Chapter 652 A kind of lovesickness, two bitter loves (2/2 Monthly Pass)
"One lovesickness, two bitter loves, half a lifetime of endless love,
Looking at the bright moon in the abyss of time and space, I imagine you are sad and resentful..."
Yang Qian himself likes this lyrics very much.
I had no chance to sing the song before, and no matter how much emotion I have, I can only place it in the endless memories.
The song that follows is about a period of lovesickness divided into two people's painful longing for each other. Life is already halfway through, but it still feels like it is never over...
This writing is a kind of cruel beauty, as if Shi Mo is already over fifty years old, but still alone and emotionally helpless.
It’s not that he’s a bad person. Shi Mo’s enthusiasm and ease in facing life are something that many people can’t envy. But in the dead of night, he would also feel lonely, and he would look at the bright moon in the distance, feeling sad and unable to sleep...
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Of course, whether it is the peace and quiet of living alone, or the bustle of a married family, this is always a personal choice.
People like Yang Qian and Dai Yuni who are willing to get married, are willing to pay for each other, and are willing to sacrifice their time and energy for their family and children are great things to do.
But like Shi Mo, who doesn't want to love anymore and wants to enjoy life alone and be free. Even when he gets older, he doesn't have to pretend to be strong and can still be willful and happy. This choice is understandable.
Those who like to live alone do not have to rely on the world to get married and have children.
Or those who yearn for a happy marriage and family have to be repeatedly discouraged, telling them how bad marriage is and how unfree they are after having children.
Everyone has their own choices, as well as their own contributions and gains.
Just like studying, some people choose to study hard, and then get into a good university, and have a good job and a good life in the future; some people choose not to study, and work hard in society early, thinking about how to do business, and work hard to make money.
The boss also put in his time and sweat.
Of course, there are also people who avoid studying and are unwilling to work, and end up going around in circles and accomplishing nothing.
Therefore, as long as there is no escape, there is sacrifice and gain, then it is a meaningful choice.
A happy family and excellent children are considered success by some people; while others hope to focus on their career. Success and happiness at work can replace the loneliness of the soul. This is also a meaningful life!
But then again, not everyone has a choice, or not everyone can make the right choice.
People who long for love and family sometimes may not be able to truly choose the right person and be happy in the end...
Shi Mo can also be used as an example for this.
When she first got married, she had a very beautiful imagination about marriage and family. Unfortunately, the failure of this marriage made her completely give up this choice and live a life alone.
The matter of feelings has always been difficult to explain because there are thousands of people with different opinions!
Otherwise, how could Yang Qian sing:
"The worldly world is indistinct and God's will is boundless to separate you and me;
The word "broken heart" punctuates the sound of wind and rain, as if an old friend is coming..."
Shi Mo felt sad again, but this time she was much calmer. After all, she was an old man who had experienced half a century of ups and downs.
Seeing Yang Qian wink at her while singing, and slurring each line slightly, Shi Mo knew it well.
She adjusted.
"Leave you and me to live forever in this world..."
Shi Mo picked up the microphone, looked at Yang Qian with a smile, and the two sang together.
Grain lily
Of course, as soon as Shi Mo started singing, Yang Qian lowered his voice again, and even slowed down his speed, because Shi Mo started singing again, and his voice was a bit unclear.
He was more like a qualified assistant. While harmonizing, he also paid attention to remind Shi Mo which line he sang - when Shi Mo forgot the words, he would be slightly louder.
However, these audiences did not pay attention, because they were already shaking their heads, deeply intoxicated by the song "Like an Old Friend Is Coming", and they were also deeply touched!
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Not only the audience was moved, but after Shi Mo finished singing "It seems like an old friend is coming" and said goodbye to the audience, he returned to the backstage and saw Dai Yuni, who was crying like a child.
"Baby, why are you crying? What happened?"
As if the incident where she shed tears on the stage had never happened, Shi Mo hugged Dai Yuni and became concerned with some distress.
Shi Mo is about the same age as Yang Qian and Dai Yuni's parents, or even older.
Therefore, when she looked at young people like Yang Qian and Dai Yuni, especially the pregnant Dai Yuni, the tenderness, concern and maternal brilliance in her eyes could not be concealed.
"Nothing happened to me. I just saw you crying up there, Sister Shimo, and I felt my nose was sore and wanted to cry."
Dai Yuni shook her head and said.
"Silly boy (Cantonese), I was so excited that I just shed a few tears, but you actually cried harder than me. Wipe your tears quickly, your makeup is all gone."
Shi Mo wrinkled his nose deliberately and said reproachfully.
At this time, Kong Qiang had already gone to the VIP seats in the front and mingled with the audience to watch the performance. Dai Yuni and some staff were backstage, which was not suitable for a too messy environment.
"Sister Shi Mo, are you really okay?"
Dai Yuni was actually worried about her. After all, Dai Yuni couldn't imagine what kind of mentality she would have in an emotional environment like Sister Mo, and whether she would collapse even more.
"It's really okay. I just thought of a very good friend. He used to sing very sharply. It's just that he left too early and I didn't have time to say many, many words to him. Now I sing this song "Like"
"It's an old friend coming", and I suddenly thought, if he was still here, wouldn't this song be better if he sang it?"
Shi Mo sighed softly, and when she shared her feelings with Dai Yuni, her mood did not fluctuate as violently as before on the stage.
Dai Yuni didn't know who she was talking about. She didn't know much about the entertainment industry in Hong Kong City, and it was the entertainment industry before she was born.
But it should be possible to judge that this friend may really be just a friend, but above Youda, he died in a hurry before his lover was satisfied.
This regret has been hidden deep in Shi Mo's heart and has not been mentioned to anyone for decades.
But this time, Yang Qian's song "Like an Old Friend Is Coming" was unexpectedly played out. The dust-laden memory made Shi Mo cry.
"Sister Shi Mo..."
Dai Yuni sat on the sofa holding her arms worriedly.
"It's okay, it's been a long time."
Shi Mo smiled and patted the back of her hand.
"By the way, Yu Ni, I have seen a lot of news saying that if you get married at a young age, you will be too impulsive. I don't think you can listen to their nonsense about this matter. When you meet someone who is worthy of being with you for a lifetime, then be brave enough to fall in love.
, when you go to get married, you can’t wait until you miss it before regretting it, right? Yang Qian is a good man, with talent, character, and all aspects. I believe you will be happy and joyful after you get married.
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Shi Mo analyzed Dai Yuni from the perspective of an experienced person.
"Yeah, I know. Sister Shimo, don't worry. Yang Qian and I have quite the same views on this matter. Since we have chosen to be together, we shouldn't engage in long-distance love affairs, but live together and meet together.
As for the difficulties in the future! We also decided to get married, and it took a long time to find out that we were pregnant. It was not because we were pregnant that we decided to get married."