Tan Xuan yawned, stretched, and slowly opened his eyes. The sunlight in the room was so bright that he closed his eyes again.
Tan Xuan smiled bitterly and shook his head. The ancient poem "How to relieve worries? Only Du Kang" did not lie to him. Although the wine last night did not really drive away the sorrow in his heart, it made him temporarily forget the sadness and feel comfortable.
Take it and have a good sleep.
"Gululu..."
There was a sound of drumming in his bones, and Tan Xuan even smiled bitterly. He got drunk before eating last night. Now that he woke up, the first thing he had trouble with was his stomach.
"Oh! I hope Xiao Di didn't eat all those things last night."
Tan Xuan opened his sleepy eyes slightly, turned around and leaned on the bed with one hand to sit up. As a result, his hands were soft, different from the softness of the quilt, and there was some warmth coming from his hands. Tan Xuan was shocked and hurriedly opened his eyes.
"ah……"
Tan Xuan screamed and sat up. It turned out that the naked Xiao Di was lying next to him, and the place where his hand was resting was not elsewhere, but Xiao Di's chest. What surprised him even more was that he
At this time, there was not even half a piece of cloth more than Xiao Di's body. I wanted to find a quilt to cover it, but found that there was no quilt on the bed, not even a blanket. Apart from the pillow, there was only the mattress under me. There was no way.
Tan Xuan had no choice but to pick up the pillow and cover his "philtrum" part.
Tan Xuan pushed Xiao Di, who was sleeping like a piglet on his side, and shouted in panic: "Xiao Di, Xiao Di, wake up, wake up!"
Xiao Di pushed away Tan Xuan's hand, squinted his eyes and muttered with a frown: "Why are you making such a fuss? It's over or over. You've been tossing me all night, why don't you let me get some sleep?"
"What!"
Tan Xuan was stunned by Xiao Di's words, and then pushed Xiao Di hard.
"Xiao Di, please stop sleeping and wake up quickly. What is going on? Why are you in my bed?"
Xiao Di finally opened his eyes, stared at Tan Xuan angrily, his eyes were bloodshot, and roared: "Who are you asking about the good deeds you have done?"
"What good things did I do? You said we..."
Tan Xuan couldn't say the next words. Looking at Xiao Di's fair body and the many kiss marks left on her body, he quickly looked away. No matter how stupid he was, he knew that something had happened between them.
What. All this and so on, they all said that they were drunk and messy. At first, he didn't believe it. He didn't expect that it would happen to him today.
After struggling in his heart for a long time, Tan Xuan lowered his head like a child who had done something wrong and said slowly: "Xiao Di, I'm sorry!"
"No need to say that." Xiao Di rolled his eyes at Tan Xuan. After saying this, he turned around and turned his head to the side, leaving his back to Tan Xuan. He did not shyly find something to cover his body.
He just covered himself with himself.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have drank. I didn't expect that drunken chaos would really happen..." Tan Xuan felt even more uncomfortable when he saw that Xiao Di didn't want to talk to him. He felt guilty except for guilt. He didn't expect that he wanted to drink to relieve his sorrow, but in the end
Now that something like this has happened again, he now fully understands what it means to drown his sorrows in drinking and become even more sorrowful.
Xiao Di suddenly turned around and sat up, glaring at Tan Xuan and saying, "Are you done yet? I said you don't need to say sorry, so why are you still nagging?"
"I'm not trying to explain myself. Although I don't remember what happened after I got drunk last night, it's true that I was unscrupulous when I was drunk and caused you... don't worry, I will definitely be responsible for you."
Xiao Di looked startled, and then snorted coldly, "Shut up! Do I need you to be responsible for me? Are you still planning to get an advantage and act like a good boy? We are all adults, this is just the way it is.
Now, no one should mention it again."
"No." Tan Xuan shook his head stubbornly and said very remorsefully: "It is my responsibility and I must bear it. I will not use the excuse of being drunk to excuse myself. If you are wrong, you are wrong. If you think
I don't deserve to be responsible, so you can call the police and arrest me now, or you can just vent your anger like this, but it's my fault."
"Are you wrong? You bastard!" Xiao Di suddenly roared loudly at Tan Xuan, and after hitting Tan Xuan a few times with his hand, tears flowed down uncontrollably, "Are you done yet? You can also sleep.
Yes, I brought it all on myself, and I didn’t blame you, so what else do you want me to do?”
"this……"
Xiao Di's sudden change of mood confused Tan Xuan. He wanted to reach out and comfort the other person as casually as before, but at this time, both of them were naked. If he did it, he would inevitably be suspected of taking advantage of others, so he could only do it from the side.
He glared, but the glare was even more rude, making Tan Xuan completely at a loss.
"Xiao Di, don't get excited, don't cry, okay? I'm not good, I'm a bastard, I'm so inhuman..."
"You are just a bastard, a complete bastard... You are so good when you are drunk, why are you such a bastard when you wake up... You like Jiang Yingyue, don't you know that I like you? You bastard, idiot
...I have shared joys and sorrows with you, life and death, but what has she experienced with you? Why do you always think about her in your heart, and you still miss her even after we broke up? Why do you still call me Jiang Yingyue when you bully me?
name, am I not better than her..."
Xiao Di no longer concealed his emotions, and cried out the words he had suppressed in his heart. He cried so heartbreakingly that Tan Xuan was dumbfounded.
"You like me? But how come I don't know? I thought no one in this world cares about me anymore..."
Xiao Di's words made Tan Xuan completely confused. He looked at Xiao Di stupidly with a look of disbelief.
"What do you know? You are just a fool. Why should I follow you to track down those evil spirits, up the mountain and down to the ground? Am I doing it because of Jiang Yingyue? Not because of you. Every time I am pulled by you
Do you think I'm so casual about pulling and pulling, hugging and hugging him? If it were anyone else, I would have beaten him to the point where he would no longer be able to take care of himself..."
Tan Xuan was dumbfounded, and his heart was completely confused. Only then did he realize that after being drunk last night, he not only did things he shouldn't have done, but also said things he shouldn't have said. Depending on the situation, it was not only Xiao Xiao who he hurt.
Di's body, and Xiao Di's heart. Thinking about every bit of time when he and Xiao Di got along, and thinking about the scenes she had appeared in his dreams, Tan Xuan was completely stunned. It was not that Xiao Di was not missing in his heart.
, I just didn’t know that the feeling I had been afraid to look at turned out to be love, until Xiao Di finally revealed it.
"It turns out that there are still people in this world who like me..." Tan Xuan suddenly laughed, and his eyes became moist as he smiled.
"You're still laughing! You big bastard, if I didn't like you and knew you broke up, would I come over to comfort you immediately? I even used past events that I didn't want to talk about to relieve your worries, and my own body. As a result, in your heart
But there is only Jiang Yingyue who doesn’t want you. I will bite you to death and let you bully me..."
With that said, Xiao Di turned around and threw herself into Tan Xuan's arms. He took Tan Xuan's arm and stuffed it into his mouth, then gave it a sharp bite, gathering all the depression and anger on his teeth.
"ah……"
Tan Xuan groaned and immediately suppressed the sound. He sat upright on the bed with his eyes closed and let Xiao Di take his mouth without struggling or complaining. She could feel Xiao Di's pain and grievance at this time. She was being fucked.
Having been let down before, he better understands the feeling of being let down. If it makes Xiao Di feel better, he doesn't mind having a piece or a few pieces of meat bitten off by Xiao Di.
Xiao Di suddenly relaxed, looked at the grinning Tan Xuan and asked, "Why don't you shout? Doesn't it hurt?"
"It hurts!" Tan Xuan replied truthfully. His arm had been bitten by Xiao Di, and blood flowed down his arm, dripping on his body and falling on the mattress.
"Why don't you scream when it hurts?" Looking at the scar he left on Tan Xuan, Xiao Di regretted that he had been too harsh and spoke in a much softer voice.
"I'm afraid of disturbing you to vent your dissatisfaction." Tan Xuan said with a bitter smile, "Have you calmed down a little? If not, you can continue to bite. As long as you calm down, that's fine."
Xiao Di glared at Tan Xuan and curled his lips in disgust, "If you don't scream, why should I bite hard? Your meat is sour and smelly, isn't it delicious?"
"So are you feeling better?"
Xiao Di snorted coldly and said: "What, you took advantage of me last night, do you feel guilty about me now?"
Tan Xuan lowered his head and remained silent, not daring to look into Xiao Di's eyes.
Xiao Di stretched out his hand to hold up Tan Xuan's head, looked into his eyes and said, "If you just feel guilty about what happened last night, then there's no need. It was of my own free will. As I said, we are all adults.
No, that's okay. If you feel guilty for ignoring me, then feel guilty, I won't forgive you."
"sorry!"
"Don't say sorry to me, I won't accept it." Xiao Di said expressionlessly, the tears that had just stopped sliding down his cheeks to the corners of his mouth again.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Di, I really didn't know you liked me."
"Why, aren't you very happy to know that you are liked by others? Do you feel a little relieved to find that you are not the lowest in terms of love?"
"No." Tan Xuan shook his head vigorously, reaching out to help Xiao Di wipe away the tears that were about to fall on his chin, "Listening to what you said, I am not happy at all, just like after I was rejected by the Jiang family, although
I feel sad, but I didn’t harass Xiaoying. Maybe my feelings for her are not yet love, but I don’t want to see her sad. Similarly, I don’t want you to be sad because of me. If you are willing, I hope I can
Make up for it slowly."
"To make up for it? Haha..." Xiao Di sneered and pushed away Tan Xuan's hand, "Jiang Yingyue, who has stopped thinking about you so quickly, has decided to turn to me? You are too quick to change your mind.
Alright."
"Is this considered a love affair?" Tan Xuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded, asking and answering: "Maybe, you think I am a scumbag and I won't refute it, but it's a pity that I have never been in true love.
At least she won't admit that she has been in love with me. Even if she wants to admit it, her family won't allow it. Who doesn't like clean people..."
As he said this, Tan Xuan couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly. He couldn't bear to look back on the past, and he was filled with tears when he talked about it. However, when he thought about it now, it felt even more bitter than last night.
"I've already been sad for the person who left me, so I don't want the people who like me to be sad because of me. Don't worry, I won't make you sad again in the future. Although I can't completely forget Xiaoying, I won't
Let you be her substitute..."
Tan Xuan spoke very emotionally, and his eye circles were a little red, but Xiao Di was annoyed and hit Tan Xuan with his hand.
"Tan Xuan, do you still want to be shameless? It's not enough for you to bully me once, and you want to bully me forever? Who do you think you are? Just say it's okay. Did I agree to you? Do you think you are a love saint?
, I can’t live without you?”
"ah!"
Xiao Di's slap was very accurate, hitting Tan Xuan's arm that had just been bitten by her, causing Tan Xuan to grit his teeth in pain.
"Are you okay?" Seeing blood on Tan Xuan's arm again, Xiao Di immediately became concerned.
Tan Xuan's forehead instantly started to see sweat drops, but he still shook his head after hissing twice.
"It's okay. Can you give me a chance to make amends? It's not really compensation. I just want to find someone who can speak my mind. If you are willing, I promise not to bully you, and I can let you bully me. If
After we have been together for a while, you feel that we are not suitable, or your family is opposed to it, I hope you can tell me honestly, even if we can't get together, we are still friends, and I will try my best to help you and don't make things worse.
We are like strangers, and we will never interact with each other until death."
Xiao Di was stunned for a moment, then looked into Tan Xuan's sincere eyes and nodded.
"Okay, I promise you."
Tan Xuan smiled, "Thank you."
Xiao Di added: "You don't need to thank me. I just gave you a chance. This is not a prayer or charity. Don't think that I forgive you."
"Okay, okay, I know." Tan Xuan smiled stupidly and agreed, as long as he had the chance. But as Tan Xuan's heart knot opened, his eyes couldn't stop peeking at Xiao Di.
Xiao Di snorted and scolded: "What are you looking at? Haven't you seen it?"
"No, I haven't seen it." Tan Xuan swallowed and stuttered out the truth. Only the pillow on his body made him cover it tighter.
"Why are you pretending to be shy? Just look at it if you want. I don't care. Why are you blushing? You're covering it up. Why didn't I see you so shy last night? From the first day I saw you, I didn't care.
Seeing you acting coquettishly like this, a gangster is just a gangster, why are you pretending to be a gentleman?" As he said that, Xiao Di grabbed the pillow that Tan Xuan used to hide his shame and threw it to the ground. Strong people do strong things. For those who have had skin contact
As a person, she behaves even more hooligan than a gangster.
"Hey, didn't I drink too much last night? Now I..."
"You are a man if you drink too much, but you are not a man if you don't drink. Do you need me to get you some more wine?"
The most unacceptable thing for a man is to be told that he is not a man, especially if it is said by a woman. Tan Xuan immediately confirmed himself with practical actions.
You can look at it from a distance but don't play with it. Those are harsh words spoken by those who can't get it. Since you can get it, who would watch it from a distance? Not only does it have to be played with, but it's also blasphemy.
