looked at him with a smile. The smile was still pure and beautiful, with a relaxed and warm atmosphere. She said solemnly and seriously: "Dad, I don't hate you.