"I just feel so tired and uncomfortable." Xia An looked at Ye Jin and muttered softly, her heart rate speeding up, her breathing burning, and there was a faint smell of alcohol on her lips.
Xia An had never drunk so much wine before after going out for a night. She seemed to be stimulated tonight and drank many glasses of wine.
Xia An's murmur sounded familiar to Ye Jin. Yi Zhen had said the same thing to her.
She felt tired and uncomfortable, not because of drinking, but more because of herself. How could Ye Jin not understand this? She resisted Xia An's unsolicited enthusiasm time and time again.
grudge.
No matter how much enthusiasm you have, if you don't get a response, it will always be extinguished.
Xia An was blushing drunkenly when she spoke, with aggrieved eyes. Ye Jin wanted to put her in his arms, hold her and comfort her softly, but at the same time, he was afraid that doing so would bring about a new round of disappointment after giving her a little hope.
.
Because of Xia An, Ye Jin is indeed trying to change herself, but to be honest, she has no confidence that she can change herself. She has a morbid psychological disorder, and she has no confidence that Xia An can accept it. Even if she accepts it temporarily, there will be knots in her heart.
, it won’t take long before I feel tired and fed up...
Therefore, she was attracted to a girl, but she was still hesitant and hesitant, unable to take the initiative to pursue her without any burden in her heart. Some people may be arrogant on the surface, but in fact they are humble deep down, but they never show their emotions.
, but not known.
Ye Jin knew that no matter whether she retreated or approached, she would only bring disappointment to Xia An. It was very selfish. She got a lot of long-awaited warmth and affection from Xia An, but she gave very little.
The car was quiet for a long time.
"If you're tired, go to bed early tonight." Ye Jin's voice was low, slightly hoarse.
Still not getting the response she wanted, Xia An's eyes were filled with despair. Her usually smart eyes were now like a pool of stagnant water. She didn't think it was because Ye Jin ignored the meaning of her words, but more like she chose to avoid being ignored.
Is that all you care about me? Xia An's eyes turned away from Ye Jin's face. For the first time, she didn't answer Ye Jin, but put it aside.
After sitting for a while, Xia An looked expressionless, then silently opened the door and got out of the car alone.
The car door was slammed shut by Xia An, which hit Ye Jinxin... She was the only one left in the car, and the atmosphere was extremely cold.
The temperature on a winter night was several degrees below zero, and the wind was as cold as a knife. Xia An was afraid of the cold, but he seemed to have forgotten the cold for a moment.
She saw the snowflakes falling silently in the dark night, and recalled that night when Ye Jin was standing downstairs in the dormitory, waiting for her in the cold wind. That was perhaps her sweetest illusion.
At that time, she felt that Ye Jin liked herself as much as he liked her.
The two of them walked quietly into the house. Ye Jin was behind Xia An, following her footsteps and thinking secretly.
It's late at night and I have insomnia again.
Lying on the bed alone, Xia An closed her eyes tightly, but her consciousness was clear.
Xia An has a very competitive temperament. If she doesn't have it, it doesn't matter, so she will try her best to get it. But she found that love is an exception and cannot be won with unilateral enthusiasm...
Relationships are always a matter between two people.
In Xia An's view, a person's persistence is not called love, and the feelings that come from being forced are not what she has in mind. But she feels that Ye Jin's love for her seems to be so "forced".
Xia An originally thought that this was a simple matter, neither forcing nor giving in. If she could meet someone she liked and liked herself, she would stay together.
But the reality is much more complicated than Xia An imagined. She can't be so free and easy at all. She will struggle with thinking, what should she do if Ye Jin really has someone else in her heart?
Troubles always come one after another, this is life.
Xia An turned over and buried his face in the pillow. He felt dizzy and dizzy, but he couldn't fall asleep.
The lights in Ye Jin's room were still on. When she was looking for documents, she happened to see the prenuptial agreement in the drawer, and there was a red booklet neatly placed on top of the agreement.
Ye Jin paused on the marriage certificate for a long time, then opened it, and a photo with a red background stood out.
In the photo, Xia An was leaning against her side, tilting her head slightly, with curved lips, and a clean and bright smile, and it was rare for her to have a smile on her face.
"Smile, we are here to get married, not divorced."
When exactly did she start to have special feelings for Xia An? Ye Jin couldn't tell, it seemed that everything naturally became what it is now.
Ye Jin stared at the photo for an unknown amount of time. She raised her head and glanced at the bedside. Half of it was messy. It was clear that only one person slept at night, but the other half of the double bed was still left.
She continued to look at the photo, her fingertips lightly gliding over it. Ye Jin always made decisions resolutely, but facing Xia An, she struggled again and again.
I had a dream at night.
Ye Jin dreamed that when she opened her eyes dimly, Xia An was lying beside her, smiling sweetly. She couldn't help but hug Xia An into her arms and hugged her tightly, as if she was afraid that the other person would run away.
"Do you like me?" Xia An nestled in her arms and asked carefully and tentatively.
She stared at Xia An's cheek and felt very satisfied holding him in her arms. She couldn't help but replied softly, "I like it, of course I do."
"I want to kiss you, is that okay?"
She was nervous and before she could answer, Xia An suddenly attacked her lips and kissed her forcefully.
"An'an, don't be like this..." She wanted to avoid it.
Xia An ignored her, and with longing, kissed her harder and harder, and took off her pajamas little by little.
She felt like her heart was going to feel stuffy and she kept gasping, "Stop! Stop..."
Xia An was disappointed, her smile stopped, and then she looked at her with disgust and pushed her away, "I've really had enough. Ye Jin, you are just sick..."
Ye Jin opened his eyes, it was already late at night, and there was only darkness and silence in the room.
The Spring Festival is getting closer and closer, and the school has put on winter vacation, but Xia An is still too busy at the hospital.
In the evening, an operation was completed.
People in the operating room gradually dispersed.
"If they were as studious as you, we would have less worries." Qi Muyi looked tired and couldn't help but sigh to Xia An.
Nowadays, young people are more pampered than the other, and they are always busy complaining about being tired or suffering. Xia An is unique and has taught many students. Qi Muyi has never seen a girl who can endure hardships like this.
Xia An smiled and said nothing.
"Thank you." Qi Muyi took the hot water from Xia An and said thank you softly. While drinking the water, she looked at Xia An and suddenly asked, "You and Ye Jin..."
Qi Muyi said and stopped again. After thinking about it, she still didn't ask.
A few days ago she had a small gathering with Sheng Ruqi.
Sheng Ruqi said while drinking, "I'm really afraid that when Yi comes back, Ye Jin will get entangled with her again."
Qi Muyi was surprised at that time, "Isn't Ye Jin already married?"
"She was getting married by agreement..." Sheng Ruqi blurted out. It was not easy for Ye Jin to find a simple and lovely romantic partner around her, but before she even had a chance to figure it out, her old love returned to China.
Only then did Qi Muyi learn that Ye Jin and Xia An had only agreed to get married. No wonder... Based on her understanding of Ye Jin, marriage was unbelievable, let alone a flash marriage.
Xia An saw that Qi Muyi had only spoken half of his words and was still waiting for the other party to ask the other half.
"Have you been in a bad mood lately?" Qi Muyi changed her words.
"No." Xia An smiled.
"Will Ye Jin pick you up later?"
"She's been busy recently...and will ask the driver to pick her up." Xia An explained.
Several times in a row, the driver picked him up. Was he too sensitive? Xia An always felt that after Yizhen returned to China, Ye Jin seemed to be busier than before, and often worked overtime and came home late.
In short, there is an increasing sense of distance.
Sure enough, if she didn't take the initiative, Ye Jin would not take the initiative towards her. Xia An thought again, was she too wishful thinking?
When Qi Muyi heard what Xia An said, she didn't say anything.
Another busy day has passed.
Late at night, Qi Muyi walked out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and saw news related to Yizhen on her mobile phone. Every time she saw this name, she would still subconsciously pay attention to it.
Her relationship with Yizhen can be said to be simple or complex.
Qi Muyi was just about to put down her phone when a message popped up on the screen:
I want to see you.
Qi Muyi stared at the screen for several seconds without replying, wanting to choose to turn a blind eye.
Immediately afterwards, another message popped up:
Can you come over and stay with me? I'm in a bad mood and feel a little uncomfortable.
Qi Muyi chose to continue to ignore it.
Then, the other party directly sent a string of addresses and the password for the password lock.
When Qi Muyi drove to the apartment, it was already midnight. When she entered the room, Yizhen was wrapped in a nightgown, smelling of alcohol, lazily leaning on the sofa, holding a cigarette and smoking slowly.
"Smoking less." Qi Muyi said. The first time she met Yizhen was at a party. Yi Zhen attended as Ye Jin's girlfriend. At that time, Yizhen had been out for several years and had been walking around.
Pure character.
So later, when Qi Muyi saw that Yizhen was actually good at smoking and drinking in private, she was shocked.
Even Ye Jin didn't know this.
Because Yi Zhen is very concerned about her image in front of Ye Jin, what type Ye Jin likes, and what type of person she strives to "become".
"Where does it hurt?"
"I feel comfortable when you come. It seems that Dr. Qi has not changed. He likes to be merciful and usually cannot refuse a woman's request." Yi Zhen looked up at Qi Muyi and joked.
"It's better if we don't meet."
"Then what are you doing here?" Yi Zhen asked, and then said, "Sit down. I don't have many friends in Nancheng. I can only think of you. I'm sorry for asking you to come here so late. What do you want to drink?"
"Are we on good terms?"
"We've already had sex, doesn't it count?"
At that time, Yizhen and Ye Jin had just broken up. She drank a lot, but accidentally sent the message to Qi Muyi. That is, that night, she was drunk and went to bed with Qi Muyi, venting her anger.
nature.
After she sobered up the next day, her mood almost collapsed. Even though she had broken up with Ye Jin, she still felt guilty towards Ye Jin.
Qi Muyi said nothing, obviously not wanting to mention what happened that night.
"Okay, I'm just kidding." Yi Zhen changed the subject, "What do you want to drink?"
"Whatever." Qi Muyi could feel that Yizhen was in a bad mood, just like that night six years ago, and it was also because of Ye Jin. She took the wine glass handed over by Yizhen, "Still can't you forget her?"
"How is that possible? It's been six years." Yi Zhen sneered duplicitously.
"I didn't say it was Ye Jin." Qi Muyi said clearly.
"So what if I can't forget? She's already married." Yi Zhen was silent, drank a glass of wine, and then smiled, "If you don't talk about her, how have you been in the past few years?"
"Just the same."
Yizhen stood up, sat next to Qi Muyi, and said, "Cheers."
"Don't drink too much." Qi Muyi saw that Yi Zhen was already drunk, so she snatched the bottle from her hand that was about to continue pouring wine, "It feels uncomfortable to be drunk."
"It would be great if Ye Jin was as caring as you are." Yi Zhen looked at Qi Muyi and suddenly sighed.
Seeing Yizhen's embarrassed and distracted look, Qi Muyi wondered whether she should tell her that Ye Jin was only in a physical marriage and she might still have a chance.
Getting closer and closer, Yi Zhen hooked a hand on Qi Muyi's neck, half-closed his eyes, and kissed her directly, just like that night six years ago, but now, she was awake.
Qi Muyi was caught off guard and was greeted by Yizhen's hot kiss, inch by inch. She pushed away, "Yizhen."
"Why didn't you push me away six years ago?!" Yi Zhen knew that he was not qualified to blame Qi Muyi. It was her initiative that night, but Qi Muyi did not refuse. After that, Yi Zhen pressed Qi Muyi on
On the sofa, he continued to kiss her lips. While kissing, he unbuttoned his nightgown and slowly took it off, "Do this again with me."
"Calm down." Qi Muyi leaned on Yi Zhen's shoulder. She had already made a mistake once that night, and she didn't want to do it a second time.
"You don't have a girlfriend and I'm single, is there a problem?" Yi Zhen had a stronger venting mentality than last time. She leaned in Qi Muyi's ear and sighed, "I want..."
"Ye Jin is still single." Qi Muyi knew that this sentence could best restore Yi Zhen's sanity. "After breaking up with you, she has been single until now."
The author has something to say: Teacher Qi successfully added a barrel of gasoline to Lao Ye’s crematorium for chasing his wife.