The search turned up a lot of answers, and the answers were varied.
"Say sweet words..."
"Pressed on the bed and kissed forcefully..."
"Roll on the bed, if that doesn't work, do it twice..."
"..."
Ye Jin stared at the screen seriously. The more she looked at it, the more her brows furrowed. Sure enough, it still wasn't suitable. Then she silently turned off her phone.
It's quiet inside the car.
Xia An next to her was still sleeping with her head tilted. After a busy day in the hospital, she was very tired. If there was even a little bit of free time on weekdays, Xia An would habitually squint her eyes and take a nap.
Ye Jin's eyes fell on Xia An's face again. He didn't wake her up immediately. He just looked at her carefully and remembered how Xia An looked sulky just now...
"Even if I like Teacher Qi, does it have anything to do with Mr. Ye?!"
Ye Jin knew that this was what Xia An said out of anger, and he also knew that it was his answer that made Xia An anxious.
You are free to choose who you like. When Ye Jin said this, she was also angry with Xia An. In her heart, she cared about Xia An and Qi Muyi being intimate and ambiguous, but when she thought about it, what right did she have to mind?
Xia An and Ye Jin usually have strong tempers and refuse to give in. When they meet together, one of them is destined to be willing to give in first.
In the end, Xia An gave in first and explained.
Ye Jin recalled that Xia An had turned his back to her just now and put aside his face to explain his grievances in a depressed manner. Staring at the pretty and charming face in front of her, she couldn't help but smile.
Xia An occasionally acted coquettishly in front of her, or caused a little awkwardness like before. Ye Jin found that not only was she not bored, but... she liked watching it.
After all, Xia An always wears a stubborn and optimistic mask in front of others, which is rarely the case.
To like the unknown side of the other person and only show it in front of yourself is a disguised form of possessiveness.
Ye Jin admitted that she had a special possessive desire for Xia An. She and Xia An clearly only had a contractual relationship, but she had a possessive desire outside of the contract.
This desire is out of control and I don’t know when it started.
Slowly, Ye Jin discovered that she liked to see Xia An just smile at her; she liked to have ordinary and trivial conversations with Xia An; and she even liked Xia An to sleep with her in his arms while she murmured in her sleep.
It was a warmth that I had never experienced before.
So when Ji Shuang asked her if she had any thoughts and impulses about Xia An's further development, Ye Jin calmly thought about it and found out that she did.
Ji Shuang said it was a heartbeat. Ye Jin wanted to deny it at first, but found that he couldn't deny it.
I have a crush on a girl who is nine years younger than me.
It sounds incredible.
The reason why Ye Jin chose to marry Xia An by agreement was largely because Xia An was young and not experienced in the world. Marrying by agreement with her might save a lot of trouble.
But now...
This feeling was unfamiliar to Ye Jin.
Before meeting Xia An, she had never been like this before, as if she was vaguely looking forward to the approach of another person. Before, she was so disgusted and repelled.
As for Xia An's feelings for her, Ye Jin somewhat understood, otherwise they would not have been ambiguous again and again, especially when Xia An seriously asked her, "Who do I like, do you care?"
Although Ye Jin denied it, she knew very well in her heart that she cared.
Even though they realized they had feelings for each other, Ye Jin was still confused when facing Xia An. Can she do it?
Ye Jin couldn't help but think of Yizhen.
Back then, Yi Zhen liked her so much that he kept saying that he would recognize her for the rest of his life. For two years, two full years, Yi Zhen was willing to accompany her silently and pursue her hard, and she was moved to agree.
Later, Ye Jin and Yizhen were together for more than two years.
The result was a breakup.
Ye Jin will always remember the words that Yi Zhen said to her when they broke up.
Yi Zhen said that no one can tolerate a lover like her, she is not a normal person, and being with her is torture...
Ye Jin did not refute, and felt like he acquiesced in his heart.
After breaking up with Yizhen, Ye Jin never talked with her again.
For some people, feelings are enjoyment, but for Ye Jin, they are pressure and burden.
So just be alone.
A person will be lonely occasionally, but it's not too bad.
Ye Jin maintained this calm state for six years, almost becoming a habit, until she met Xia An.
I have to say that Xia An is a very special girl, and her unexpected encounters with Xia An made Ye Jin break this state.
It seemed like it was destined that Xia An was now her wife in name only.
Ye Jin thought a lot for a while.
Looking at Xia An's face and seeing that her hair was slightly messy, Ye Jin couldn't help but reach out and gently straighten Xia An's hair. Ye Jin was nostalgic for these small touches, just like Xia An's coquettishness and asking her to carry her, just like Xia An's early morning
An An sat beside the bed and smiled when he asked her to get up.
Ji Shuang asked her to follow her feelings and let everything take its course. Don't deliberately resist and avoid, and slowly change.
Ye Jin is trying to do this.
Someone touched her. Xia An slowly opened her eyes and caught Mr. Ye touching her hair. It was a very gentle and intimate gesture. When Ye Jin's fingertips lightly touched her forehead, she felt itchy in her heart.
Xia An stared at Ye Jin. She didn't understand why Ye Jin always treated her hot and cold, sometimes far and sometimes close. Why is Mr. Ye so unpredictable?
"We're home." Ye Jin retracted her hand, lowered her head, helped Xia An unbuckle her seat belt, and then whispered, "Get out of the car."
"Well..." Xia An also blamed herself for not living up to expectations. She was clearly very angry just now, but as long as Ye Jin was a little more gentle and considerate to her, she would immediately stop being angry again.
The rain has stopped.
The ground is still wet.
The cold wind blew away the drowsiness. Xia An walked cautiously, and Ye Jin walked a little ahead. She followed her opponent's footsteps without moving her eyes away from the back in front of her for a moment.
In the past, Xia An was focused on achieving his goals without any distractions. But now because of the person in front of him, his mind is in confusion, with sweetness, entanglement, joy, and loss...
Often absent-minded.
Are you always this tired when you have someone hidden in your heart? Xia An feels more tired than facing heavy classes, but she just can't let go.
Still secretly like...
On the last day of December, the first heavy snow fell in Nancheng, with goose feathers flying all over the sky.
Xia An and Ye Jin sat next to the hospital bed, chatting with Xia He. Xia He was leaning on the hospital bed. His complexion had improved a lot, and he would be discharged from the hospital in a few years.
Xia Hexian planned to return to a small county to find a temporary job after being discharged from the hospital. He could barely support his family a little. The economic consumption in Nancheng was too high, and coupled with the high cost of medicine, he didn't want to put any more pressure on Xia Antu.
Naturally, Xia An would not agree. She even went through the operation. Everything else was a trivial matter. Besides, Xia He stayed in Nancheng first, so it would be convenient for her to take care of her. "You don't have to worry about money, and don't rush to find a job. Just rest in peace and recuperate."
good."
"After such a long rest, I'm almost ready to work. I can't take any time off either. You have to study and earn money. Dad knows that it's very hard for you. Alas, it's all my fault..."
It's here again, and Xia An doesn't want to hear Xia He say these depressing words first, "It's not as hard as you think. Aren't I living a good life now?"
She just hid her tired side too well. Ye Jin, who had been quiet for a long time, said to Xia He first, "Don't worry, I won't make her work too hard. I will take good care of her."
This was a lie that Ye Jin and Xia An had agreed upon from the beginning. Although it was a lie, Ye Jin was doing the same without knowing it.
Xia An felt warm in her heart, because when Ye Jin said these words, he held her hand on the hospital bed, and his warm palm was pressed tightly against the back of her hand.
Mr. Ye, have you noticed that our performances seem to be becoming more and more realistic? Xia An turned around and looked at Ye Jin, thinking so in her heart.
"An An was able to meet you because she was lucky in her previous life," Xia He said with tears in his eyes as before, "If it weren't for you, our family really wouldn't know what to do..."
Another burst of chatter.
Xia An gave Ye Jin a helpless look, thinking that Mr. Ye would soon get used to her father's behavior.
Walk out of the ward.
"Look! It's snowing." Xia An stood in front of the glass window, staring at the flying snowflakes outside the window. She turned around and asked Ye Jin with an excited smile, "It seems like it's the first time this year?"
Looking at Xia An's smile, Ye Jin cursed, "Have you never seen snow before? You are so happy." Ye Jin also turned to look out the window. The scene of snowflakes flying in and out was indeed beautiful. She whispered to Xia An, "Yeah."
Xia An was happy not because it was snowing, but because everything was getting better. She looked at Ye Jin's side face and saw that he was looking at Xue seriously, "Thank you."
Ye Jin turned back again.
"Actually, you don't have to come with me today. It's too cold." Xia An also knew that Ye Jin rarely had a day off in a month.
Ye Jin: "Go home."
Xia An and Ye Jin walked side by side in the corridor of the hospital. Xia An was deliberately getting closer to Ye Jin. The backs of their hands rubbed against each other from time to time. Xia An wanted to hold Ye Jin's hand quietly just to see what Ye Jin would do.
What is your reaction?
After struggling for a long time, Xia An still couldn't muster up the courage. Until she met Tang Zhen walking towards her in the corridor, she seemed to have found a high-sounding excuse for her long-planned action.
Xia An calmly grabbed Ye Jin's hand. Originally she just wanted to hold Ye Jin's hand, but when she touched it, she couldn't help but squeeze her fingertips into the other's fingers.
A slightly cool palm touched the palm of his own. Ye Jin paused for a moment, feeling slightly sweet, and then allowed Xia An to "advance".
Xia An tried it and felt that the other person did not pull away from her, so as if she had received tacit approval, she smiled and tightened her hand little by little.
Keep your palms close to each other and your fingers clasped together.
"Xiao An." Tang Zhen stopped.
"get off work?"
"Well, I'm here to see uncle." As Tang Zhen spoke, his eyes accidentally caught a glimpse of the two people's hands clasped together in front of him. He was helpless, but he had no choice but to do so.
"He just finished dinner and was resting." Xia An just exchanged a few words. After Ye Jin appeared as her girlfriend, her relationship with Tang Zhen no longer had the same headache as before.
Tang Zhen has gone far.
Xia An was still shameless and didn't let go of Ye Jin's hand.
"Is he still pestering you?" Ye Jin asked.
"No."
Since it's not the case, why are you still holding it so tightly? Ye Jin's attention returned to Xia An's hand that was still holding her tightly. She didn't say anything, and she didn't let go.
Ye Jin has envied others more than once... Now, she seems to have tasted that feeling.
Pulling Ye Jin, Xia An's mood never calmed down. She walked to the elevator and looked at the figures in the mirror. Xia An felt that they now looked like a couple in love.
Xia An couldn't bear to let go, and Ye Jin was also indulging her.
Then, what to do?
In the past, Miss Xia used to do the same thing when she was flirting with others at night, but when faced with the person she really liked, Xia An was a little at a loss.
"Your hands are so warm." Xia An raised his head and said to Ye Jin. As he spoke, he held the other person's hand tightly, feeling uneasy, fearing that Ye Jin would suddenly shake him off coldly.
Just let everything take its course...
Ye Jin met Xia An's eyes and said, "If you are afraid of the cold, wear more clothes."
Xia An suddenly smiled, a little silly, because she got Ye Jin's response, because when Ye Jin finished saying that, she took the initiative to hold her hand tightly.
"What are you laughing at?" Ye Jin asked knowingly.
"Why do you think I'm laughing?"
Ding! The elevator stopped when it was on the eleventh floor.
As soon as the elevator door opened, Ye Jin saw a familiar face...
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