After listening to his words, the smile on her face disappeared. "My husband, I don't like what you said. Although we are all healthy now and have no illness or disaster, I still want you to remember that life is
my own."
"What do you mean?" He didn't understand what she meant.
She broke away from his arms, held his hand with both hands, and held it to her heart. There was only his image in her eyes: "We love each other and cherish each other, which is the luckiest thing. But if one day, if...
One, if...one party is really gone. I still hope that the other party can live well."
After hearing this, he did not answer immediately. After being stunned for a moment, he asked her with a slight smile: "Can you do it?"
She took a deep breath and her voice was trembling: "I will try my best for the sake of our children." This seemed to be a cruel question, and even thinking about it made her feel unbearable and miserable.
Instead, he smiled brightly and said in a relieved tone: "That's enough. Anyway, as long as I'm here, you will live a long life." After saying that, he held her tightly in his arms. "Madam, you must do what you promised me.
Come. Now that we are out and faced with a powerful enemy, it is no better than in our own home. You must listen to me in everything and never act rashly. I know you are smart and brave, but I hope you can trust me and give yourself completely to me. Okay?
good?"
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
The evil young man turned back to look at her, then turned to look at the sand flow that was gradually subduing. "I'm a bit weird. I can't sleep in the presence of strangers. What about you?"
"Absolutely the same as you." She also walked to the entrance of the cave and sat down opposite him.
The two of them were silent for a while, and only the sound of heavy and soft breathing was left. It seemed that neither of them thought there was anything wrong with such silence. In the eyes of others, Pan Ershao and Gong Yueyue were both capable of raising the roof of the house.
The troubled naughty kids. But only they know the coldness and loneliness deep in their hearts.
Gong Yueyue suddenly felt that she was actually very similar to the man opposite her in terms of mentality. He was like the male version of Gong Yueyue, and she was like the female version of Pan Ershao...
"At daybreak, we will have a confrontation with the Liao army. Aren't you afraid?" The evil young man suddenly spoke, interrupting her silence.
"Afraid, how could you not be afraid?" she said.
The evil young man looked at her thoughtfully and said sincerely: "You shouldn't have followed me. Why don't you embroider and take care of the children at home? You have to follow me here to swallow sand. And you know, the Liao soldiers are good at riding and shooting. You
You act so clumsily, it really makes people sweat for you."
Gong Yueyue was a little unconvinced. She had experienced bullets and bullets, how could she be as good as he said? What's more, now she wanted to be by Zhao Changyuan's side, no matter how difficult it was, she would not hesitate. "So what, I don't want to go back to Zhao Changyuan."
Let my big white goose face this alone."
As soon as she finished speaking, she saw the other person grinned and smiled maliciously. "Why are you laughing?"
"I suddenly remembered a few past events." He raised his brows slightly as he spoke, feeling very proud of himself.
Gong Yueyue rolled her eyes at him: "Are you remembering the painful experience of being beaten by my husband when you were a child?" She knew that this guy would not be able to spit out ivory from his dog's mouth, so she gave him a pink punch first.
.
He told the truth without hesitation: "You guessed wrong. I just remembered the time when my eldest brother was beaten violently by your husband-in-law."
Although she had guessed that he would bring up these troublesome past events, she still became blushing and thick-necked: "You... don't pick up any pot!"
He smiled more and more proudly and continued talking to himself: "No wonder women are said to be fickle. Look at you, you were crying and chasing my eldest brother all the way down the street. In just over a year, you were dying for the big white goose.
He's going to live. Fortunately, my eldest brother was able to hold it back. If someone with a soft heart had taken it from you on the spot, how would you deal with it now...Tsk, tsk, tsk..."
She jumped up from the ground and kicked him hard: "Why do you keep mentioning this? It's really annoying!"
He laughed wildly for a while, and finally stopped his laughter and said in a serious tone: "To tell you the truth, I rarely get curious about anyone or anything. This is just one thing." The most important thing is that this matter is related.
Looking at his eldest brother, he couldn't ignore the reason. "At least we are companions who will share life and death, why not..."
Gong Yueyue looked at him sideways and asked, "Didn't your elder brother tell you?"
He smiled bitterly: "It's not like you don't understand him. When will he have a heart-to-heart relationship with others?"
Gong Yueyue sat down against the stone wall again, and then the smile on her face plummeted: "Because he looks like my former lover." Even now, whenever Jiang Haoran is mentioned, she still
Her heart felt like needles pricking her heart. If she had not experienced this catastrophe of life and death, and the dislocation of fate; if she could have seen a little hope of going back...she would definitely still be in love with Jiang Haoran now. "But they just look alike,
They don't have similar personalities." She added, the corners of her mouth twitching slightly, as if that stern face and deep eyes appeared in front of her again.
The change on her face was completely caught by Pan Ershao, who was even more curious in his heart: "It's no wonder. But how much do they look alike? What makes you so rude in the first place?"
She smiled faintly: "The faces are exactly the same. The height is about the same. As for the physique... I can't say." She couldn't let Pan Zhuqing strip naked for her to verify. Even if he agreed, Zhao Changyuan couldn't
I have to kill them both...
The evil young man asked again: "Does the big white goose know?"
"I know." As soon as she finished speaking, she found that the bad boy laughed maliciously again. "Why are you laughing again? Yes, he is jealous and has lost his temper. Don't take pleasure in others' misfortune."
The evil young man can completely imagine what kind of expression and reaction Gong Yueyue will have when he learns that Gong Yueyue once had a lover with Zhao Changyuan's jealousy. As long as he thinks about it a little, he will already feel that it is endless fun.
…
But Gong Yueyue still couldn't laugh, her face was always dark, and her eyes were wandering and depressed. The evil young man couldn't bear to make fun of her anymore, put away his smile, and asked her with a caring tone among friends: "Logically speaking, you should like her very much."
That man is right. But why don't you go back to find him? You don't seem like that kind of... unstable woman."
She smiled bitterly and said: "God knows how hard I tried to go back to find him."
"Because the big white goose pays close attention to it?" This was the first thing the evil boy thought of. He remembered that when Zhao Changyuan got married, he immediately became a filial piety husband. Although he had always been a homebody before, as a grown man, besides working,
Even if he goes home to be with his wife, he doesn't waste even a minute, which makes people look at him in a different light.
"Not really." She remembered that at that time, she went out to look for clues to get home as soon as she got up. Zhao Changyuan didn't interfere too much because he didn't know anything at all.
Young Master Evil thought for a while and came up with another guess: "He is not from the Central Plains?"
After hearing this, Gong Yueyue smiled knowingly: "You really have a similar way of thinking to my big white goose, and he guessed the same. Unfortunately, it's not what you think. He was born healthy, and he talked to his family when he was very young.
He moved to Guangzhou and later lived in the south." In the Song Dynasty, health was later known as Nanjing, Jiangsu, and Guangzhou was later known as Guangzhou.
The evil young man had an epiphany: "So, you are also from the south?"
She nodded and said, "I am a native southerner."
"In this case, I'm even more confused." The bad boy didn't understand, since her hometown was on the territory of the Song Dynasty, why she didn't even have the desire to go back to visit her parents, and not at all. But if she said
It really doesn't look like a person who is indifferent to emotions.
Gong Yueyue knew the doubts in his heart, and sighed deeply helplessly: "You can treat me as a free-spirited person who changes his mind when he sees things. It will be easier to understand. For some reasons, I really... don't know how to tell you."
The bad boy actually felt a little embarrassed: "I blame my gossiping for making you feel depressed. Just pretend I didn't ask."
There was another brief silence. Gong Yueyue looked at the junction of the sand sea and the sky in the distance, and said leisurely: "I said I have been to this desert before, do you believe it?"
The evil young man said nothing and looked quietly in that direction.
"It was also so cold that day, and it was also such a night. He and I were sitting in the car, looking at the sky together, and talking about the future."
"At that time, he and I didn't know what the future would look like, but we were still very excited. We probably regarded each other as the future."
Seeing that she was originally happy, she became worried. The evil young man calmly comforted: "No one knows what will happen in the future." The implication is that no matter what happened in the past, now we can only cherish the present.
She turned her head and looked at the bad boy intently: "I, Gong Yueyue, sitting next to you now, know what the future will be like more than a thousand years from now."
He asked in a strong tone: "Why aren't you sleeping? What are you talking about here?" As he spoke, he looked at the back of Pan Badao, but the other party never looked back at him. He still looked up at the sky, silently.
She hugged his waist and muttered: "We didn't have anything to talk about, we just came out to get some air. It's too stuffy in there."
Zhao Changyuan's tone sounded even more unhappy: "You can wake me up and I will accompany you."
How could she not know the nature of his urine? She smiled and pinched his buttocks: "Look, your mind is smaller than the tip of a needle..."
The two hugged each other and walked into the cave, but he still pestered him relentlessly: "We must have talked about something. Why is he acting weird? Tell me quickly..."
After daybreak, Pan Ershao and He Yong went to fetch the camels and Zhao Changyuan's horse. Not daring to delay any longer, the group escorted the horse thief and rushed towards the Mingjiao General Altar.
Along the way, Zhao Changyuan very seriously and deliberately asked Gong Yueyue to learn from him how to identify directions and memorize roads. Gong Yueyue has a strong learning ability and quickly remembered it in his mind. (To be continued)