"How do I know? I've never heard of it!" The boy's cold response made her finally wake up and see his angry face.
She was stunned, blinked and asked him: "Uh... why are you so angry? Are you jealous again?"
He was so angry that he turned away and refused to face her: "Why should I be jealous? He is so good, how can you not like him?"
She quickly stretched out her hand to lift his chin, and coaxed him with soft words: "I told you before, even if he is so good, am I still fascinated by you now?" At this point, his stiff neck became stiff.
He relaxed his strength and was twisted back to face him by her. "Although you are clumsy most of the time, your words are rigid and humorless, you are stubborn as hell in doing things, you are also jealous and super clingy, and you can't get along with me...
…”
Seeing that he was squinting his eyes and trying to show off his temper, she quickly added: "But a silly and cute pretty boy like you is very popular in our hometown, and many people want to push him down."
He was confused when he heard it. He only felt that the words in words were not as good as the words she praised Jiang Haoran. "Are you trying to trick me? Why did I hear a stupid word? It must not be a good word. You said he
When you were young, why did you boast that there was nothing in the sky or on the earth...am I so much worse than him?"
She was stunned for a while when he questioned her, and finally responded without hesitation: "Well... everyone has their own characteristics, and you are basically two different people. For example, he is like a husky, and you are like a Samoyed.
, two different dogs, how to compare them together?”
"Dog?" He raised his voice and almost fainted.
"Well, anyway, you don't need to pay attention to him, because he is my memory and cannot threaten you." Gong Yueyue saw that he had an endless trend, so she planned to end this ex-boyfriend memoir as soon as possible.
"You are not allowed to remember him. Today is the last time. From now on, I want you to only have me in your heart." Why does his pretty face think about her from morning to night every day, but she still has time to remember other men?
Is there any more heavenly justice?
She was amused by his unreasonable request: "Then you are really forcing yourself to do something difficult. How can you say that there is no such thing as memory? It will be gone. If not, you can knock me out, but maybe I will forget you too, so let's
The two of us have become the most unfamiliar strangers." At this point, she stretched out her little paws to hold his chin with a playful smile, and gently touched his lips with her thumb: "What's your last name, this handsome guy? Do you have a girlfriend?
?Can you touch your sister’s legs and give her a kiss? Ouch, those fair-skinned big eyes, Ouch, those sexy little lips..."
He had no intention of responding to her teasing, so he grabbed her wrist and warned her sternly: "No matter how difficult it is for me, you are not allowed to think about him anymore. Anyway, I feel very uncomfortable."
The joking expression on Gong Yueyue's face instantly faded away, replaced by a look of impatience, and she freed her little paws from his big hand: "I'm telling you, you are the one who loves to have trouble with yourself. If you are a bitch, you have to ask me.
, you know it and you mess with me again, are you using all your emotional intelligence to feed the horse? In this regard, you are really like a bitch."
He just hoped that she could be as undistracted as he was, but he was met with such an unpleasant accusation from her. The pretty face, which was originally as gentle as jade, turned red with anger, stiffened up, and stared at her with his neck raised: "Are you disgusted with me again?
You think I’m better off without him, don’t you?”
Seeing his attitude of escalating the war, she became furious. She put aside the quilt, straightened her back and faced him face to face: "Which of my words did I mean this?"
"Every word you say means this. When you talk about him, there is admiration in your eyes, and when you talk about me...it's all disgust! I'm not blind!" He had completely forgotten who was the one who asked Jiang.
Haoran, and completely fell into hopeless jealousy.
Gong Yueyue's eyes widened, with a look of disbelief on her face: "I'm talking about you, why are you blaming others? Did Jiang Haoran provoke you? Why do you always have trouble with others? Besides, he has good emotional intelligence.
Taller than you..." At least she has never been so prone to such mindless jealousy like him, but she didn't dare to say this.
Even though she felt that she had shown mercy, this ancient man still couldn't bear her constant defense of Jiang Haoran. "You are just protecting him like this, and you still say you don't like him?" Today, he met Jiang Haoran.
, and still lost. That was the person she could not forget on her wedding night. That was the person who implicated her in another time and space. If he loved this woman as deeply as he did, would he
Are you really trying to find ways to bring her back? By then, will she still firmly stay with him?
"You damn Samoyed..." She was so angry that she trembled all over and pushed him hard, but he didn't move at all. "Okay, yes, you are right. I admire him and despise you. Are you satisfied?"
You can continue to do it by yourself, and don't hinder me from sleeping and raising my baby. When I got up, my big butt was pressing on my quilt!" She angrily pulled out the corner of the quilt that was pressed by him, got into the quilt, and wrapped herself into a cocoon.
.This pretty girl's habit of dying if she doesn't seek death has happened again, but her violent temper is not something to be trifled with.
Zhao Changyuan sat on the bed and breathed heavily, and she actually admitted it again! It was like this every time they quarreled, the angry words he said in a daze, and he was always the only one who was pissed to death in the end. "You.
You did this to me? You did this to the father of your child!" As he said this, he stepped forward and pulled the corner of her quilt.
As she rolled around, she murmured to herself: "I can't hear, I can't hear, I can't hear anything. I'm deaf...deaf...deaf..."
He was so angry that he used his hands and feet to hold the twisting "cocoon" under his body: "Don't pretend to be deaf, get up. You can't let him go, right?" She suddenly calmed down under him, no longer struggling, and
There was no response. The two of them faced each other in silence for a long time. He pulled down the quilt covering her head and breathed on her face relentlessly: "Answer me."
She fixedly looked at his face full of anger and fear, and said, "You are wrong, it is you I can't bear to part with. Do you want to know what dream I just had?"
"You said you don't remember."
"I remember, I just didn't want to say it or face it. I dreamed that the body I had in my hometown was still there, and that Jiang Haoran wanted to travel across the ocean to find medical experts to treat me. I know why I was still crying so much in my sleep.
Are you sad? Because I'm so afraid that if they really save me, I'll never see you again." She said from calm to choked up, and that dream, accompanied by Jiang Haoran's faint singing, echoed in her ears again.
The anger on Zhao Changyuan's face disappeared. He looked at her with shame and hugged her tightly: "No, it's just a dream. We won't be separated. I won't make trouble anymore. It's all my fault..."
"I feel really disgusted... There are my parents, my friends, and someone who loves me so much, but I am so selfish... I only think about myself. I am so sad and guilty...
"The first time she told someone about her inner struggles and guilt, she cried for a long time. She could resolve her love and longing for her parents at any time. But for Jiang Haoran, the guilt she felt could only be suppressed in her heart, and she never dared to touch it.
But the longer and deeper it is suppressed, the harder it is to control the emotions that burst out.
She knew that it was not her fault to travel to ancient times. She knew that marrying Zhao Changyuan was an expedient measure. She also knew that it would be difficult not to be tempted by the strong temptation of Zhao Changyuan. But she just couldn't ignore a cruel fact——
No matter how good the reasons were, she did betray Jiang Haoran.
She was even glad that she didn't find a way to go back and didn't have to face a dilemma. Otherwise, her heart would really allow her to make a selfish and cruel decision to abandon her parents and live with the man she had been in love with for seven years.
Lover?
Holding his sobbing wife in his arms, Zhao Changyuan's heart felt extremely cold when he heard her struggling to express her guilt. His love with her had become a double-edged sword, inevitably hurting her. He couldn't bear to let her feel sad, but if she
Her "guilt" must be healed by his "letting go", which is impossible in this life. Not to mention that she can't go back now, even if one day... he will never let her go.
"It's me who hates you, I'm selfish, I can't live without you, and I can't let you go. I can't blame you. If you feel uncomfortable, just take it out on me and let me bear the burden alone. Don't blame yourself anymore, and don't
I feel guilty again...I'm scared." The arrogance from the quarrel just now disappeared without a trace, and now he was pleading.
She was struggling and beating hysterically in his arms: "It's your fault! It's all your fault!"
"Yeah!" He happily accepted her helpless vent.
"If you weren't so good, I wouldn't be so entangled, so it's all your fault." After saying this bitterly, she opened her mouth and bit his shoulder.
"It turns out that biting someone really relieves anger! No wonder this Samoyed always likes to bite me." She thought with satisfaction, but she tasted the smell of blood unknowingly and quickly held back her teeth. "You fool, why didn't you know?
Say something? You're bleeding!" She was so distressed that her eyebrows and nose were all blurred together, but he still smiled innocently.
The messenger swallowed his saliva and smoothed his breath before speaking again to report: "It's not a big deal, General! Waqiao Pass, Mozhou and Yingzhou were successively conquered. Youzhou City was besieged on all sides. General Cao and General Yang are currently
It’s very dangerous!”
Gong Yueyue, Xiao Juan and the messengers all looked at Zhao Changyuan at the same time. This was because the young general did not say a word for a long time after receiving such an urgent military report.
"Are you slow? Still slow? Still slow?" Gong Yueyue thought silently in her heart.
"General..." The messenger thought the general didn't hear clearly and wanted to repeat it again.
The general then stretched out a hand to signal him to stop: "I heard you clearly. Does your Majesty have any wishes?"
"The emperor ordered the general to enter the palace quickly to discuss the matter."
The young general said calmly: "I'll be here soon, you go out first."
"As you command!"
Xiao Jun and the messengers retreated together. Zhao Changyuan turned his head and looked at his wife intently. The cold moonlight of the winter night and the dim light of the corridor lamp made her face more elegant and mysterious. (To be continued)