End of this testimonial: I am very dissatisfied!!!
After working non-stop all day and night, I finally came to an end this afternoon for the book Tianyu Cangqiong.
The mood is not complicated.
Even, very easy.
Finally finished. This is my first feeling...
How impatient and relieved.
This emotion should not exist, but it does exist in me now.
First of all thanks!
Thank you for starting, thank you for reading, thank you for editing, thank you!
Thank you, my brothers and sisters, readers.
You have followed me along the way and never abandoned me. Thank you. You have given me so much tolerance and support along the way and in the past few years.
If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to hold on now.
If it weren't for you, Fengling wouldn't be where it is today.
Thank you, alliance leaders. I will never forget your love for me.
Thanks for my management, my sincerity, the tiger is not a big cat, the one-legged lizard, Zino, Piaoping, etc... you are my strongest backing!
Thank you for the same, little girl comments on each chapter, thank you for your hard work.
Thank you everyone!
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I have written several books, and the completion of each book gives me a different feeling.
When I finished writing The Legend of Lingtian, I felt that I still had more to say.
When I finished writing The Evil King from Another World, I felt very tired. It was a feeling of emptiness after extreme indulgence.
When I finished writing The Proud Nine Heavens, I felt a deep sense of nostalgia and reluctance.
I can't bear to see the characters in it.
But when I finished writing this book, Heaven and Sky, I felt a sense of relief that I had been carrying a heavy burden and finally let it go.
Yes, easy.
Heaven and Sky is, perhaps, the book that I am most dissatisfied with in my writing career, and the book that I least want to write.
Some people ask, if you are not satisfied and don’t want to write, why should you write?
All I can say is, it's very complicated, very complicated.
It's so complicated that I can't even speak.
The title of this book was not chosen by me from the beginning. At the beginning, I wrote seven or eight chapters, but they were all rejected.
There were countless reasons and pressures that led me to choose a beginning that was somewhat similar to Aoshi.
but……
Writing about rebirth and regrets once is enough. If I write about them a second time, I will feel empty.
Too many brothers and sisters have asked me: Wind Chimes, can we stop writing about such a subject?
I can only smile bitterly.
I don’t want to write either!
And I will definitely never write it again!
When I wrote The Legend of Lingtian, it felt like a sense of accomplishment. Because of my hard work, I could finally support my family. When I wrote The Evil King from Another World, it felt like a cathartic indulgence, and I was extremely happy writing about lawlessness.
When I wrote The Proud Nine Heavens, I was fully committed.
When I wrote the first few books, I put all my own emotions and thoughts into every character in the book.
I also want to write about the sky and the sky like this, but I still can't get into it.
From the first day I started writing this book, I was like a cold spectator, writing the story of this book coldly. From beginning to end, my spirit was withdrawn from the story.
Progress in manipulating the book.
This is very tiring.
It's really tiring.
But the story unfolded.
It must be written.
The bitter fruits you sow must be swallowed by yourself.
Although countless readers complained about the first few books, water, water, water...but I felt that it was natural from beginning to end.
Let me write it again. Maybe I can write it more smoothly and with less water, but I may not be able to express the artistic conception and feeling at that time.
But with the book Tianyu, I didn’t have that smooth feeling of flowing clouds and flowing water.
I used countless so-called techniques to make up for it, but it didn't work.
Finally, as of today, it’s over.
I'm very dissatisfied.
Very dissatisfied!
Someone once said to me: This book is not bad, it’s very enjoyable. I can only smile bitterly: Brother, that’s because you haven’t read the books I wrote before...
If I could choose again, I would choose to write another story, which is a story that has already been formed.
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It's a pity that Chu Yang can be reborn and go back to before he left the mountain, and Ye Xiao can take over his body and give it to another person, but I can't go back to two and a half years ago.
But fortunately... the new story has already taken shape. All it needs is perfection.
And I won't make the same mistake again.
I am preparing a new book, and it has been in preparation for a long time. Perhaps it can also be said that I started preparing it two and a half years ago, or even three years ago.
But I need a break.
Take a break for a month or two.
When I get rid of this fatigue, I travel lightly and let everyone see a different me.
A new and different book.
I promise it will be completely different from the previous four books.
I am very confident.
Finally, I'm sorry, I should have brought you a more exciting story, but I don't think I did it in this book.
Please give me some time.
Let me adjust myself.
The last word: I am very, very dissatisfied with this book!
I hope that this is the only book in my writing career that makes me feel dissatisfied and unwritten.
Let's meet again with the new book.
I feel very tired now and go to sleep.
After waking up, I will go to the group to play with you.