By the time he came back from Tianqi, his mother had already fallen ill from the pain of longing. Yes! In this palace without any support, my mother worked hard to live for herself. She was no longer around, how could the queen survive?
Going down!
When I saw my mother again, she was already extremely thin. The only reason she survived was to see her for the last time, so in the end my mother left this world with a smile.
A lot of things happened in this study, and there were a lot of memories about my mother. From the time I was born to the last time I saw her, I didn't do anything for my mother. I only knew how to enjoy my mother's efforts.
Only in this study room can I feel the traces of my mother's existence, which will make my heart full of strength, so every time I feel uncomfortable, I come to the gel and get unlimited strength. This is why even if I become a
King, I still want to keep this humble study.
But it was that fire that destroyed all these feelings, and there was nothing left. I had been here since I left the place where Wanyu originally lived, and I had always wanted to get back my original feeling, but there was nothing left.
Only the pungent burnt smell was left on the tip of my nose, which was filled with black debris. I couldn't find that motherly feeling at all.
Although he said that he didn’t blame Lagusheng, this was his last memory. Why was it here?! Even if he could have used the entire palace, why was it here?! Could it be that he couldn’t feel himself in the future?
Is your mother?!
"There must be some memories here, right?" Wanyu looked at Yeluqi's expression. Although she didn't know what really happened, she could guess from his expression that he must have lost something important that allowed him to be alone in this place.
There must be some wonderful memories here.
"Yes. "It's a very precious memory. No one can create such a memory for himself. It can be said that this is unique. "It can never be found again."
"But it's always in your heart, isn't it?" Wanyu didn't know why. It was clear that the man in front of her had nothing to do with her, but she still couldn't help but want to comfort him. Maybe she was also suffering from this state of mind.
, I want to see that person so much, but he is thousands of miles away, and I don’t dare to meet him without completing the task. This feeling of not being able to see him should be the same for everyone.
"Yes." Yeluqi understood this, but he still couldn't accept it in his heart, because there was nothing to remind him of his mother. Would he just forget his mother like this?! There would be no way to think of her again?! "Is it me?
Will you forget it slowly?"
His mother should obviously be the person closest to him, but because of being in the palace, he has not had many opportunities to get close to her since he was a child. In many cases, in order to prevent others from saying anything, his mother tried to avoid meeting him.
But blood ties are not something that can be cut off easily. That kind of natural intimacy is innate.
But now his mother is no longer with him, and even the last things he could remember have been destroyed. If this continues, he will really forget it, and he will slowly stop thinking of so many things, right?
"No!" Wanyu didn't know why he was so sad, but she still hoped to persuade him, "You always remember him and think it was something that touched you. How could you forget it?" Even if she is like this
I haven’t seen him for a long time, but I still clearly remember his smile and his voice. I haven’t forgotten anything. Instead, my memory has become clearer. This is the power of care. “Memory will make you remember.”
More clearly, if you always rely on one thing to recall, you will only remember part of it, but when you use memories to recall, you can recall all the details of the past, so that you can remember a person more vividly, and she can live in your heart forever.
in the world.”
Yeluqi suddenly felt a sense of enlightenment. Indeed, what Wanyu said made sense. What he always remembered was the scene where his mother taught him to write. What he remembered was only what happened in this study room. Instead, his mother's smiles and frowns became a little blurry.
, so I am afraid that without this place I will forget my mother.
In fact, losing this place may be beneficial. You can live on without thinking about the past. You just need to keep going with your mother's hope for you: "That makes sense. I really should let go of those things.
Thank you."
"Are they really connected?" In the darkness, Wanyu couldn't see Yeluqi's expression, but she could feel that his mood had indeed eased, but she still didn't know what he was thinking.
"Maybe there are still some knots in my heart, maybe because of the loss just now. Everything will get better slowly." Yeluqi believed this. After all, it is not that easy to believe that the blood relationship between himself and his mother is so easy.
She knows the news, because it was she who sent herself to this world. If she has a soul in heaven, she would not want to forget her existence. Mother, always live in your heart, because she gave you life, even if you start
Her life has been very bumpy. She has thought many times how happy she would have been if she had not been born into a royal family. But even so, God still gave her a mother who loved her. Even if she could not give herself many things, she
I have tried my best and that is enough!
As long as she knows that she loves her and that she loves herself, these are the most important things. These are the bonds that people have in the world. Only such bonds can make people eternal.
Wanyu is right, her mother will always live in her heart and give her the courage to move forward!
"Qian'er is here."
Gong Yueyue and Zhao Changyuan entered the palace the next day as promised. In order to avoid the situation the previous day, Zhao Changyuan accompanied Gong Yueyue directly to the Queen Mother's house this time. As soon as they entered the door, they saw the Queen Mother's worried eyes. She
As soon as he saw Gong Yueyue, he came down from the top, pulled Gong Yueyue and looked left and right. He didn't see any obvious wounds, so he felt relieved: "I heard from the emperor that Qian'er went back yesterday because he felt unwell. I
I've been worried all night. Do you feel uncomfortable? I'll ask the imperial doctor to take a look at you right away."
In fact, there was nothing wrong with him. He was just frightened by Zhao Yuan yesterday, so he had no strength or energy to see the Queen Mother. Was it all Zhao Yuan's fault? But he said that he was sick, but he always said that he was sick.
Can't Zhao Yuan molest him? Nothing works. I can only follow Zhao Yuan's words and say: "Mother, there is nothing wrong with me. Don't worry." (To be continued)