Volume 1 In 2007, I was poisoned by my grandmother with golden silkworms Chapter 12 Wild affairs in
Ideal and reality, love and compromise, this is an eternal theme and a lasting battlefield. Winners both win and losers both suffer.
I have always liked Che Guevara's words "Let us be loyal to our ideals and let us face reality." Leaving Huang Fei does not mean that I have to give up. For many people, including me, Huang Fei's beauty is dazzling.
She is a goddess and a man’s ultimate dream. Since her heart belongs to me and we are already the most normal boyfriend and girlfriend, why should I give up?
However, the reality is that I cannot give her a sense of security, and from time to time I will cause her trouble of one kind or another, and even endanger her life.
Therefore, I must leave, deal with all the things, make myself stronger, and then just like the Zixia Fairy in "Journey to the West", step on the colorful auspicious clouds, come to her, marry her, this is me
The purest idea.
I stayed at home for nearly two months, which made even my mother dislike me. What kind of trouble is this for such a young man who spends his youth staying at home every day and not doing anything serious? In fact, what kind of trouble is this?
She didn't know how important these two months were to me. This was a process of absorbing eagerly. I had never had any leisure time, and finally enjoyed the benefits of retirement life. Apart from the Golden Silkworm Gu, I was accompanied by
, Duoduo and the little demon Duoduo, there is also my laptop that looks like an antique today.
There is a very practical chapter in "The Twelve Methods of Suppressing the Mountains" called Fu Lu.
This chapter is the one with the most content besides cultivating Gu, and it is full of pictures and texts. I had many setbacks before. I had no materials and no mood, so I had no time to study ghk. However, in the Yelang Sacrifice Hall, I heard miscellaneous
Mao Xiaodao and his third uncle talked about the various benefits of the talisman. When it is powerful, it can actually cast spells instantly. He felt itchy in his heart and thought that there is such a section in my twelve methods. Since there is a treasure mountain, why not dig into it and study it.
ghk one or two?
I bought cinnabar and smoked ink from Fenghuang in western Hunan, wolf hair brushes from Jiangxi, yellow talisman paper and silk produced exclusively by a spiritual sacrifice store in the city, and my homemade smoked bamboo chips, and then used them in the utility room in the backyard.
There is an altar in the middle, and the altar is dedicated to the Red Emperor of the South and General Black Killer (the altar can be set up with gods of various faiths, such as Qing Emperor, Red Emperor, White Emperor, Black Emperor and Suzaku Xuanwu General, or land, mountain gods and city gods, etc.
; I inherit this lineage and respect the Red Emperor of the South and the Black Killer General. The Red Emperor is Shennong. There are different opinions on the Black Killer General. Among the Twelve Dharma Schools, it is believed that he is the descendant of Jiuli who fought with the Yellow Emperor in the wilderness of Hebei, Chiyou.)
Light incense and candles, place three plates of fresh seasonal fruits, three cups of tea and three cups of rice wine, take a bath, change clothes, wash your face and hands, and rinse your mouth.
Prepare all the tools for drawing talisman, put your hands together, and after praying, get rid of all distracting thoughts, pick up the langhao pen in your hand with concentration, and start drawing talisman. During the whole process, be sincere and undistracted, immersing your heart in the field of "Qi"
In the realm, imagine the proud existence and ubiquitous power of the gods you believe in, and copy the pardon runes nearly a thousand times on the scanned picture of the broken book. While describing, blowing, the left hand that is not holding the pen still needs to finish
Wear the Dharma Seal (Sun Lord Jue, Yue Lord Jue, Tiangang Jue...).
From the beginning to the end, it needs to be done in one go. In this process, any slightest distraction, pause or hesitation will result in wasting all the previous efforts and creating a pile of useless rubbish paper symbols.
The process of pursuing this absolute peace of mind is actually a kind of practice and a kind of "Tao".
Drawing talismans is so difficult that until I was kicked out by my mother in mid-May, in two months, I only drew five finished talismans, the kind of talismans that I could feel the magic.
The five talismans are two of the "Return to Rebirth Talisman" and three of the "Mind-Purifying Talisman", each of which are used to transcend the souls of the dead and bring peace of mind.
But the annoying thing is that the former can be solved by chanting a few curses, but the latter... the effect is hundreds of times worse than a tube of sedatives.
I held these five lonely yellow talismans and looked at the thousands of pieces of waste paper in a room, and I felt the urge to curse.
There is such a huge gap between investment and output.
It seems that my road to perfecting my magic power by pretending to be magical is still a long and long one, and I have searched high and low to no avail.
What's more, in addition to using yellow paper to carry runes, there are also peach wood, bamboo slices, wood chips, silk, runes written on the tip of the tongue, runes drawn out of thin air... All kinds of exquisiteness are so profound that it would be difficult to study them even after a lifetime of effort.
ghk is clear. This thing requires time and life, and there is no shortcut. What's more, I am an unlucky child without a master and feel extremely resentful! I thought of some of the singing in "The White-Haired Girl":
"My daughter has flowers to wear, but my family doesn't have enough money to buy them..."
The circumstances of each family are different.
Apart from drawing symbols, my main focus is on nurturing Duoduo.
Although she is still a little fool, after the accumulation of time, the diligent Duoduo can finally face the moonlight and stars, learn about the old and learn the new, eat the essence of the moonlight, swallow the charm of the stars, and stabilize her figure. Even if I no longer "use wicker branches and leaves every day"
She is able to live a stable life even with these tedious tasks, such as dipping her body in rootless water and patting her spiritual body, reciting the Purifying Mantra for ten minutes, forming internal binding seals, and reciting the Buddha's "Six Paths Vajra Mantra" of Padmasambhava.
What is progress? This is progress.
At this moment, Duoduo, not to mention the fruit knife, even picks up the kitchen knife and ax easily, and looks at the snails with the palm of her hand. Every time I sit down with her to practice, she practices "The True Explanation of Ghost Path", and I practice
Compiled "The Twelve Methods of Suppressing the Mountains".
There are methods for practicing Qi in the three chapters of Forbidden Spells, Sacrifice to Gods, and Solid Body. The Qi training I am talking about here is not what the girl named Qin Wen on the train said: "Refining Qi, building foundation, and forming knots."
Magical powers such as Dan, Nascent Soul, and Transformation are fictitious, but they are a practice method of induction, allowing oneself to fit in, overlap, and complement each other with the field of "qi" that is always present but difficult to detect.
Scientifically speaking, this may be the harmonious resonance of waves in the particle and quantum state of the soul.
People have paths, cats have catwalks, not to mention using the sonic resonance of the voice to communicate with the mind of the gods in the space above the head, or allowing the stimulation of the Qi in the body to temper the strength of tissue cells, it is a practical
I followed the three methods one by one, and it felt boring at first. However, when I truly entered a certain "mysterious, mysterious, indescribably wonderful" door, I felt extremely happy.
How do you describe this feeling?
It's as if you are usually in a pigeonhole, a room of seven or eight square meters that can only accommodate a bed. When you wake up, wow! You walked from the bedroom to the kitchen and ran for more than ten minutes. It is so spacious; for example, you are an every-day person.
A tramp who is a disaster victim who only has one steamed bun and one meal of porridge every day suddenly puts you at a state banquet and is so satisfied with all you can eat... Well, please forgive me that my ordinary words are not enough to express this feeling, so I will ignore it from now on.
I had a very happy and fulfilling life during that time. The only headaches were two people, one was Xiaoyao Duoduo and the other was my mother.
Xiaoyao Duoduo, this foxy and sweet girl, has never been a leisurely guy since she was born. She has been causing trouble all day long and has been clamoring to eat human flesh. But until now, except for taking a bite of me in the cave, she has never been able to live in peace.
She has never been exposed to meat, so she keeps complaining that one day she will hang out with fat insects and eat human flesh first. She is also picky, besides wanting to eat my flesh, she is only willing to eat the flesh of little girls, so she says it clean.
Every time it was her turn to show up, I would have a headache. She would either seduce me or annoy me to the point where I wanted to scold me. Finally one day, she promised me not to cause trouble, not to make trouble, not to eat human flesh, but to hang out with fat bugs.
After getting some air, I agreed.
When she came back, Fat Chongzi was triumphant and full of food and wine, and her face was pale.
I asked her what was going on, but she didn't say anything. I couldn't ask, so I stopped asking. I guess it was because the fat insect's food was not acceptable to ordinary people, or even ghosts, and it frightened her. As a result, the next day,
In our small town, there were many rumors about ghosts and ghosts, which made people panic for a while. Later, after the old man next door introduced me to them, people who had troubled me came to my door one after another and begged me to do something.
Relief. My face was ashen, but I still responded.
From then on, I never let this little fox go out again.
Surprisingly, my fame actually spread through the mouths of idle people in the countryside. This reputation spread far and wide, which was undoubtedly very painful. Not long after, people () came to my door one after another, asking for medical advice.
Those who pray to God, those who ask for incense, those who ask for dream interpretation, those who ask for marriage, those who ask for children... I was a little unhappy at first, but I always thought of the people in my hometown, and it was not a good thing to refuse with a dark face, so I followed
Practice with the prescriptions of the twelve methods, learn and try them at the same time.
In the countryside, although most of the time I scare myself, there are always some strange things, and I also take action to help solve them. There are some things in this that can actually be talked about. I won’t talk about it here. I will have the opportunity later.
Record it completely again.
After talking about the little demon Duoduo, he then talked about my mother. In the past years, when I was wandering outside, she missed me and nagged me, wishing to tie me up at home. But when I really thought I was staying at home, she had objections again. Especially especially
After Huang Fei didn't come to see me again, she kept nagging, saying how could young people stay at home all the time and get moldy? It would be better to go out and explore more while they are young. Later, they came to me one after another to see the fragrance.
The more people there are, the more opinions she has.
In her mind, engaging in the ways of being a goddess is ultimately unattainable.
I was so annoyed that at the beginning of May, Lan Xiaodong from Shengtun, a fellow countryman who had placed my order for a fast food restaurant, called me and said that he was going to open a restaurant in Xinpan, Hongshan. The order was a bit big and he was alone.
If you can't do it, you want to find me as a partner to take over and ask me if I have any intention. I agreed decisively, and then quickly packed my bags and prepared to go south. When I left, the saddest thing was probably the fat insect. It refused to go, refused to leave.
This small town with rich food and rural life made it fattened up a lot, and I couldn't bear to leave it, so it hid in the corner of my kitchen, making it easy for me to find it.
In its simple consciousness, leaving means that the journey of starvation is about to begin again.
However, people always have to live, right?
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