Chapter three hundred and seventy-eight can not guarantee
"You still have your child." Gong Yueyue comforted her softly: "You can take your child and live well."
"Yes." Cailing nodded, raised her head, and looked at her pitifully: "Yueyue, if one day you settle down, will you come back to see me?"
Gong Yueyue said nothing.
To be honest, she didn't want to make any promises to her, nor was she willing to make any promises to her, because she was afraid of disappointing her.
Once people become disappointed, they will go crazy and don't know what they will do. Some people, just because they have inappropriate hopes, lead to greater failure.
She didn't want her to fall into greater misfortune because of herself.
"Why are not you talking?"
"I can't promise you anything." Gong Yueyue said with certainty for the first time: "Maybe if I take just one step away from here, I will die, or maybe, nothing will happen."
"I don't understand what you mean." Yueyue shook her head, stretched out a hand, and pulled her tightly: "If you think it is dangerous to leave here, then why not just stay? At least stay here.
, we are still two people.”
"No." Gong Yueyue rejected her very decisively: "I must leave, and I must leave."
"Yueyue!" Cailing's expression collapsed. She rushed forward and hugged her tightly, then cried loudly. Gong Yueyue did not push her away, but allowed her to cry and wiped away all the tears.
It wasn't until she had cried enough and fell asleep in her arms that Gong Yueyue lifted her up and took her back to her small room.
Gong Yueyue laid her flat on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then sat on the edge of the bed to accompany her silently. Gong Yueyue knew that this was all she could do for her.
Yueyue, when people live in this world, most of the time they can only rely on themselves and not others. Anyone may leave you.
But she understood that she must not understand this truth now, at least not willing to understand it now.
"What are you still doing here?" Gong Yueyue was in a daze when a voice suddenly came from behind. She stood up suddenly, only to see the so-called boss aunt in yellow looking at her intently.
Gong Yueyue turned around and looked around: "I'm just here to accompany my friends, that's all."
"You should go back to your own place." The aunt in charge said in a cold tone: "You have to understand one thing. In this palace, everyone has their own place. Unless there is an accident, everyone should be content with it.
Don't stray from your own position to someone else's position."
"Oh?" Gong Yueyue stood up: "It sounds like this is a very strange rule. I wonder who made it?"
"Anyway, it's not you. All you did was follow the rules."
"What if I don't comply?"
The aunt in charge raised her brows and cast two cold lights in her eyes: "It seems that the lesson I taught you that day was not enough. Do you want to try again?"
"Just try it!" Gong Yueyue didn't know why her temper could be so stubborn: "If you don't save everything, you will die, what else?"
The aunt in charge stared at her for a long time, and finally sighed silently, then turned and walked away.
Gong Yueyue stood there in silence for a long time, then returned to the bedside, and saw that Cailing was still asleep, so she breathed a sigh of relief.
die?
To be honest, Gong Yueyue thought about this problem more than once, especially in the days after leaving home and entering the Dade Palace.
Gong Yueyue thought that she was too young at that time and did not know the dangers of the world. She always thought that since she became a woman of the emperor's family, she would be safe and stable for the rest of her life. Who would have expected that the harem was such a cold and heartless place.
Losing the emperor's favor is like losing everything, being thrown into hell, and enduring torture. It's not that I didn't think about death in those days, but I thought about it day and night...
"You can't die, you still have unfinished business." In the long dark night, there is always a voice ringing in my ears, and every time I wake up, there is no one there.
Very strange.
I wonder why I survived and continue to live until now.
With a character like her who has a heart as dry as a well, she was originally not interested in anything in the world and no longer has any nostalgia, how can she still have a breath left?
"Yueyue." Cailing turned over, suddenly opened her eyes, reached out and grabbed her cold fingertips: "You are so cold, your hands are so cold, what, are you scared?"
"No." Gong Yueyue shook her head: "I don't feel scared, and there's nothing to be afraid of. It's just... hard to describe."
"Um?"
"Cai Ling..." She looked at her. She had something to say, but when she reached her lips, she stopped - there are some things that you cannot understand when you tell another person.
"You must take good care of yourself in the future." After saying that, Gong Yueyue stood up and walked slowly outside the house.
Gong Yueyue didn't know how she got back to the house. As soon as she got back to the house, she couldn't help squatting down and crying loudly - she believed that maybe she could only cry here so that no one could hear her pain.
And sadness, no one cares about it.
"What's wrong with you?"
Strangely, a gentle voice suddenly sounded from behind.
Gong Yueyue quickly wiped her face with her sleeves and stood up, only to see a girl in purple standing a few steps away, looking at her quietly.
"Little Palace Master."
"Hasn't your friend been saved? Why are you still so sad? Is anyone else bullying you?"
"Little Palace Master..." She doesn't know why, but she has an unspeakable resistance to everyone here, but she is surprisingly close to this little princess.
"Yes... they want to force me to stay here."
"who?"
"What is that, the aunt in charge?"
"you are not willing?"
"I don't want to."
"Then where do you want to go?"
Where does she want to go?
Suddenly she realized that she had never thought about this problem at all - where did she want to go?
"You don't even have a place you want to go, so why not stay here? At least you can have enough food and clothing. Isn't it better than the messy world outside?"
"Has the young palace master ever been to the outside world?"
"No, I just heard from some maids. They all said that there is a world out there where people eat people."
A world where people eat people?
Gong Yueyue's heart dropped heavily - yes, she described it half right. Isn't it a world where people cannibalize people outside? Why is she still thinking about leaving? Even if she returns to that world, how can she
Who to go to?
"I just hate being manipulated by others." Finally, Gong Yueyue expressed her innermost thoughts.
"What's the point? If you don't want to, you can tell me and I'll go tell the aunt in charge that no one will force you to do something you don't like."
"Really?" Gong Yueyue's eyes brightened slightly.
"Really." The little palace master nodded: "Starting from tomorrow, you can go wherever you want according to your own ideas, and do whatever you want. No one will stop you."
"Thank you." Gong Yueyue said sincerely, "Then I want to go back to sleep now."
The little palace mistress burst into laughter and looked very happy.
"You smiled." Gong Yueyue finally showed a sincere smile and winked at her: "I'm leaving, you should go back to sleep quickly."
Returning to her fearful room, she lay quietly on the small bed. Gong Yueyue breathed evenly and closed her eyes. Only then did she realize that her whole body was relaxed - it turned out that she was so nostalgic for this feeling, unconstrained, relaxed and comfortable.
, she likes to live her own way, whatever she loves, so be it. As for other things, those are other people's ideas, what does it have to do with her?
She doesn't like anyone who imposes his or her will on her, otherwise she will encounter strong resistance.
"Yes." Gong Yueyue said calmly: "I really don't understand why I was born in troubled times and came here again."
"Just because your fate is different from that of ordinary beings."
"What did you say?" She was slightly surprised: "Different from ordinary living beings?"
"Yes." He nodded: "Your fate is indeed different from that of ordinary living beings."
"How is it different?"
"The secret cannot be leaked." After the other party said this, there was no movement, and Gong Yueyue felt secretly annoyed in her heart - what does this mean? If you are a secret that cannot be leaked, why did you appear in front of her? Really
strangeness.
But she had no intention of reasoning about this - it was said that she was in a better state now. On the one hand, the little palace master promised her that he would not restrain her casually, and on the other hand, she was in a peaceful mood and had nothing deliberately to do.
It seems that it would be good if we continue to stay in Xianle Palace like this.
After the practice, Gong Yueyue felt refreshed, so she slowly walked back to her house. Before she entered the door, she smelled a strange aroma, and she couldn't help but stop in surprise.
The wind blew through the door curtain, making her feel very comfortable.
Slowly moving to the door, Gong Yueyue looked in and saw a woman standing by the table, her back turned to her, and her whole person looked like she was exuding an unspeakable aura.
Gong Yueyue couldn't help but stand there, unable to move any further.
"Do you know why I want to keep you?"
She still stood there blankly.
"Listen to them, you don't like it here?"
"It's not that I don't like it."
"That--"
"I just want to be alone."
"Alone? What about that man? Do you care about it?"
"Are you talking about Han Jingliang?"
"Besides him, is there anyone else?"
"he……"
"Are you testing him, or do you think he doesn't love you enough?"
"I don't know." Gong Yueyue shook her head in panic.
"I can see that you actually care about him very much. When a woman starts to care about a man, it means that she has fallen in love with him..."
"So what?" Gong Yueyue turned her head away stubbornly.
"It's been many years." The woman sighed leisurely: "It's been many years since men were allowed to set foot in Xianle Palace." (To be continued)