"Jin'er doesn't know." Jin'er shook her head honestly: "What does it feel like to like someone?"
"You can't help but think of him. When you encounter the most painful or sad things, you want to tell him and discuss it with him."
"Is there really such a person in the world?" Xiao Jin was fascinated, but then her eyes dimmed: "But Xiao Jin is just an orphan, who would care?"
"Don't be like this." Gong Yueyue took her hand and shook it gently: "Remember, you must live well and believe that there will be someone in this world who loves you."
"Really?" Xiao Jin's eyes sparkled: "Madam, you are such a good person. You and the Crown Prince will definitely be happy."
"I believe it too." Gong Yueyue smiled and nodded: "Achen and I will be happy, and you should be happy too - if you meet someone you like, you can tell me and I will help you."
"Thank you, madam." Xiao Jin nodded gratefully, then turned and left.
Looking at her leaving figure, Gong Yueyue couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief.
In the past, she was the eldest lady in the Hou family. Although she was not cunning and savage, she often did things her own way and did not consider the feelings of the people around her. It was not until she was relegated to the cold palace and saw other people's faces that she understood many things that she had never understood before.
reason.
"Yes." She nodded heavily: "I will remember every word you say."
"Be good." Ah Chen hugged her and kissed her deeply.
At night, looking at Ah Chen's sleeping face, Gong Yueyue couldn't fall asleep. Thoughts were running through her mind - remembering her father holding her in his arms and teaching her to read and calligraphy when she was little.
"Qiong'er, have you ever thought about finding a suitable husband in the future?"
"Dad, what is a good husband?" Gong Yueyue asked in a cooing voice.
"The so-called husband is the one who cares for you, loves you, thinks of you and protects you all the time."
"Is there such a person in the world?" Her eyes were full of curiosity.
"Of course there will be. My Qiong'er is so smart. Someone will definitely treat you like a jewel in the future."
Gong Yueyue shook her head like a rattle: "No, Qiong'er doesn't want anyone else. Qiong'er just needs to stay with daddy. Daddy, you will protect Qiong'er, right?"
"Silly Qiong'er." Daddy pinched her little face: "You are really cute and stupid - one day, Daddy will leave this world, and you will meet someone who belongs to you in this life."
But at that time, she couldn't understand what her father said, she just thought it was strange.
I have never imagined what it would be like to be with the person I love most. Then I met Shizong... but the memory was very vague. It was not as gentle as water, but -
Emperor Shizong once praised her as a heavenly being, saying that there was nothing else in the world except his beloved concubine. At that time, she also thought so, so she showed off her temperament and never served others tactfully.
It wasn't until a powerful enemy suddenly approached and the men retreated step by step that she saw the truth in such a desolate situation.
It turned out that she was so powerless in the face of a subversion.
Gong Yueyue's mood became gloomy, and she only thought that she had no hope in this life. Who expected that when they met in the court that day, it would suddenly be a different scene.
Putting on her clothes, Gong Yueyue walked out of the room, only to see the begonia flowers blooming brightly in the courtyard, which looked very charming in the moonlight.
She walked to a flower and squatted down, watching its beauty quietly.
Suddenly I remembered that on the day the palace was destroyed, I was sitting among the flowers like this, lighting ink.
Gong Yueyue couldn't help but laugh softly.
Turns out that was her favorite.
There is no dispute over wisdom.
This was my father's favorite saying when he was still alive. He often said that if there were not so much fighting spirit in the world, it would be much more peaceful.
It's just that my father is too stupid and doesn't know the hearts of the world, but he likes fighting most. He wants to compare with others in everything. If he can't compare, he will have countless right and wrong. The last thing he doesn't know how to cherish blessings at all.
But she is still deeply influenced by her father. She doesn't like to argue with others and just quietly does what she should do. Because she knows her duty well, she doesn't interfere with too many things.
Shizong liked her because of her quiet temperament, but he didn't know why Ah Chen also fell in love with her.
Maybe there is no other reason for falling in love with someone. If you fall in love, you are in love. Slowly you will find that he or she is good, getting better and better, and gradually, you will no longer
Willing to give up.
Gong Yueyue is really willing to stay with Ah Chen so lovingly for the rest of her life, I'm afraid...
"What's wrong with you?" Ah Chen came over and kissed my cheek: "Why are you so worried lately?"
"No." Gong Yueyue shook her head: "I just feel that time is fleeting and I have achieved nothing. I'm afraid I'm a little... frustrated."
"I'm by your side, why do you still say such things? Isn't it enough that we are together?"
"That's enough." Gong Yueyue responded quickly: "Qiong'er wants too much in her heart."
"You." Ah Chen reached out and pinched her nose: "You just like to think wildly. If you are willing to relax, things won't be like this."
"I will listen to you from now on, okay?"
"Yes." Ah Chen became happy and hugged her: "We still have a long time to live. In the future, I will have a big villa, and you can do whatever you want - the wind is beautiful and the sun is shining.
When you are young, I can accompany you on the swing, pick butterflies, draw, play Go, whatever you want."
"Achen." Gong Yueyue hugged him tightly, with a happy smile on her face. Even though she understood that what he said might be just an empty dream, it made her feel at ease inexplicably - just because in such a troubled world, people
Everyone is vying for fame and profit, but he is the only one willing to guard this quiet corner with her.
"Don't worry, no matter what you do in the future, I will be with you. I will do whatever you do and I will do my best to take care of you. How about that?"
"This is my good wife." Achen grinned, and his eyes suddenly became a little mischievous: "How about this? Since every time we get married, other things will happen, why don't we find a place and quietly
How about getting married on the ground?"
"Getting married quietly?" Gong Yueyue was amused by his statement - even in troubled times, ordinary people still attach great importance to marriage.
And Gong Yueyue, is she going to marry him quietly like this?
"What about Princess Zhaoyun?"
Ah Chen's face suddenly darkened. It was obvious that he was not mentally prepared for this matter.
"I am not afraid of the opinions of the world, and I think you are not afraid either, but as for the monarch, I am afraid..."
Maybe it really is true to that sentence - never talk about people behind their backs, if you talk to people, it will definitely come true.
"Your Majesty." The voice of a musical instrument sounded outside the door: "Madam has arrived."
"Madam?" Achen raised his eyebrows: "What madam? Where did you come from?"
"It's...Princess Zhaoyun."
"Zhao Yun?" Ah Chen couldn't help being surprised: "Why did she come here?"
"My subordinates don't know either."
"You should go out and take a look first."
"Then you wait here." Ah Chen got up and walked out.
Courtyard front hall.
Princess Zhaoyun was standing under the eaves. As soon as she saw Ah Chen, she immediately came forward anxiously: "Husband, where have you been these days? Why haven't you come back for so long? I am so anxious."
Ah Chen was filled with anger and wanted to explode, but when he saw her expression, he didn't know how to blame her. Instead, he stretched out his hand to help her up: "It's my fault for making you worry."
"My husband doesn't know." Zhaoyun took this opportunity to snuggle into Ahchen's arms and hugged him tightly: "These days, Zhaoyun is worried every night and can't sleep. Sometimes he is thinking about his father, and sometimes he is thinking about his husband.
,besides……"
"Zhao Yun." Ah Chen stretched out his hand to push her, frowning slightly: "You don't seem to be such a thoughtless woman."
"Zhao Yun may have been willful in the past, but she doesn't dare to do it now. When the queen heard about us, she called Zhao Yun back to the palace and gave her a good lesson. Zhao Yun should be a good wife and mother."
Han Jing was silent for a long time - if Zhaoyun still had the same virtue as before, making noises and making trouble whenever she saw him, maybe he would be extremely impatient, but now, she neither makes noises nor makes troubles, but keeps herself low and petty.
On the contrary, it taught him not to bear harsh criticism.
"You have been traveling all the way. You must be tired. You should go to the backyard to have a rest, wait for your sword, and then take your wife to the backyard."
"Yes, Crown Prince." After saying this, Shi Jian bowed slightly and said, "Princess, please follow the younger one."
"Husband, I will take a short rest first, and I will have dinner with you later." After Zhaoyun finished speaking, he bowed slightly and retreated.
Han Jingchen stood in the corridor, feeling a little dazed for a moment. In his opinion, such a thing would never happen before - could Zhaoyun really "reform his evil ways" and be willing to work with Yueyue as his husband?
Even though it was common for a duke's family to have three wives and four concubines, Han Jingliang always felt that if three people were together, there would be endless rifts, but now, it was not easy to send Zhaoyun back.
After thinking for a long time, he returned to the backyard, turned around the screen, and saw his beloved woman leaning on the couch, with her black hair flowing down to the ground like a waterfall.
He came over, sat by the couch, and looked at her deeply.
In fact, Gong Yueyue could clearly feel his presence, but she did not open her eyes.
"Qiong'er." He raised his hand and gently caressed Gong Yueyue's cheek: "How can I bear to hurt a girl like you? How can I bear to hurt you?"
"Achen." Gong Yueyue opened her eyes and held his fingertips: "Do you have anything to say to me?"
"I left Zhaoyun behind."
"I know."
"You know?" Ah Chen's eyes flashed with surprise: "How do you know?"
Gong Yueyue smiled: "Others don't know what kind of person you are, but why don't I also know you?"
"That……"
Gong Yueyue stood up slightly: "Whatever you want to do, just do it, I won't stop you."
"Qiong'er." He picked up her hand, brought it to his lips, and kissed her deeply, his eyes full of pity: "You don't have to think too much, I'm just having a meal with her."
"Go ahead."
"Okay." Ah Chen nodded: "I will ask Shi Mo to deliver the food to your room later."
"Okay." Gong Yueyue nodded, stood up, took the robe and put it on for him, and sent him out of the room again. (To be continued)