Chapter five hundred and twenty seventh inferiority complex
Only by letting Shao Wan fall hard this time will she truly know what pain is, what betrayal is, and what powerlessness means. People who have never been deeply hurt will never know how to be resistant and cruel, and have not been hurt.
, how do you know how to hurt people the most?
Although Shao Wan is smart, she was raised by the Shao family as a concubine's daughter, and she is dragged down by a mother like Wen who is extremely courageous and lacks resourcefulness. Although she has always behaved neither humble nor overbearing, she still feels inferior in front of her legitimate daughter.
That kind of inferiority and sadness that is not expressed in words, but is revealed inadvertently.
As Gong Yueyue walked into the room with Mrs. Shanglu, she retreated to the back of the group of people. She leaned in Deng Ran's ear and ordered her to bury Gong Xi under a tree designated by Gong Yueyue in the backyard.
Gong Yueyue did steal Gong Yichuan's treasure and buried it in Mu Jieyun's yard, but naturally it was not Gong Xi who Gong Yueyue asked these two children to find.
After Gong Yueyue came back this time, she felt very bored, so she dug out all the Gong Xi buried in the past according to her memories. Gong Xi was buried very deep, so even though the backyard was turned over every year, those things were not dug up.
Gong Xi turned it out.
However, after all, they are children's toys. Most of them are made of ordinary wood. They are not precious antiques. Most of them have decayed. Gong Yueyue was not interested and threw them away immediately. If she doesn't bury some now, then
How to find two children?
Deng Ran got the order and hurriedly went to prepare. Unexpectedly, Gong Yueyue grabbed her at this moment and asked in a low voice: "Have you sent the New Year's gift to Shao Wan?"
At the beginning, Gong Yueyue not only gave her the opportunity to contact the internal affairs of Gong Yi's house, but also warned her not to do things she shouldn't do and think things she shouldn't think. Unfortunately, this woman had a high spirit but didn't seem to have much understanding.
I gave her face, but she seemed to be deliberately trying to be mean.
Gong Yueyue is also a person who pursues fun. Just like most men love to tame famous horses and fierce women, Gong Yueyue and these people can be regarded as half-hearted. Her favorite thing is naturally to tame people.
Especially taming those who are fierce and unruly. Naturally, this is only for people she is interested in.
It has to be said that Gong Yueyue is a somewhat paranoid, twisted, and even crazy woman, but she is usually very docile and well-behaved, just like a lazy cat. She looks confused in the warm dock and seems to have been there all her life.
Even if she can't wake up, she can quietly let others caress her hair.
However, you don't know at which moment she will suddenly get angry, or even slap her claws on your face. She is moody and crazy, this is her true appearance hidden under her docile appearance.
Deng Ran looked at the murderous intent flashing in Gong Yueyue's eyes, and the worry in his heart became more and more serious. The Phoenix Guard has gradually faded out of the world's eyes. The purpose of staying here is to protect the descendants of the Gong family, not to protect the descendants of the Gong family.
As a weapon for killing enemies on the battlefield.
What's more, even though we are in troubled times today, things are very peaceful and peaceful on the surface. In fact, among these aristocratic families, which family doesn't have some dead men who are kept in the dark? In this way, every family has trump cards, the difference is just more or less.
, however, no family head dares to act so arrogantly and ignore human life. The murderous spirit in this second young lady is too strong!
Gong Yueyue rubbed her head and whispered: "That's all, just arrange for someone to do the things here. When you go back this time, you will go to Shaodi with your annual gift. You don't have to worry about the rest of the Shao family.
Just go to Shao Wan's courtyard. She can't afford it on her own, so I have to support it for her."
Dengran hesitated for a moment, then left with fists in his hands.
Gong Yueyue looked at Dengran's leaving figure and frowned almost imperceptibly. She had promised Zhuhua that Dengran would be allocated to him, so naturally she had to keep her word, especially to those who were doing things for her.
people.
In her spare time, she also tried to understand the past of the two of them. Dengran was a good fighter when fighting, but when talking about feelings, he always hesitated, blushing and refusing to say anything.
However, Zhu Hua always took advantage of Deng Ran's absence to chat with Gong Yueyue, perhaps urging Gong Yueyue to ask him to marry his wife earlier. Most of the time, he was the one doing the talking, and he was usually very supportive.
He is a strict person, but when he talks about the woman he loves, his face is full of smiles and he looks happy.
If it were her in the past, Gong Yueyue would have been too lazy to take care of these things. There were strict rules and regulations, and most of the secret guards would have died alone all their lives.
Most of those who work as secret guards had no choice but to beg on the streets when they were young, and then they were brought back after being recognized by the coaches who selected them.
If they hadn't been secret guards, they might not even be able to save their lives, and how would they have the life they have today?
They should have been able to save a life in vain, and have been able to get back the luxury of abundant food and clothing. They should bear the loneliness, and they should risk their lives for their master. From the moment they chose to enter the secret guard camp, their freedom of life was no longer up to them.
In the past, Gong Yueyue never thought that there was anything wrong with her thinking like this, and it is the same now. However, if she truly loves each other, she does not mind helping one pair of lovers, or even one pair after another.
Of course, whether people can catch her eye or not, it is up to them to get this qualification.
Gong Yueyue is willing to help the lovers among these secret guards, but she will not make fun of her own power. Since the two of them want to be together, one of them must quit the Phoenix Guard and hand over all their rights. After all, if the couple is
When we are in the same place, some disputes will inevitably arise. Gong Yueyue will never tolerate these things where you protect me and I protect you.
In fact, it is easier said than done to fulfill the feelings of the secret guards. There are many rules such as the above. Therefore, whether it is the one who quits or the one who stays, it is true that there are many restrictions. Gong Yue
Yue, the head of the household, also needs to spend more brains.
However, whatever a person gains, he must lose something. You can't always take advantage of everything. Gong Yueyue has to bear considerable risks in making such a decision. After all, the forces behind the scenes like the secret guards are the most vulnerable.
Don't betray. If you are a little careless and don't notice it, you may be in jeopardy.
This outcome is the same for both parties. Gong Yueyue has to bear the risk, and so do the secret guards, not to mention that Gong Yueyue's request is not excessive. Naturally, no matter what the outcome is, it is their own choice.
In the old tradition, the head of the secret guard battalion was the chief and deputy commander. Below him were four pavilion elders, eight envoys, and sixteen divine attendants. Below that were many secret guards, also divided into first, second, and third ranks. First-class secret guards
Naturally, there are at least eight in total, responsible for protecting the master Zhou Quan; there are countless second-class and third-class secret guards, the second-class guards protect Zhou Quan in the mansion, and the third-class guards are scattered everywhere to collect information.
Naturally, this has been a long time ago. In the Gong Yi Mansion, the four elders have been dismissed from their posts since Gong Qining's generation. The current situation is complicated. No one knows why, but Gong Yueyue guesses.
It should be because these four pavilion elders are all held by people who are one generation older than each family head and have some prestige among the secret guards. (To be continued)