During evening self-study, Lin Yi was called out by Gu Caiwei again.
The teaching building in Linzhong only has four floors, and there is a half-story stairwell further up. They hide here and whisper, for fear of being discovered by the teacher on duty, so they have to keep their voices very low.
"Lin Yi, I've already thought about it."
"Then what's your decision?"
"Yes, I want to be that trainee."
No matter what Gu Caiwei's decision is this time, Lin Yi will respect and support it, and this result is not beyond his expectation.
"what are you thinking?"
"I was quite entangled and hesitated for a long time. You know, the first problem I found was that I never seemed to think about what I wanted to do in the future."
"In the past, my mother would make plans for me. If she said she wanted me to go abroad, I would prepare to go abroad."
"Later you asked me to stay, so I will stay. I think it's not a bad idea to go to college anywhere."
"But that Peng Yuchen made me realize that day, what about after graduating from college?"
"I haven't thought about it. I haven't even thought about which university or major I want to study. I just want to go to the capital with you and don't want to be separated from you."
"But college is only one year longer than high school. We will graduate soon, and then I don't have any plans. Maybe my mother will help me find a job that looks good."
"I originally thought that after graduation we... Anyway, no matter what you decide to do in the future, I will be by your side."
"But this makes me feel useless. When I was a child, I always relied on my mother. Do I have to rely on you when I grow up?"
"Jia Qi told me that girls must have their own careers, so that they can control their destiny in their own hands."
"Destiny, right? You told me that that day."
"I actually don't care much about career or not, but I don't want to be a burden to you either. I also want to be proud of you and my mother."
Lin Yi took her two hands: "You are already my pride, and I believe your mother is the same."
Gu Caiwei held his hand and shook it: "I know, although you always say I'm stupid, I can feel it."
"What I mean is that I don't want to live under your wings forever and enjoy your protection with peace of mind."
"Even if I can't be an eagle that fights in the sky, I can at least be able to fly freely."
Lin Yizhen looked at the girl in front of him lovingly.
This is not a delicate girl who only knows how to fall in love. Her body contains infinite power, and sooner or later she will shine brightly.
"No matter where you want to fly, I am willing to be your wings."
"Lin Yi, are you laughing at me in your heart, saying that I obviously cannot do without the care of you two, but I insist on being strong without overestimating my own capabilities, like a child pretending to be an adult?"
"I just think that the girl I like is really amazing."
Although this was not the first time Lin Yi had confessed his love, Gu Caiwei still blushed slightly, and then continued after adjusting:
"I thought about it for myself. My grades were so-so when I was a kid, but I have been at the bottom since I got to junior high school. I also know that I am not the material for studying."
"I actually like singing and dancing, but my mother said my level was not good enough, so I never thought of it as a career."
"There's a little thing I didn't tell you."
"Last year at the aerobics competition, when I was coming off the stage, I looked back at the audience who were cheering and applauding enthusiastically. I seemed to be quite nostalgic in my heart."
"Do you think I am also a very vain girl?"
Lin Yi scratched the tip of her nose with his knuckles: "Student Gu Caiwei, even if you don't need it in math, physics and chemistry, you still have to study hard in Chinese class."
"Vanity refers to glory that does not belong to you or is not worthy of the name. Your own performance has won the love of everyone, and you have the right to be proud of yourself."
Gu Caiwei felt a little itchy, but did not avoid it: "Peng Yuchen said that idols are young artists, and they are people who sell happiness."
"Although it looks glamorous, many people seem to look down upon it. Lin Yi, do you think it makes sense for me to do this?"
Lin Yi did not deliberately comfort or encourage her: "No one knows better than me what kind of person you are. It does not need to be defined by what career you have or what job you do."
"The pursuit of other people's evaluations is a never-ending and futile thing. Instead of dwelling on those opinions, it is better to live with a clear conscience."
Gu Caiwei nodded, feeling much relieved after receiving Lin Yi's approval: "Look, even though I said I made the decision myself, I still can't help but want your enlightenment and affirmation."
"I have actually always doubted whether I can be an idol. Although Peng Yuchen said that I was born to be an idol, and it would be a waste of talent if I didn't do it. Jiaqi also said that she believed that I would be able to succeed."
"But I still want to hear something from you, Lin Yi, can you encourage me?"
Gu Caiwei raised her head and looked at the boy expectantly.
Lin Yi felt that she was too nervous, so he reached out and brushed her hair at the temples, and made a joke:
"Did Zhang Jiaqi say that if you make your debut, you should be able to significantly increase the per capita knowledge level in the entertainment industry?"
Gu Caiwei was never very funny, so she was really amused and hit him out of habit: "Don't talk nonsense. Peng Yuchen asked me not to comment on my seniors casually."
Lin Yi became more serious and said: "You know? The future is not what people expect now. There will be so many years of peace and quiet."
"One day, people seem to suddenly discover that the life they have is far more fragile than they imagined."
"But only you, as pure and beautiful as ever, nourished the hearts of countless people in those difficult days and nights."
"Your singing warms those who are experiencing setbacks and suffering, gives them hope, and makes them always believe..."
"This world is worth it."
In order to strengthen her persuasion, Lin Yi chose the most prestigious one among her future titles and boldly pretended to be a prophet:
"Gu Caiwei, many people will call you the savior of the Chinese music scene in the future."
"Ha ha!"
Gu Caiwei thought Lin Yi was still joking, but she felt that this title was more domineering and sounded much more advanced than some national idol.
In this year and year, due to the dominance of the three giants of QQ Music, some people are already lamenting the death of the music industry and missing the golden age of the last decade.
Lin Yi can only say that they are still too young. Ten years from now, they will miss this present that can at least be called "Twilight of the Gods".
Gu Caiwei reached out and hugged Lin Yi's waist, resting her head on his shoulder. Their bodies were pressed tightly together, feeling each other's warmth and heartbeat.
"Thank you, Lin Yi."
Lin Yi heard that this beautiful girl had deep attachment and infinite affection for him, and held her in his arms without any distracting thoughts in his heart.
A gentle murmur sounded in his ear: "Lin Yi, I believe that I will also work hard to pursue the future you mentioned. But you also have to believe that I will never give up on you no matter what, so you must
Stay by my side forever."
"Of course, I promise you that this time I will accompany you across the mountains and seas, and then witness and participate in all your glory, sorrow and joy."