Fox's father disappeared from Xia Yazhi's sight like the wind. Xia Yazhi collapsed on the ground as weakly as if her muscles and bones had been stripped away. She hugged her knees and cried silently. She stood there.
Fox next to him could clearly see Xia Yazhi's eyelashes trembling slightly. She was really crying. Fox lowered his arms feebly and squeezed them tightly. He could clearly feel a force coming from the palm of his hand.
, conveying the idea that he wants to protect this woman.
When did he come up with this idea? He didn't know it himself, but he just felt that the girl in front of him was so strong, as if she was just like him. Maybe they were the same people who had fallen from the world.
"I'm really sorry. If I hadn't forced you to change your appearance and come to me, you wouldn't have fallen into this quagmire right now. Don't worry, I will definitely give you your freedom."
But his words were so soft, just like a leaf fluttering in the wind. Wherever it floated, it fell down and was corroded by the soil. When Xia Yazhi heard this sentence, she just resolutely stopped her trembling shoulders, then raised her head, she
His eyes were filled with tears, and there were a few traces of undried tears on his face.
"If you had the ability to fight against your father, you wouldn't have stood there like a piece of wood and been slapped by him a few times." Xia Yazhi's words were like a needle inserted into Fox's heart. It turned out that she was in front of him.
There is such cowardice and such general powerlessness in her eyes! Maybe she is right. She is such a powerless man in the first place. How can a man protect her and give her a safe haven? It turns out that the person who really needs protection is herself.
Looking at Fox's dull and empty eyes, Xia Yazhi, who was squatting on the ground, stopped shedding tears for an instant. She raised her hand to wipe away her tears vigorously, stood in front of Fox, and held the cup with her tear-filled hands.
Fox's face. The two of them just stared at each other without saying a word to break the silence. Perhaps silence was their best choice.
Xia Yazhi looked seriously at Fox's blue eyes, which were really as blue as the sea. Maybe she had misunderstood him before! It turned out that he was really a poor person: "You touch your heart and tell me,
What did you see when the two of us looked at each other?"
For the first time, there were ripples in Fox's eyes, just like the sea level after being hit by a violent storm. There was no way to calm down. His heart was surging. He raised his hand and put it on his
On his chest, he could hear his heart beating loudly. The sound of his heart beating was transmitted to all parts of his body through the palm of his hand, and to the nerve center of his brain.
"Otherwise why when I look at you, it's as if I'm seeing myself."
This sentence was exactly the answer Xia Yazhi wanted to get. After hearing this sentence, Xia Yazhi just gently put down Fox's face. There was a salty mist on Fox's face. This was exactly what Xia Yazhi had just flowed out.
Tears, those tears were as clear and clean as morning dew, but also had a bit of uneven flavor.
Xia Yazhi turned away, put her hands behind her, closed her eyes, and pretended to be enjoying herself. She tried hard to take a breath of fresh air. The air filled his chest. He opened his eyes and looked at the blue sky.
The blue sky then spoke softly, and the words floated past Fox's ears like white clouds in the sky.
"As you just said, when you looked at me just now, it was as if you were seeing yourself, so I can think that you forced me to undergo plastic surgery to go to Li Haorui as a pawn to steal his business.
Confidential, actually this has something to do with your life experience from childhood to adulthood. Because you
I have been living under the high pressure of your father. If it hadn't been for your father's sudden appearance, maybe I would have always wrongly blamed you. I always thought that you were a person who would do anything to achieve your goals, and a cold and ruthless person.
Playing with the world and playing with your own life."
After Xia Yazhi said this, her eyelids trembled slightly. Her eyes were like the pool of water in front of her. Occasionally, a few swans floated by, leaving layers of ripples on the water. The ripples were like
It is like the white lotus blooming in the water. It is so holy and can only be viewed from a distance but not played with. It is so beautiful.
After hearing this, Fox just took a step forward, closed his eyes and hugged the woman in front of him. He could feel that when he buried his head in this woman's hair, he smelled something like spring sun.
The breath is warm. It's like my own ice-cold heart suddenly receives a glimmer of light, making a person who longs for a stove feel a warmth that he has never experienced before.
Fox, who buried his head in Xia Yazhi's hair, just spoke slowly. He felt that Xia Yazhi was like a piece of wood at this moment, and his whole body was frozen there: "You are indeed right, you and I do have the same kind of feelings.
The pitiable similarity, that's why I feel pity for you, and that's why I tortured you like that in the first place."
"So you have clearly recognized your emotions towards me, right? This is not a kind of liking at all, but a kind of pity for the weak, so I hope you can explain it to your father and let him let it go.
For me, I already have someone else in my heart, and I can no longer accommodate another person. I want to leave it to that person for the rest of my life."
Xia Yazhi pushed away the man who was throwing himself on her with some unbearability. When Fox heard Xia Yazhi's heartless words, the ripples in his heart seemed to calm down again. When he saw his uncomfortable and lost look,
At that time, Xia Yazhi also
I couldn't explain why my heart seemed to have stopped suddenly. The feeling of powerlessness swallowed me up. I felt like I had fallen into a bottomless pit. I could no longer find any light. I could only close my eyes and let it go.
Let yourself fall all the way down.
Fox returned to his usual cynical look, and then smiled wildly. His cold eyes were as deep and invisible as the sea. Then he turned around to face the wind in the distance. He closed his eyes and opened his hands to hug him.
After this gust of wind, he slowly said: "Just now
I have wasted so much words, no doubt I want to use the power to make my father let you go, right? What I want to tell you is that I am very sorry, even I don’t want to let you go, because from my
There was a voice in my heart, I want to truly have you."
This sentence was like a bolt from the blue to Xia Yazhi. She could no longer suppress her emotions. She could no longer lose that person. It has been two years. For two years, that person's name has been like a poison.
, penetrated into my bones, making me feel unbearable pain every night because of missing her.
"That's really embarrassing. Let me tell you, even if you get my person, you won't get my heart. There will always be only that one person in my heart."
This sentence was almost shouted by Xia Yazhi. She bit her teeth while saying a sentence. Her determination was written in her eyes. When she saw the determination in her eyes,
Fox couldn't help but swallowed a breath, and then turned his back, his voice obviously dropped a few tunes: "If I give you a period of time, during the period of time you and Xu Yincheng get along, you will never get it back.
That feeling back then, would you like to come back to me?"
The air seemed to be silent and still, and Xia Yazhi did not speak. Indeed, during the period of time when she and Xu Yincheng were together, the things Xia Yazhi kept trying to recall were not about Xu Yincheng at all, but now about Xu Yincheng.
, is only about the painful and beautiful past between himself and him. Could it be that, as Fox expected, he really just felt guilty and wanted to make amends with Xu Yincheng?
"You didn't speak because you were weighing the weight of what I just said, right? Didn't you find out? When you came to me as a chess piece, you already knew all my weaknesses, and
I already know all your painful past. But Xu Yincheng has been hiding it in his bones.
In his heart, does he know why you left him in the first place? He doesn’t know, does he? Does he know what kind of life you have been living in the past two years? He doesn’t know, does he? In this period of time when he is missing your past, he has been
I am always by your side, and the one who truly understands you is me, not her."
Hearing these words, Xia Yazhi's pupils couldn't help but suddenly dilate. Fox was indeed a person who could maintain a wise mind no matter what the situation. Xia Yazhi unconsciously lowered her head and looked at her small shadow, then smiled with relief and greeted him.
Sufeng closed her eyes and nodded heavily. The moment she closed her eyes, a muddy tear burst out from her eyes.
"This is what you said. So from now on, I will give you three months. If within these three months, you and Xu Yincheng cannot find the same mood as before, then you must make up your mind.
Come back to me as quickly as possible, don't worry, during these three months, I will not disturb you, I will only watch you silently."
After saying these words, Fox left. He left with a bit of hesitation, a bit of reluctance, and a bit of expectation. Xia Yazhi was left standing there, watching him leave.
His back was like a blue lotus, blooming on the cliff above his heart, and his proud head drooped under the heavy rain. (To be continued)
