Zhao Changyuan also looked directly into her eyes and vaguely understood that she would not bet on him easily.
There was a moment of silence between the two.
Seeing Gong Yueyue look away, Zhao Changyuan suddenly said: "Why do Yueyue think that it will be a gamble with me?"
Gong Yueyue didn't look at him, but just said: "I don't understand what you are talking about?"
"I just don't understand." Zhao Changyuan frowned slightly, with a bit of distress on his face, "If according to what you said, it is really a gamble, then what is our bet? What is the bet?"
Gong Yueyue was a little annoyed, "I told you, I don't know what you're going to say!"
Zhao Changyuan didn't give her a chance to escape. He stood up and sat next to her, "You know what I'm talking about! Answer me!"
Gong Yueyue, who had her head lowered, gritted her teeth slightly, finally looked up at him and said, "Let's get along peacefully for five days. I don't want to remember this moment in the days we can't see each other again."
quarrel."
Looking at Gong Yueyue who was so calm that he could be called indifferent, Zhao Changyuan couldn't hold it back anymore and kissed her lips.
Gong Yueyue couldn't help but frown more tightly, "What's wrong with you? I told you I don't want to quarrel with you!"
"Okay, let's not argue. Let's have a good talk." Zhao Changyuan looked at her and asked seriously: "What do you think of me?"
Gong Yueyue couldn't help but press her finger between her eyebrows, "Can we not discuss this topic?"
"Why? Is it really so difficult to tell me what you really think?" Zhao Changyuan couldn't help but raise his voice and asked.
Gong Yueyue looked at him and closed her eyes. She felt extremely irritated and couldn't help but said loudly: "Can you give up if I tell the truth?"
"You said you give up? Are you still waiting for me to give up?" Zhao Changyuan took a deep breath, but his anger was not suppressed much. He almost roared, "Don't you have a heart?!"
Seeing him losing control, Gong Yueyue was so angry that she slapped him in the face. But the moment the slap landed on his face, she stopped again and withdrew her hand. She seemed to have recovered.
calm.
"You go out now, I don't want to talk to you." She said in a cold voice.
Looking at her look, Zhao Changyuan felt inexplicably panicked. He felt that the slap just now was Gong Yueyue's outlet for venting, and if he really gave up now, he would definitely miss a lot of things.
He grabbed Gong Yueyue's wrist and threw it hard on his face.
"What are you doing!" Gong Yueyue was furious when she saw the bloody marks on his face from her own nails.
Zhao Changyuan looked at her expectantly, "Yueyue, what you wanted to say just now, tell me now!"
Seeing his appearance, Gong Yueyue felt a sore nose and punched him in the chest, "You still want to be shameless! What can you say? There is nothing to say! Haven't you finished speaking yourself?!"
"I didn't say anything, I want to hear what Yue Yue said!" Zhao Changyuan grabbed her other hand and pulled it into his arms, his expression serious.
Gong Yueyue's vision was a little blurry when she looked at him, and she finally held back her voice and said loudly: "You said I have no heart! If I didn't have the heart, I would have killed you with a sword that morning! What do you think I am? Don't I have no heart?"
With shame, can anyone get into my bed?"
The more she spoke, the angrier she became, "Did you listen to me? I told you to wait. At least it allowed me to adapt to our current relationship! But you are always making random suspicions, why do you care so much about me?
, why do you want me to affect your emotions, why do you want to make yourself like this?! I will be tired and scared if you act like this!"
At the end of the sentence, she almost broke down and shouted.
She was crying and in pain, so Zhao Changyuan couldn't help but hold her in his arms, gently caressed her back, and whispered: "It's my fault, it's all my fault."
Gong Yueyue finally opened up the conversation, "Do you know how panicked I was after that day? It was like all the problems were pushed in front of me at once, and I didn't want this at all. Zhao Changyuan, this is a bet, for me
It's just a gamble. The bet is my heart, and the bet is your heart. I don't question your feelings, but I don't believe that people's hearts are immutable! Gambling on people's hearts is the stupidest thing in the world, so I don't dare
bet!"
Zhao Changyuan held her face, gently wiped away the tears on her face, held her hand, slowly placed it on his chest, and said softly: "Do you feel it? My heart is here. As long as it's here.
It is still in my chest, and it will never change, because it has only been beating for you since a long time ago."
Gong Yueyue looked at her hand pressing on his chest, then raised her head and glanced at Zhao Changyuan. She slowly stopped crying, but she was still sobbing a little.
After taking a gentle breath, Zhao Changyuan hugged her tightly again, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have disbelieved you! I should have understood what you were thinking when you didn't reject me. I should also understand.
, how are you feeling these days."
Gong Yueyue sniffed, "It's good that you know!"
Zhao Changyuan smiled softly, "I'm too greedy, and I'm never satisfied no matter what. Yueyue, don't be afraid of me. I shouldn't have put so much pressure on you, and I shouldn't have been unable to control my feelings and emotions. It's because I'm too
I indulged myself, and I never thought that it would cause you discomfort. I don’t blame you for my current weakness and paranoia. I failed to adjust myself and let you down."
"It's not that serious." Hearing him criticize herself like this, Gong Yueyue felt a little soft-hearted again.
Zhao Changyuan couldn't help but chuckle again, glanced down at her, hugged her arm, and couldn't help tightening it, "Yueyue, don't be soft-hearted! I originally thought I had done a good enough job and was mature enough, but...
Running around like a young boy, you are right, it is indeed very childish. It is natural that you will not be able to trust me with me for life. But believe me, I will become better, so that you can trust me wholeheartedly.
."
Gong Yueyue bit her lip gently and said in a low voice: "Your ability to talk about love is better not to get better."
"No matter how nice it sounds, I will only tell it to Yueyue." Zhao Changyuan whispered in her ear.
The low magnetic voice made Gong Yueyue's ears numb. She immediately covered her ears and broke away from his arms.
Zhao Changyuan then leaned over to follow her, placing his hands on both sides of her body, trapping her in his arms, "You didn't seem to like it just now, why don't we start from here."
As he spoke, his eyes stopped on Gong Yueyue's red lips, and he slowly leaned over.
"Wait, wait!" Gong Yueyue's face seemed to be on fire when he looked at her, and she shrank back.
Zhao Changyuan did not intend to give in, so he leaned forward again and whispered: "Do you know how excited I was about your confessions just now? You still ask me to hold back?"
"What, what confession, don't misunderstand me!" Gong Yueyue was a little flustered and wanted to curl up her legs, but Zhao Changyuan suppressed her, "You, you dare!"
Zhao Changyuan curled his lips and smiled, one part gentle and one part evil, "What dare you? What do you think I'm going to do? Or do you think Yue Yue has the memory of that night?" (To be continued)