Yan Bing drove the car and took us directly out of Shanghai City, heading west towards the boundary of Jinling City.
The Hummer had already been thrown away by Yan Bing, but the Shanghai Stock Exchange was obviously no place for us to stay.
Yan Bing suggested that we go to Jinling City and transfer to the high-speed train back. Of course we can't move during the day, so after arriving in Jinling in the middle of the night, we need to find a dark place in the city to spend the day.
I have no objections to the method Yan Bing came up with for us, but there is always one question in my mind, and that is Xiaofeng.
What if Xiaofeng really decides to stay with Yan Bing? What if Xiaofeng really doesn’t go back with us? Wouldn’t that be too sad?
Lao Mao and Da Huang also noticed a hint of farewell, and stayed silently in the car without speaking. As for Lao Mao, Lao San was completely immersed in his own little world, saying nothing like Xiao Feng.
After almost an hour, Xiaofeng said the first words along the way: "Boss lady, where do you think my grandpa is now? Is it Sijiu City? Or in Shanghai City?"
"I can't say..." Yan Bing did not deceive Xiao Feng, but told the truth. After he finished speaking, he looked back at Xiao Feng: "But I believe that sooner or later, you and your grandson will meet again."
"Yeah." Xiao Feng nodded lightly and said nothing more.
However, I suddenly felt that there were countless words in my heart that I wanted to say out. I wanted to say them out, but I couldn't. They were so blocked in my heart.
We arrived at Jinling Station in the middle of the night. There were many sculptures erected at the entrance of the station, and the most eye-catching one was the one that resembled a lion...
When Lao Mao saw the sculpture, he felt inexplicably very friendly and said with a smile: "I have been smoking Nanjing cigarettes for half my life, and finally I saw the live version. No, Dahuang, you have to take a picture of me here. I want it."
Take a photo with it as a souvenir.”
Dahuang smiled and nodded, pretending to be taking pictures of the old cat.
The third child seemed to trust these two people very much. When they left, the third child followed. Yan Bing did not get out of the car, and neither did Xiao Feng.
I stood outside the car door, looking at Xiaofeng sitting in the passenger seat, and my heart felt like a knife.
Of course I wanted Xiaofeng to get off the bus and go back to Sijiucheng with me, but I didn't have the confidence to do so.
Shanghai can be regarded as Xiaofeng's hometown. Even if it is not his birthplace, Xiaofeng grew up here after all. But what about me? What reasons can I use to take Xiaofeng away?
Can I reach out to Xiaofeng openly and tell her: Girl, come with me, I will give you happiness, and I will make up for letting you leave home?
Of course I can't, I can't say such a thing, I can't afford such a responsibility.
Because Xiaofeng and I are gone, she will always be in the shadow of me and Rujun. As long as she can't let go of her heart for me, I will become a sharp blade to hurt her. I understand this truth, so from a certain perspective
Speaking of things, I had to go to the market and Yan Bing persuaded Xiaofeng to stay.
But looking at Xiaofeng sitting in the car, I still couldn't let go. How could I let go of this girl who had been in my body for so long and who had become one with me...
At this time, Xiaofeng suddenly opened the car door and got out. Jinling City was not very cold at night, and the night wind felt warm on his body.
Xiaofeng still wears a pair of tight jeans and a thin white shirt, but she also wears a windbreaker outside the shirt, which is the color of maple leaves.
Xiaofeng looked at me, smiled at first, and then gently nodded her chin in the distance, meaning she asked me to accompany her there.
I followed Xiaofeng's figure and walked slowly towards the distance. The night wind blew in my face, and I knew that Xiaofeng was about to make her final decision.
"I didn't expect Jinling to be so beautiful, even in such a busy station square..." Xiao Feng said in a low voice. In fact, there are not as many people in the station square as I imagined. I thought the Spring Festival was around the corner and the place was already overcrowded.
"Xiao Feng, have you...made a decision?" I asked in a low voice.
Xiaofeng did not answer me, but smiled. She turned her head to look at me and asked in a low voice: "Lin Yang, you know what I am thinking. When I was a child, my grandfather always said that I was a stubborn girl. He said
The decision I made has never been possible to repent..."
Speaking of this, she burst into laughter: "So, I'm sorry, I'm having a very troubled and frustrating life these days..."
I shook my head quickly: "I don't blame you, how can I blame you?"
Xiao Feng smiled: "If you are in love with another girl, an ordinary, petty girl, I will definitely rob you from her. Why should the boy I like be stabbed by others?"
Take it away, why?"
Xiao Feng originally said these words with a smile, but there was a hint of murderous intent in them... This murderous intent actually made me shudder.
"Xiao Feng... you..." I whispered, and halfway through my words, Xiao Feng suddenly stood up on tiptoes and stretched out his slender fingers to press on my lips: "Shh... Lin Yang, don't speak either.
Let me tell you."
I looked at Xiaofeng and was slightly startled.
"But you fell in love with Rujun, Rujun... What's even more incredible is that Rujun actually fell in love with you... To be honest, from the first time I saw Rujun
When I was there, I was thinking, this woman is so beautiful, flawless, like a perfect jade... And the second thought was: Fortunately, she is not a mortal, not ordinary mortals like us, she will not compete with me
, will not appear in the same world as me, or even compete for the same man... Because if I have such a love rival, then I will not even have the slightest chance of winning..."
Xiaofeng said, his fingers always pressed on my lips. Xiaofeng's voice was trembling, and his body was also trembling.
I suddenly realized that Xiaofeng was not as weak and withdrawn as she appeared. She had indeed tolerated too much regarding the matter between Rujun and me.
Xiaofeng is a woman who is soft on the outside but strong on the inside. I have discovered this more than once.
It is precisely because of this personality and characteristics that Xiaofeng became the first wood-attributed ghost in the ages to break through to the golden realm.
I was held down by Xiao Feng, and I knew I shouldn't speak now, so I stared at Xiao Feng blankly, waiting for her to finish speaking.
Xiaofeng smiled bitterly: "Maybe the boss lady is right. Shanghai is my hometown and the place where I grew up. I should stay here and be a ghost in the underworld again... Maybe I will meet
I want to find a better man and get a more satisfying love that truly belongs to me, instead of being entangled with you and seeing how happy you and Rujun are, right?"
Looking at Xiaofeng, I nodded gently. I think she is right. If she really wants to open her mouth, that would be great...
However, at this moment, Xiaofeng suddenly let go of the fingers on my lips, leaned forward, and pressed her lips against my slightly dry lips...
At that moment, I almost went crazy. I subconsciously pushed towards Xiaofeng, but accidentally pushed something very soft... I was completely stunned. Then I suddenly felt a sharp pain coming from my lips, and I found that it was actually Xiaofeng.
Maple is biting me...biting me hard...
That bite almost bit my lip to bits. I don’t know how hard Xiaofeng used it, and how much she hated me. She almost bit my entire lip off...
The whole process lasted for a long time, and I didn't push her away. I knew that this might be Xiaofeng's last vent in front of me. This might be the release of all her emotions, such as unwillingness, grievance, and reluctance...
I don’t know whether Xiaofeng bit too hard or for other reasons, but I suddenly felt my eyes moistened, and two lines of clear tears fell slowly... The wind in Jinling was not very cold, but it felt cool to the core when it blew on my face.
…
I closed my eyes, no longer looking at Xiaofeng, and no longer thinking about anything.
I smelled the faint fragrance on Xiao Feng's body, and recalled the happy and unhappy things that Xiao Feng and I had experienced together before. I just felt that if Xiao Feng decided to leave... it would be a pity.
Xiaofeng, if you really want to leave a memory for me before leaving, please bite me hard...