For a moment, she didn't know how to answer Yan Ling's question.
Yan Ling glanced at her: "Don't answer me in a hurry, go back and think about it! It's very late, I'm going to bed first!"
After saying that, Yan Ling turned around and returned to her room and closed the door.
Lu Zitian stood at her door for a while, then turned and returned to her room.
But lying on the bed, she tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.
Her mind kept repeating the questions Yan Ling had just asked her.
Li Bo and the two grew up together. She is several months older than Li Bo, but they have been attending the same school since kindergarten.
Growing up, the two of them played together and went to steal snacks together. When they were in elementary school, they copied each other's homework and shared their little secrets.
Later, they grew up and experienced many wonderful things together.
When she was in college, Li Bo pretended to be her boyfriend and fended off many boys who wanted to pursue her.
And she also pretended to be Li Bo's girlfriend and helped him block some messy peach blossoms.
Later, the adults from the two families deliberately matched them up, and then they became boyfriend and girlfriend naturally.
It's just that there seems to be a lack of passion between them that should exist between male and female friends.
In her mind, she remembered that there was a Chinese Valentine's Day, when she and Li Bo had just established their relationship.
After Li Bo came back from watching a movie with her, he passed by a unique love hotel.
He said to her as if he was joking: "Tiantian, why don't we go back tonight? How about staying in this hotel for one night?"
She told the other party very righteously at that time: "Li Bo, don't even think about it.
I am a very conservative person, our first time can only be on the wedding night, and everything I have will only be given to my future husband.
Unless we get married, I will not have any intimate behavior with you before marriage!"
Li Bo laughed at that time: "Tiantian, I'm joking with you! Why are you so serious?"
Could it be that Li Bo was just testing her that day?
He finally chose Zhao Yue and had the most intimate behavior with Zhao Yue before marriage. Was it because he rejected him?
Is this all her fault?
Is she too conservative and pedantic?
Lu Zitian was lying on the bed, thinking wildly, becoming more and more irritable, and couldn't fall asleep no matter what.
Finally, she sat up from the bed suddenly, took out her mobile phone, and wanted to call someone to talk to someone about her inner depression and confusion.
But after looking through it, there was no one in her phone address book who could discuss this topic with her.
However, in the end, her eyes fell on Shen Jinghan's name.
This was the mobile phone number she deliberately saved when Shen Jinghan called her after they received the certificate today.
For some reason, she was feeling irritable at this moment and suddenly wanted to hear Shen Jinghan's addictive deep voice.
So, she was upset and without thinking, she directly dialed Shen Jinghan's phone number.
But when her phone rang, she saw that the time was almost 1 a.m., and immediately regretted it. She quickly hung up the phone, threw the phone on the bedside table, and lay down on the bed again.
However, she was lying on the bed and just turned over. The mobile phone on the bedside table rang. Lu Zitian was startled. She picked up the mobile phone and looked at it. Shen Jinghan actually called.
She pressed the connect button nervously, and Shen Jinghan's low and melodious voice came through: "Tiantian, what's wrong?
Did something happen?"
For some reason, after hearing his voice, Lu Zitian suddenly became less irritable.
She lay down on the bed and pursed her lips: "It's nothing. I just feel a little irritable and can't sleep. I just want to find someone to chat with."
Shen Jinghan chuckled on the phone: "Then come up and I'll chat with you!"
"It's so late, I don't want to go up there! If Yan Ling knew about it, she wouldn't know how to laugh at me!"
"Anyway, you are moving in tomorrow, she already knows.
We are a legally certified couple!"
Shen Jinghan's voice was gentle and low, with a deep feeling of endearment.
"Stop, you know very well what is going on with us. We have obtained the certificate, but there is an agreement between us that it is a contract marriage. Please remember this clearly, Mr. Shen."
After listening to her words, Shen Jinghan on the phone was silent for a moment: "Don't worry, of course I remember this.
What's wrong?
Why are you so upset that you can’t sleep? Let me tell you.”
Lu Zitian turned over on the bed, not knowing what to say: "Shen Jinghan, I also want to hear you read poetry. Can you read a poem to me?"
"Okay, which one do you want to listen to?"
“Which capital is good?
Your voice sounds like summer rain falling on the bamboo forest, which can make people calm down!"
Lu Zitian closed her eyes.
"After I read you a poem, you have to tell me why you are upset, okay?"
The sinister Shen Jinghan took the opportunity to put forward his own conditions.
"Okay, I promise you!"
Lu Zitian agreed to the other party without even thinking about it.
So, after a few seconds of silence on the phone, Shen Jinghan's magnetic and pleasant voice rang out.
"That day, I closed my eyes in the fragrant mist of the Sutra Hall, and suddenly I heard the mantra of your recitation of sutras.
That month, I shook all the prayer wheels, not for salvation, but just to touch your fingertips.
…
In that life, I walked around mountains, rivers, and pagodas, not to cultivate the afterlife, but just to meet you on the way. At that moment, I raised the wind horse, not to pray for blessings, but to wait for your arrival."
This poem by Tsangyang Gyatso was recited by Shen Jinghan through the microphone of his mobile phone, with a unique and profound feeling.
Until he finished reciting, Lu Zitian was still immersed in his low and obsessed voice, and did not speak for a long time.
"Xiao Tiantian, are you asleep?"
Shen Jinghan heard that she didn't respond for a long time, so he tried to ask.
Lu Zitian came back to her senses and said quickly: "No, I didn't fall asleep! Shen Jinghan, I didn't expect that a businessman with such sharp skills and scheming skills like you would like Tsangyang Gyatso's poems.
Am I hallucinating?"
On the phone, Shen Jinghan couldn't help but laugh: "It turns out that in your heart, I am a shady businessman!"
"Is not it?"
"No, I have reached this point because of no choice.
The human world.
Who doesn’t want to live an aboveboard life.
Who doesn’t want to pursue beautiful things, just to survive, in many cases, it’s just a last resort.”
When he said these words, Shen Jinghan's voice was filled with helplessness, sadness and loss.
Lu Zitian quickly said: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it! Shen Jinghan, I was joking with you just now!"