Xue Jiu couldn't help but persuade him: "Young... Young Master, you are not a doctor. Even if you go, you can't help." Besides, they can't afford to lose this person, can they? He, Pan Zhuqing, likes Gong Yueyue.
It seems that everyone knows about this secretly. When someone gave birth to a child for another man, he went to accompany the child. How embarrassing!
Pan Zhuqing was particularly impatient with his persuasion. She was giving an order, not asking for his consent. "Where does all this nonsense come from? Focus more on business matters."
"Yes." Xue Jiu agreed, but still sighed deeply.
Unexpectedly, Pan Zhuqing also sighed with him: "I have my own reasons for doing this." In addition to the fear she said, there was another more important reason why he insisted on visiting that day: "
There are some cruel facts that I need to witness with my own eyes before I can make an end. It would be best if I give up. If I still don’t give up... then don’t blame me for leading a dark road. If it continues like this, it will not be good for anyone."
Only then did Xue Jiu understand him: "I understand." Maybe he was right, maybe this was his chance to make up his mind to let go. Knowing how to redeem himself, he had not lost his mind over women.
She Shi Zhao remembered that before he came to Cangzhou, he was eagerly looking forward to her coming with him. "Don't you want me to accompany you on the day you give birth?" She obviously hoped that. Otherwise, she would not leave behind the prosperity and comfort of Luoyang City.
She worked tirelessly to come to this war-torn border city. Not wanting him to be disappointed was one factor, and the bigger motivation came from her own desire for him.
She once blamed herself that her feelings for her husband did not seem to be as deep as his feelings for her. But this was not the case. She, a girl from the 1st century with an open mind and a strong and independent personality, was gradually becoming more dependent and more independent.
She became soft and no longer loved freedom... all this was because her love for him was far deeper than she imagined.
Of course, this does not mean that her feelings for Jiang Haoran were not deep enough in the past. She once read this sentence on the Internet - the kind of man a woman chooses is equivalent to the kind of life she chooses. This sentence is just right.
It can be used to illustrate her emotional world.
When she fell in love with Jiang Haoran, she was always getting stronger and becoming more and more worthy of him, letting his eyes always follow her. This kind of subconscious self-improvement and self-discipline made her strong and independent.
Always be confident.
But since the person next to her changed to Zhao Changyuan, she suddenly found that the hard armor she had cultivated was being peeled off layer by layer by his tenderness, or it could also be said that he was stalking her. When she realized
By that time, she was completely lost. Because she felt that it was so enjoyable for two people to just fall in love so lazily, entangled with each other carefree, not deliberately chasing after each other, deliberately showing off their strength, and deliberately being independent.
It’s just that fate always seems to be playing tricks on people. Just when she has lost all her beauty and just wants to hide under his wings, bear children for him, and be his little woman, he leaves the building empty.
He left behind a room full of beautiful promises, a pair of ferocious eyes, and a "letter home" that said nothing about her.
But she knew clearly that no matter where he was now, no matter what changes happened to him, all of this was for her. So even though she was sad, she didn't resent him at all.
She is a person who is good at self-regulation and is not willing to let herself sink into pain. Whenever she feels scared, sad and desperate, she will use a voice or a picture to encourage herself. That is to know that she
On the day she was pregnant, he looked like she was crying with joy.
"Madam...we have a child, and I'm going to be a father!"
His expression and actions at that time were deeply etched in her mind, and she might never forget them in her life. She remembered that his eye circles were pink and there were tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, but from his tone and eyes, she could see that he had never forgotten it.
Happiness like never before.
Every day of her life now starts with the morning of fear and loneliness, and ends with the night of sweet memories. Repeatedly, she sometimes hopes that the day she fears most will come soon, and sometimes hopes that it can be postponed...
It was still such a seemingly ordinary early morning. Since it started to rain lightly at night, the weather was quite comfortable. Gong Yueyue was awakened by a sound of voices outside the door.
"Master, have you had breakfast?" This was Tian Hai's voice.
"No, I got up late today and it's too late."
"Why don't I bring you some dry food so you don't get hungry on the way?"
"I've already made two buns."
In a daze, this conversation made her feel very familiar. Without thinking about it at all, she hurriedly got out of bed, hurriedly put on a single piece of clothing, and hurriedly opened the door and walked out... Because
With her big belly, her series of difficult movements made her covered in sweat.
The scene in front of her was familiar to her. Tian Hai was flicking the fallen leaves on the ground with a broom, while the "young master" with a beautiful face was full of energy, dressed in official uniform, and stood beside him holding an umbrella.
"Mr. sir!" she blurted out, her face flushed with excitement.
"Madam, you got up so early? Why don't you sleep more?" Fang Zhiwen turned to look at her. Although the look he gave her was gentle, it was emotionless.
Gong Yueyue knew immediately that she was confused. Feelings of loss and disappointment surged into her throat, and she almost cried: "Are you going to Yingmao?"
Fang Zhiwen noticed that her face looked strange and asked with concern: "Yes, madam, are you feeling uncomfortable? Why is your face so red?"
"It's okay, it's probably too hot. You can go." The end of summer should have been sultry, but the sadness in her heart could not be suppressed and spread throughout her body.
Fang Zhiwen knew that she was probably in a bad mood, but he also knew his identity. It was not his turn to do things like pity the fragrance and cherish the jade. It was better to do his duty well: "Then I'll go order some mao."
Gong Yueyue leaned on the door frame and nodded weakly. She watched the back of this "clone" walking further and further away.
Tian Hai saw all her expressions and actions and asked softly: "Young mistress, you... miss the young master, right?"
Even though the answer was clearly written on her face, she was in such a bad mood now that she would not be willing to give in: "Who misses him? He is such a white-eyed wolf, why should I miss him?" After that,
Holding her belly, she closed the door and went into the house.
Not long after, Xiaomei came to the door and knocked gently and asked: "Miss... are you awake or asleep again?"
"Awake, come in."
Xiaomei pushed the door open with breakfast, and saw Gong Yueyue, fully dressed, sitting at the table with her cheek in a daze. "I heard from Tian Hai that you were up, and I wanted to say how could you get up so early!"
She sighed and muttered: "It's not like he and Fang Zhiwen were chatting at my door early in the morning, and they were so noisy."
Xiaomei put breakfast on the table and said with a smile: "Young lady, you are too noisy now. In a few days, there will be two more babies in the house and they will need milk day and night. What will you do?"
She took the chopsticks, took a tasteless bite of the side dish, and then replied nonchalantly: "Don't worry, I can get a pair of ear plugs."
Xiaomei said in surprise: "Huh? You don't want to feed me?"
"If you don't want to feed me, I'll feed whoever wants to feed you!"
In Xiaomei's eyes, how can there be a cruel mother in the world? Especially a girl like Gong Yueyue who is sharp-tongued and has a soft mouth. "Miss, you really know how to joke. If you are such a tough-talking person, in the end, you will definitely love the baby the most."
Gong Yueyue took a few mouthfuls of porridge and sighed again: "Yeah, it's not like that bad guy who has honey on his lips and flirts with his dick at critical moments." Even though she didn't resent it, she just wanted to curse a few times.
Let it out. Otherwise, her bad mood of nervousness, anxiety and loss will drive her crazy. This is similar to what many mothers who have given birth have said, if the father of the child is around at the time of delivery, he may not be able to bear it.
It makes sense to strangle him to death.
As soon as she finished speaking, while Xiaomei was still speechless, a familiar voice sounded outside the door: "Is the mother-to-be just being playful?"
Gong Yueyue didn't need to look up to recognize the person as the sixth aunt. "Are you here? How is your mother-in-law's health? Is she feeling better?" These days, the sixth aunt has been staying at Han Chenglie's natal home to help take care of the sick.
mother-in-law.
"Still like that, I just thought you might be giving birth in the next few days, so I took the time to come and see you." As she said that, she dragged her leg, which ached a little on rainy days, from the door to the table and sat down.
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When Gong Yueyue heard this topic, her scalp went numb: "Oh, don't mention this. I'm nervous."
Aunt Six was amused by her exaggerated expression: "Silly girl, what time has it been, and you are still nervous. Let me tell you, right now, you have to stay calm, relax wholeheartedly, and enjoy the process of being a mother."
Gong Yueyue was also amused by her: "Come on, have you ever given birth? She said it as if she had been there."
She curled her lips and said with a smile: "I have never eaten pork, and I have never seen a pig running."
Gong Yueyue pinched her nose: "Who is the pig?"
"Why, don't you know this is the Year of the Pig?"
Gong Yueyue suddenly realized that she, a "foreigner", didn't even know what year it was or which zodiac sign it was. In other words, she didn't care at all. "Ah, I just know it. No wonder it's so edible. It turns out that
It's two little piglets... uh... eh..." Before she could finish her words, she frowned and groaned in pain. The two "piglets" in her belly seemed to be very dissatisfied with her statement.
There was a strong protest against her kicking out.
Aunt Six giggled, and teased her with some schadenfreude: "Hey, you lost your temper, I'll kick you. Don't think they don't know anything, the dolls are stingy. If you say bad things about them, they all know it."
of."
But she tilted her head disapprovingly, touched her belly and said, "My baby won't get angry with me. The fate of the three of us mothers is quite rough. Is it easy to live a life of dependence on each other after being ignored by our father?" (